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Bill Trevaskis: Imagine you're
in a movie theater full of people.
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Right away you notice differences
in clothing, skin color, hair style,
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symbols of religious
or cultural affiliation
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that they choose to display.
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However, beyond simple observation,
we're not able to see
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the thoughts, feelings, and experiences
that make us each outliers.
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You're listening to the 12 KNOTS podcast.
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I'm Bill Trevaskis.
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Feeling different can be challenging but
sometimes that challenge is self-imposed.
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As a kid growing up in
suburban Southern California,
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I was never under too much pressure
to join a club, make the honor roll,
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or play sports.
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With few a thousand students
in my high school,
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there were plenty of kids
to fill each position.
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At the K-12 school in North Haven,
the small island town where I live,
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basketball is the school's
only varsity team sport.
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It's a unifying force
during the long winters here.
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So one night at a game
I asked fans one simple question.
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To you, what does basketball mean
to this community?
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Participant: Good to keep the spirits up
in the winter time.
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Participant: I would say it means
getting together
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so that the older crowd
knows the younger ones.
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Participant: I think it's been
a long standing , really important thing
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in this community.
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Participant:. A feeling I have
for basketball:
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just to love to go watch basketball
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Participant: Basketball in the winter here
provides the entire community
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with something to do on Friday
and Saturday nights, with entertainment,
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and also every once in a while
something to feel really good about.
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Participant: There is just a long, long tradition
of basketball here
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and for me, probably one of
the biggest things is that it's the arena
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where the community
has always come together
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in the midst of the long cold winter
and it makes people happy.
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Bill T.: You might think
that there's a lot of pressure to
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play a game like basketball
in a town as small as North Haven.
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And to many high school students,
there is.
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Jake Greenlaw: Hello, my name is
Jake Greenlaw.
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Bill T: This is my good friend, Jake.
Jake G.: Check, check.
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Bill T.: Jake grew up on the island
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and he graduated from
North Haven Community School in 2003.
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Jake G.; such a long time ago.
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Bill T.: I started out
by asking Jake
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these same question
I asked the fans at the game:
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What does basketball mean
to the community of North Haven?
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Jake G.: Growing up out here, it was
definitely a big thing in the school
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and everyone was kind of pushed
to play the sport.
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All of the older people around me
at that point
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were very into basketball.
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They had all -- my father
and all of his classmates
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had played basketball,
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and he would look through all the pilots
and see how...
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Bill T.: The Pilot he's referring
to the school yearbook.
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Jake G.:... bad ass they all looked, and
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it was very important
to play basketball out here.
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I was just never that into sports.
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I always wanted to be that guy
who was really good at basketball.
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I mean, because I had -- all my friends
around me were into basketball.
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They all play on the team
and I was just into other things.
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I was just like not into sports.
I've never been into sports.
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Bill T.: Was there anyone else
in your class who didn't play?
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Jake G.: Not really.
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No, it was like ... I mean,
I played pee-wee basketball.
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My dad coached pee-wee basketball
actually.
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But I did enjoy the
just hanging out with your friends,
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and when we would go away and on trips,
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I would love the bus ride
and going out to restaurants.
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Eva Hopkins: I was never really ...
definitely wasn't a player
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and I wasn't into going to the games either,
so it's still very mysterious.
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I am Eva Hopkins.
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Bill T.: Like Jake, Eva graduated
from North Haven Community School
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and knowing her during that time,
I wondered what she felt about basketball.
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Eva H.: ...it wasn't super high
on my list of things
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I really wanted to leave the house for.
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To be fair, there wasn't a lot
on that list anyway.
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Bill T.: So why, I mean,
maybe there's one reason,
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maybe there are several, but
why didn't you play?
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Just to be clear, you didn't play at all.
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Eva H.: I didn't play at all.
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I think actually I went
to one practice maybe,
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I don't know if it was pee-wee
or if it was older.
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It might have been pee- wee, but I went
because I almost felt like I had to.
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But at the time, I was also
very involved in music,
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and in particular in the piano
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and learning as much as I could
about how to play
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and that was really where my passion was.
