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What happened when I open-sourced my brain cancer

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    This back here was my brain cancer.
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    Isn't it nice?
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    (Laughter)
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    The key phrase is "was,"
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    phew.
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    (Applause)
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    Having brain cancer was really,
    as you can imagine,
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    shocking news for me.
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    I knew nothing about cancer.
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    In Western cultures, when you have cancer,
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    it's as if you disappear in a way.
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    Your life as a complex human being
    is replaced by medical data:
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    Your images, your exams, your lab values,
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    a list of medicines.
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    And everyone changes as well.
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    You suddenly become a disease on legs.
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    Doctors start speaking a language
    which you don't understand.
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    They start pointing their fingers
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    at your body and your images.
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    People start changing as well
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    because they start dealing
    with the disease,
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    instead of with the human being.
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    They say, "What did the doctor say?"
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    before even saying, "Hello."
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    And in the meanwhile,
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    you're left with questions
    to which nobody gives an answer.
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    These are the "Can I?" questions:
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    Can I work while I have cancer?
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    Can I study? Can I make love?
    Can I be creative?
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    And you wonder, "What have I done
    to deserve this?"
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    You wonder, "Can I change something
    about my lifestyle?"
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    You wonder, "Can I do something?
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    Are there any other options?"
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    And, obviously, doctors are
    the good guys in all these scenarios,
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    because they are very professional
    and dedicated to curing you.
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    But they also are very used
    to having to deal with patients,
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    so I'd say that they sometimes
    lose the idea that this is torture for you
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    and that you become,
    literally, a patient --
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    "patient" means "the one who waits."
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    (Laughter)
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    Things are changing, but classically,
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    they tend to not engage you in any way
    to learn about your condition,
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    to get your friends and family engaged,
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    or showing you ways
    in which you can change your lifestyle
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    to minimize the risks
    of what you're going through.
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    But instead, you're forced there to wait
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    in the hands of a series
    of very professional strangers.
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    While I was in the hospital,
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    I asked for a printed-out
    picture of my cancer
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    and I spoke with it.
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    It was really hard to obtain,
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    because it's not common practice
    to ask for a picture of your own cancer.
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    I talked to it and I said,
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    "Okay, cancer,
    you're not all there is to me.
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    There's more to me.
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    A cure, whichever it is, will have
    to deal with the whole of me."
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    And so, the next day, I left the hospital
    against medical advice.
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    I was determined to change
    my relationship with the cancer
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    and I was determined
    to learn more about my cancer
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    before doing anything
    as drastic as a surgery.
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    I'm an artist, I use several forms
    of open-source technologies
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    and open information in my practice.
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    So my best bet was to get it all
    out there, get the information out there,
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    and use it so that it could be
    accessed by anyone.
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    So I created a website,
    which is called La Cura,
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    on which I put my medical data, online.
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    I actually had to hack it
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    and that's a thing which we
    can talk about in another speech.
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    (Laughter)
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    I chose this word, La Cura --
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    La Cura in Italian means "the cure" --
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    because in many different cultures,
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    the word "cure" can mean
    many different things.
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    In our Western cultures,
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    it means eradicating
    or reversing a disease,
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    but in different cultures,
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    for example, a culture from Asia,
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    from the Mediterranean,
    from Latin countries, from Africa,
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    it can mean many more things.
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    Of course, I was interested
    in the opinions of doctors
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    and healthcare providers,
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    but I was also interested in
    the cure of the artist, of the poet,
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    of the designer,
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    of, who knows, the musicians.
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    I was interested in the social cure,
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    I was interested in
    the psychological cure,
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    I was interested in the spiritual cure,
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    I was interested in the emotional cure,
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    I was interested in any form of cure.
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    And, it worked.
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    The La Cura website went viral.
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    I received lots of media attention
    from Italy and from abroad
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    and I quickly received
    more than 500,000 contacts --
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    emails, social networking --
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    most of them were a suggestion
    on how to cure my cancer,
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    but more of them were about
    how to cure myself
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    as a full individual.
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    For example, many thousands of videos,
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    images, pictures, art performances
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    were produced for La Cura.
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    For example, here we see
    Francesca Fini in her performance.
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    Or, as artist Patrick Lichty has done:
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    He produced a 3D sculpture of my tumor
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    and put it on sale on Thingiverse.
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    Now you can have my cancer, too!
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    (Laughter)
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    Which is a nice thing,
    if you think about it,
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    we can share our cancer.
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    And this was going on --
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    scientists, the traditional
    medicine experts,
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    several researchers, doctors --
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    all connected with me to give advice.
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    With all this information and support,
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    I was able to form a team
    of several neurosurgeons,
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    traditional doctors,
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    oncologists, and several
    hundred volunteers
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    with whom I was able to discuss
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    the information I was receiving,
    which is very important.
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    And together, we were able to form
    a strategy for my own cure
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    in many languages,
    according to many cultures.
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    And the current strategy
    spans the whole world
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    and thousands of years of human history,
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    which is quite remarkable for me.
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    [Surgery]
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    The follow-up MRIs showed, luckily,
    little to no growth of the cancer.
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    So I was able to take my time and choose.
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    I chose the doctor I wanted to work with,
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    I chose the hospital I wanted to stay in,
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    and in the meanwhile, I was supported
    by thousands of people,
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    none of whom felt pity for me.
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    Everyone felt like they could
    take an active role
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    in helping me to get well,
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    and this was the most important
    part of La Cura.
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    What are the outcomes?
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    I'm fine, as you can see, pretty fine.
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    (Applause)
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    I had excellent news
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    after the surgery --
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    I have -- I had a very low-grade glioma,
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    which is a "good" kind of cancer
    which doesn't grow a lot.
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    I have completely changed
    my life and my lifestyle.
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    Everything I did was thoughtfully
    designed to get me engaged.
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    Up until the very last few
    minutes of the surgery,
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    which was very intense,
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    a matrix of electrodes
    was implanted in my brain
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    from this side,
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    to be able to build a functional map
    of what the brain controls.
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    And right before the operation,
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    we were able to discuss
    the functional map of my brain
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    with the doctor, to understand
    which risks I was running into
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    and if there were any I wanted to avoid.
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    Obviously, there were.
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    [Open]
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    And this openness was really
    the fundamental part of La Cura.
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    Thousands of people shared
    their stories, their experiences.
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    Doctors got to talk with people
    they don't usually consult
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    when they think about cancer.
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    I'm a self-founding,
    continuous state of translation
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    among many different languages,
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    in which science meets emotion
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    and conventional research
    meets traditional research.
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    [Society]
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    The most important thing of La Cura
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    was to feel like a part
    of a really engaged and connected society
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    whose wellness really depends
    on the wellness of all of its components.
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    This global performance
    is my open-source cure for cancer.
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    And from what I feel,
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    it's a cure for me, but for us all.
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    Thank you.
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    (Applause).
Title:
What happened when I open-sourced my brain cancer
Speaker:
Salvatore Iaconesi
Description:

When artist Salvatore Iaconesi was diagnosed with brain cancer, he refused to be a passive patient — which, he points out, means "one who waits." So he hacked his brain scans, posted them online, and invited a global community to pitch in on a "cure." This sometimes meant medical advice, and it sometimes meant art, music, emotional support — from more than half a million people.

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Video Language:
English
Team:
closed TED
Project:
TEDTalks
Duration:
10:52
  • A correction was made to this transcript on 1/15/16.

    At 8:24, the subtitle now reads: "I had excellent news after the surgery --"

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