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And the first exercise that we were doing,
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I don't know,I must have
caught the ball funny and it like
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I think it bent back my thumb
or something.
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It was kind of a realization that oh, yes,
death can happen to you.
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There's danger and I just I didn't want
to break fingers
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or then lose practice time
with my instrument
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and it just wasn't worth it for me
so I was kind of done.
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I might have been the only girl
in my class who didn't play.
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As far as it went in school,
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there were plenty of other people
in the girl's team at the time
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that I could have played,
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and it wasn't if you don't play
there's no team.
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Yeah, it just made sense for me
not to play.
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Jake G.:I think people
are more accepting now in a way.
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Bill T.: They're more accepting
to the choices people make?
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Jake G.: Yeah.
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Bill T.: So, did you ever
personally experience any backlash
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or was it just in your head.
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Jake G.: You know I was lucky
because people already knew me.
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I was already a theater guy.
I was already a music guy.
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People knew I was good at something.
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But I feel for the kids that haven't
quite found themselves
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or anything that they really
like to do yet
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and are just like --
feel so uncomfortable in themselves,
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but like out here, and if you don't have
the right group of friends
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and if you're not doing one of those things,
it can just eat you alive.
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Bill T.: After talking to Jake and Eva,
I wanted to get a different perspective.
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The population at
North Haven Community School
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right now is pretty small.
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For example, there are only five girls
in the whole high school.
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Ashlynn: ... I saw that earlier
and I got really scared.
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Bill T.: I spoke with a couple of them
about basketball.
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Ashlynn: Ashlynn and I'm a senior
nd I'm 17.
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Shyanne W.: I'm Shyanne Waterman,
I'm a junior in high school and I'm 16
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Ashlynn: I don't know, I don't really
feel like I was ever forced to do it
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but people definitely didn't like it
if you didn't play.
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Bill T.: What do you mean?
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Ashlynn: Like if you didn't play,
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they felt like you had an issue
with them personally,
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like another kid who wanted you to play
and you said, "No, I don't want to play."
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They were like, "Oh,"
and they would take it more personally
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than just the fact you didn't want to play.
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It was mostly students I feel like.
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I mean the coaches kind of understood
like it's not for everyone.
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It's just kind of like,
everyone would do it
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just to do it and have fun
for the few kids
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who did actually really want to do it
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since there were so few kids.
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Bill T.: Did you play at all?
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Ashlynn: Mm-hmm), I played for two years.
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Bill T.: Freshman and sophomore year?
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Ashlynn: No, eighth grade
and freshman year.
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Now that there are so few kids that it's
that they're a lot tougher on the kids,
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that they want every single person
to play,
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because just one kid saying
I don't want to play
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makes a difference on whether or not
there's a team of the year.
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Bill T.: Have you ever felt personally,
I don't want to say ...
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have you ever just felt guilty
about not playing
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or have you ever been made
to feel guilty about not playing?
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Ashlynn: I did my sophomore year
because I couldn't play
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because I injured my shoulder
the year before
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during the basketball season and
shouldn't have even finished that season
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but since I did, I injured it more and
wasn't able to play again the next year.
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Then people just didn't understand that
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because they couldn't physically
see something wrong with me
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like I wasn't in a cast or something,
so they were like,
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"No, you're fine to play,"
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and they thought I was just using it
as an excuse not to play.
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Yeah, I felt they definitely tried to
like guilt me into playing and they said,
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"Oh, even if you just go to practices
and do this,
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it's because you don't want to play
in the games or something."
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I always enjoyed going
to see everyone play.
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It's just basketball wasn't my thing.
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Sports have never really
been my thing at all.
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I don't know, I enjoyed going
and seeing it,
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it's just play, I'm not athletic at all,
it's just embarrassing.
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Shyanne W.: I always feel guilted
and pressured into playing
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because I played my freshman, sophomore,
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and I probably would have played this year
had there been a team,
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because everyone is like, "Oh, come on,
you're tall. Play basketball!"
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Bill T.: So you're saying the culture
hasn't really changed around
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pushing people to play?
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Shyanne W.: I mean, in my experience, no.
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I don't know, just because it's like
kind of a North Haven thing.
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Everybody is super excited
for basketball season
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because that's the highlight of
everybody's winter weekends usually.
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If there's not a team,
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then everybody is not as excited
for things during winter.
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Bill T.: Is there a girls' team this year?
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Ashlyn:There's not going to be, no.
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Bill T.: Not enough girls?
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Ashlyn: No, not enough
high school girls, no,
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so they're going to do a junior for RC
or something like that instead.
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Bill T.: Would you have played
had there been a team?
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Ashlyn: No. I don't know,
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it will be interesting to see
what actually happens.
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Barney H: I think the amazing thing
about this community is
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it doesn't matter whether the team
is good or bad,
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they come out, they cheer for them,
they applaud every kid.
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So in a way, when I look back on it
I think that's probably the best thing.
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It isn't that we're going
to have championship teams.
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We have a community that supports
the kids doing what they're doing.
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Bill T.: Lack of interest in sports
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is one of the many hidden diversities
that exists on the small island.
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Here's another one
that's becoming less hidden.
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The idea for this story came when a friend
at the Historical Society
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gave us a photocopied article
from a 1901 issue of The Courier-Gazette,
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the newspaper that still serves
Rockland, Maine
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and the towns
around our island of North Haven.
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Courtney: "Carvers Dual Existence.
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Strange case at North Haven
astonishes the world.
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Young man who wore female apparel
for 30 years
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publishes statement
that he belongs to the opposite sex."
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Bill T.: My wife, Courtney,
one of the producers of this show
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realized that this story
was a piece of a bigger puzzle.
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What is it like to be in the QuiltBag,
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an acronym for
non-heterosexual or cisgender identities
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in a place as small as North Haven?
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Courtney: Arthur Lesley Carver,
the person from the headline
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was raised as a woman on North Haven
in the late 1800,
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and at 30 issued a sworn affidavit
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that he actually was
and always had been a man.
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The reason for the duality isn't specified
but the article mentions a nurse
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who noticed unusual conditions at his birth.
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So it's reasonable to assume
that Arthur was intersex.
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Lillian, as he was known, was described
as having a fair complexion
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and striking eyes,
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and was considered an example
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of the fair and buxom
daughters of the island
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and had many male suitors.
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A religious conversion inspired Arthur
to claim his male identity,
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which he did a safe distance from North Haven
in Dorchester, Massachusetts.
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It's fascinating and a little terrifying
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to think what the reaction back home
must have been.
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The Courier describes Carver's fear
of creating a sensation.
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I wondered, do contemporary North Haveners
have the same fear?
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Jacqueline C.: Chris and I,
just before we came up here
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were talking about growing up.
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We were best friends
and we did everything together
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and I remember when he talked
about coming out
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and I was like, "No, no, no."
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It was so funny
because now we like look back on it,
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and it's like, "Okay, we're both gay."
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Jacqueline Curtis, 31.
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Chris Emerson: Chris Emerson. I'm 30.
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It was pretty clear that I was gay and
I didn't fit into the straight stereotype.
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My brother knew as well.
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I always, when we played together,
I was always the princess.
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Jacqueline C.: I feel like I probably
had an inkling from a really young age
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but I didn't really understand
what that meant.
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And I think it's actually
when I started to kiss boys
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and I didn't have that sort
of butterfly feeling,
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I actually got really nervous
and had a lot of anxiety
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and I remember feeling like
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"Well, this doesn't feel
like I think it should feel."
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But as I got a little older,
I was able to kind of kiss boys
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and I made myself think that
that was what I wanted it to be.
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Once that the relationships developed,
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I had obviously more feelings
than just gut feelings,
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but it still wasn't always
the right feeling.
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Stacy Beverage: My name is Stacy Beverage.
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I'm 43 and I've lived on North Haven
basically all my life.
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I was born here down at the clinic
and moved away for about 12, 13 years
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and lived in Portland.
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And now, I'm back.
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Stephanie: I'm Stephanie, age 23,
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and I've lived on North Haven: basically
my whole life, summered out here,
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and then moved out here permanently
in second grade.
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Stacy B.: I was actually
married to a man
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and we were living out here.
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And I just knew
something wasn't totally right
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and went and started visiting a friend
in Portland who I was not dating.
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She was just a really good friend
from college.
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And she had just come out as gay
and suddenly it just sort of clicked that
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"oh, that's why things aren't working well
in my relationship."
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But I mean, it was all good because
I'm still great friends with my ex-husband
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and he was great about it.
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And as far as -- I mean,
my family was great about it.
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I've never really had
any backlash from it,
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which is sort of surprising
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because you think, a small island
off the coast of Maine,
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maybe they would be really conservative
but everyone's been great.
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Tobias McKenzie: I mean, yeah,
my story is kind of anti-climatic too.
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I realized pretty early on,
probably like in middle school
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and then just kept it to myself
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because there wasn't a huge community
of LGBT anything out here.
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And so, then I went to college
in Burlington, Vermont
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and got to experience
new and different things
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and came back here
and recently have come out
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and really it's just
nothing interesting I guess.
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Courtney: The anti-climax,
as Stephanie put it,
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of North Haven's willingness
to accept its out community members
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was a pleasant surprise.
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The same was true for another
young North Havener who I spoke with.
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Tobias McKenzie: I'm Tobias McKenzie
and currently, I'm 26 years old.
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I'm a trans male.
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I moved to the island
when -- right before my ninth birthday.
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I have several other siblings
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but I was the oldest kid
in the house growing up.
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I grew up with a little brother.
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We moved to the island
when my parents retired
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and wanted to build their dream house.
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I always had a sense
that something was different.
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I think one of
the most significant points
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was that growing up
I had no idea I was trans
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because I had absolutely no way
to understand how I felt inside.
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So I predominantly suppressed it.
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When I moved to California
and to San Jose at age 20,
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I started looking around more
and started to get a clearer picture
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of what was going on inside my head.
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Growing up, it was always a struggle
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because I hated being treated
like a girl and I had no idea why.
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Courtney: You were angry a lot.
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I had you as a student
and you were often very angry.
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Tobias M.: By the time you got there,
yes, I was.
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That was related
to a few different things.
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But I think the main problem was that
there wasn't a whole lot of diversity
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apart from individual personality.
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So I had no examples.
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I had only ever heard of drag queens,
which I didn't identify with at all.
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I appreciated them for who they were
in their craft
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but I felt no connection,
so it was no hint to how I felt inside.
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I remember when I was 13 or 14,
I looked in the mirror
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and I asked myself if
I should have been born a boy.
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That was the only time
I'd ever spoken it loud,
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and I immediately went
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"I am not in the right place to explore
that particular line of thought.
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I have no knowledge of it,
no real understanding,"
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and so I kind of just pushed it down.
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And it wasn't until they told me
what a cisgender person felt like,
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and cisgender being someone who feels
like the gender they were born into ...
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when someone explained what that was,
I was like, "Oh, that's not me."
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And so, that started my more
in-depth investigation
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and discovery of what I was going through.
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Courtney: When you communicated that
to your family on North Haven,
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did they have a reference point?
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Tobias M.: Absolutely none whatsoever.
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My parents are very loving
and did the very best to be open minded
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but it was not something
they were ever ready to hear.
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They weren't expecting it at all.
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And so I came out to my mother
by telling her
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I wanted breast reduction surgery.
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And I had a very large chest,
I was double D.
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And she being the second gen feminist,
thought wonderful, awesome for your health
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and for not wanting to deal with big boobs.
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And I said okay, well,
I kind of want them reduced all the way.
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And so she said,
"Well, what does that mean?"
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And I said, "Mom, I'm transgender.
I'm a male at heart.
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I want to get rid of my boobs.
I want to live as a boy."
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And I guess that night
she did a lot of research.
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Courtney: You were in your 20s then?
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Tobias M.: Yes, I had just turned 21
and I was --
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I kind of grew my support network
at school
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because there were a lot of people
who were involved in the community
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and understood what it could be like
to come to terms with something
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as obviously life-altering as that.
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So I really built up
a base of support there
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and then I came out to my mom and dad.
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Courtney: So then, as you transitioned,
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you came back to the island
during that process.
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How was that? What was that like?
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Tobias M.: It was funny.
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I didn't tell anybody
that I was transitioning.
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I told no one from North Haven.
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I had a few friends on Facebook,
but mostly I kind of expected
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just to do this return and
have everyone go “wait, who are you?”
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I had gotten top surgery in early 2011,
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and when I went back I had started
taking testosterone
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and it had started to kick in, you know,
a few changes here and there.
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But apparently, I sent a letter to my mom
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and I put Tobias McKenzie
in the "from" column.
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And she was asked by a few people
who saw the envelope
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who Tobias McKenzie was.
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I suppose the idea was
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there was a great scandal
of the long lost sibling.
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And she was very open about it.
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She was always very supportive.
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And she told them,
"No, you formerly knew her."
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And then -- so when I came out,
the weirdest thing I remember was
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I came out and I expected it
to be this huge surprise.
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I expected people not to know,
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not to have any idea who I was
or what had happened.
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And instead, everybody,
everybody knew who I was.
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Everybody knew my then chosen
now legal name, Tobias.
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And the hilarious thing was,
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no one called me by my old name
or by female pronouns
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and this is when my parents
couldn't keep track of it.
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They were using my old name,
they were using female pronouns.
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And that was really weird
to deal with at home
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and then walk out in public
and everyone was getting it right
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It was just ... it was really funny.
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Courtney: Yeah.
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So it's been okay coming back
to this place where you felt like
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you had no reference points
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and now you are maybe
a reference point for somebody?
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Tobias M.: Oh, absolutely.
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It's strange but I feel like
for the most part, people decided:
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"Oh, so that's why
you were a bit different."
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Courtney: Tobias' point
about that lack of a community,
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a reference point on North Haven
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was something each person
we spoke with mentioned.
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Sue Campbell: Out as I want to be
is a nonprofit based in Rockland, Maine.
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Courtney: I spoke with Sue Campbell --
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Sue Campbell: My name is Sue Campbell
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Courtney: -- whose organization
now called OUT Maine
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seeks to provide that community
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for the isolated QuiltBag youth
of mid-coast Maine.
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Sue C.: I think growing up LGBTQ
anywhere is a challenge.
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I think when you add in
the rural factor,
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it adds a whole n’other layer.
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Society sets certain norms
and in a small rural environment,
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those norms are probably
even more stringent
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and people don't understand diversity
because they've never seen diversity.
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There are percentages somewhere
in the neighborhood of about 5%
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are the numbers that are reported
here in Maine.
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We know that those are low.
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So if you look at your population,
you can assume that
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about 5% of those folks are going to be
LGBTQ in some way, shape, or form.
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When I first started doing this work
about a year ago,
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we had three out of the nine mainland
high schools with GSTAs, we now have --
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Courtney: GSTA stands for
Gay/Straight/Transgender Alliance.
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Groups like this provide community support
and advocacy for students
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who identify within the spectrum
or want to be allies.
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North Haven Community School
has had a very small GSTA since 2015.
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Sue C.: -- you know,lesbian or gay or,
we're seeing a lot more of the students
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that are coming out as transgender as well.
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I think at a lot of these small communities
you see people who --
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they know people as individuals
so they accept them very easily.
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But when you suddenly are thinking
of things outside of that,
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it is when it becomes
much more challenging.
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Courtney: What are
some of the risk factors
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that affect LTBTQ youth in a rural area?
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Sue C.: Well, isolation
is one of the biggest ones.
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We see a lot of youth
that are not accepted by their families,
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they're not accepted by their communities,
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so they become homeless.
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Very quickly, the homeless population
here is very high.
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They have a much higher
suicide ideation rates than their peers.
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And so it is a very tough population
to work with
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because they are of much higher risk
of harming themselves, or being homeless,
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and not getting the necessary supports.
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Courtney: What kind of resources
do you think would be most helpful
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for students on North Haven
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who think that they might be
on the LGBTQ spectrum
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or want to be allies?
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Sue C.: I think the biggest thing
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that community members here on North Haven
or the schools could do
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is to allow the students to know that
they're open and welcoming and accepting,
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and that there are safe people
and safe spaces.
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If the youth feel
that they can't be safe,
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then they're not going to be willing
to tell anyone
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that they may be experiencing feelings,
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whether that is feelings
of sexual identity or gender identity.
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If they don't feel like they can be safe
then they're not going to come out.
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So, creating inclusive
and welcoming communities
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is probably the biggest thing
that you can do.
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If you have students
that do come forward,
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then it's providing
the appropriate supports to them,
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but always leaning
to the open and understanding
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of wherever it is that they are at the time.
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Courtney: What do you think that
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LGBTQ adults in a community like this
can offer to the youth?
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Sue C.: They can be role models.
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If you can be open about who you are
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and present a good, strong
role model for students,
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regardless of what your experiences
might have been,
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one would hope that LGBTQ adults
would want perhaps the experiences
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that youth would have to be different
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than what they may have experienced
when they were young.
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Bill T.: North Haven's population
reflects a growing diversity
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in religious identity, sexuality,
gender identity, and race.
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And for the most part,
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while people within those groups
might feel a little isolated,
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their presence is welcomed and embraced.
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But in 2015, Courtney and I went
to Brooklyn, New York
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to speak with someone who had
a very different experience on North Haven
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several decades ago.
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Pete Beveridge: Pete Beveridge,
age, I'm 85.
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Bill T.: Pete Beveridge is part
of a huge North Haven clan
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with members in the summer community
and year-round community.
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Historically, the family
spent summers on North Haven
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in their compound called The Colony,
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which is just down the road
from where I live.
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Pete wrote about his family's history
in a recent book also called The Colony,
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which he said he wrote as a way
of healing a rift in his family
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described in his first book,
Domestic Diversity.
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He told us his story as we sat
in his Brooklyn apartment.
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Pete B.: -- a good friend,
Peter Cooper, he invited me
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to a party being given up in Harlem
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at the home of my future wife, Hortense,
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or Tee as we called her,
was an African-American
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in the sense that Barack Obama is.
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She had a father who was born in Africa,
in Liberia.
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Her mother was an Afro- American
from Virginia.
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Courtney: What year was that?
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Pete Beveridge:'52, '53.
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Bill T.: So, let's back up a little bit.
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Pete talks about meeting,
falling in love with
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and eventually marrying Tee,
an African-American woman in 1952.
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Pete's story
before and after this point
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is pretty fascinating.
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Pete B.: Well, my political awakening,
if you would call it such,
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has actually started with my senior year
in high school
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when I became involved
in the progressive party,
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which is a third party that was started
by Henry Wallace at that time.
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He ran against Truman in 1948.
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When I went to college,
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I became the president
of the Young Progressives at Harvard.
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So my politics, my left-wing politics
when I was at school
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didn't sit too well with my family,
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but for the most part,
we just agreed not to talk politics
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when we were together.
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It didn't really affect
my relationship at that time.
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Bill T.: Pete goes on
to describe
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one of his first true loves,
a Jewish girl named Dorothy.
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He mentions the amount
of anti-Semitism
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that existed at the time,
not just politically
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but within his own family as well.
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Pete B.: I had to stay up
until I was maybe 16 or 17.
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I really wasn't aware of the fact
that they were "different" from me.
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They were just myclassmates.
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But it was actually several years later
that my mother wrote me a letter
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explaining, just after I broke up
with Dorothy,
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explaining how relieved she was.
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I'm not sure exactly how the quote went,
what it was.
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And I don't think that I am anti-Semitic
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because it's not that Dorothy
had the characteristics of Jewish people
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that we didn't like her.
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It was because I never felt
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that she was completely open
and forthcoming with me.
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Bill T.: Although the relationship
didn't last very long with Dorothy,
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it drove a surprising wedge
between Pete and his family,
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and that wedge would be driven
further by subsequent events.
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Pete B: I had joined the Communist Party
when I was at Harvard,
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and upon graduating,
I decided to continue my education
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at Columbia where I went
the following year to get an MA.
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And I made that decision mainly because
the Korean war was going on at that time,
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and I was draft bait,
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and if I had left school
I would have been drafted.
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Courtney: You and Tee began dating
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and when did you introduce her
to your family?
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Pete B.: She had an apartment
on 125th Street,
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which she shared with another couple.
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By the end of the semester at Columbia,
I had moved in with her.
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That was the spring of '53.
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And our period of courtship, if you will,
coincided with the period
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when Ethel and Julius Rosenberg
were being tried and convicted
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and eventually executed.
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And that was a very traumatic point
for people in the party
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and in the left wing at that time,
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because it was sort of a feeling that
if this could happen to them,
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it could happen to us.
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So Tee and I spent a lot of weekends
traveling down to Washington
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to picket the White House
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and demonstrate
to save the Rosenbergs.
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On several of those occasions,
I stayed with my parents
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who were living in Alexandria
at the time,
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and brought Tee out
to introduce her to them.
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A year or two later
when I married Tee,
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my mother said to me:
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"Well, you know, the first time
you brought Tee out here,
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I knew what was going to happen."
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My father and mother were conflicted
in ... during their
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or I should say liberal inclinations
to accept my relationship
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and an extreme reaction
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on the part of my father's siblings,
my aunts, and uncles.
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When Tee and I decided
to get married in 1953,
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we told my parents
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and sent out notice
to my uncles and aunts.
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And we started receiving letters
from my relatives
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who never wrote to me before
explaining why I shouldn't marry Tee.
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My uncle Arnold, my father's brother,
who was a business man
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and had more money
than the rest of the family
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was paying the taxes on the property
that the family owned.
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And he threatened that
if I brought Tee to The Colony,
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he would pull out and stop,
withdraw his financial support.
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This was pretty important
at that time.
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So I decided not to push
the confrontation
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and stay away from The Colony
with Tee.
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After I married Tee in 1953,
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there was a period of about 20 years
when I didn't go back to North Haven.
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I had very little relationship
with my cousins or my aunts and uncles.
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As a result, there is a big gap
in my family relationships.
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There's a whole period of time
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when I didn't know
or didn't relate to my family.
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This going on top of my childhood
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where it was a very large
and closely knit family,
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it was very hurtful
and made me very sorrowful
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because I loved North Haven
and I loved my family.
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Bill T.: It wasn't until the 1970s
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that Pete was able to return
to North Haven and The Colony with Tee.
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But in the 1980s they separated.
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Pete continues to visit the island
to this day
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and we've enjoyed some nice visits
with him and his family.
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Any community large or small
benefits from all kinds of diversity.
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Here's Sue Campbell again.
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Sue C.: Oh, it adds all sorts
of really interesting things.
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People get to experience things
that are very different
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than what they grew up with
or what they know,
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and it broadens their horizons
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and really opens their eyes
to other things
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that are different in other places.
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Bill T.: Special thanks to
Avery Waterman, Harold Cooper,
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John Emerson, Barney Hallowell,
Janice Jones, Jake Greenlaw,
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Eva Hopkins, Ashlynn Ames,
Shyanne Waterman,
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Nan Lee and Emily Greenlaw
at the Historical Society,
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Jacqueline Curtis, Chis Emerson,
Stacy Beverage, Stephanie Brown,
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Tobias McKenzie, Sue Campbell,
and of course Pete Beveridge.
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Both Pete's books,
Domestic Diversity and The Colony
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can be purchased at
northhavenmainehistoricalsociety.org.
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12 KNOTS is written and produced
right here on the island of North Haven
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by me and my wife Courtney Naliboff.
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Music is composed and performed
by yours truly.
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Thanks for listening.
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Transcript used in the subtitles was made
possible by a Grant from CCACaptioning.org