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How I learned to read -- and trade stocks -- in prison

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    I was 14 years old
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    inside of a bowling alley,
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    burglarizing an arcade game,
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    and upon exiting the building
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    a security guard grabbed my arm, so I ran.
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    I ran down the street,
    and I jumped on top of a fence.
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    And when I got to the top,
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    the weight of 3,000 quarters
    in my book bag
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    pulled me back down to the ground.
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    So when I came to, the security guard
    was standing on top of me,
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    and he said, "Next time you little punks
    steal something you can carry."
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    (Laughter)
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    I was taken to juvenile hall
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    and when I was released
    into the custody of my mother,
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    the first words my uncle said was,
    "How'd you get caught?"
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    I said, "Man, the book bag was too heavy."
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    He said, "Man, you weren't supposed
    to take all the quarters."
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    I said, "Man, they were small.
    What am I supposed to do?"
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    And 10 minutes later, he took me
    to burglarize another arcade game.
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    We needed gas money to get home.
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    That was my life.
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    I grew up in Oakland, California,
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    with my mother and members
    of my immediate family
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    addicted to crack cocaine.
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    My environment consisted
    of living with family, friends,
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    and homeless shelters.
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    Oftentimes, dinner was served
    in breadlines and soup kitchens.
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    The big homey told me this:
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    money rules the world
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    and everything in it.
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    And in these streets, money is king.
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    And if you follow the money,
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    it'll lead you to the bad guy
    or the good guy.
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    Soon after, I committed my first crime,
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    and it was the first time
    that I was told that I had potential
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    and felt like somebody believed in me.
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    Nobody ever told me
    that I could be a lawyer,
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    doctor or engineer.
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    I mean, how was I supposed to do that?
    I couldn't read, write or spell.
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    I was illiterate.
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    So I always thought
    crime was my way to go.
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    And then one day
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    I was talking to somebody
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    and he was telling me
    about this robbery that we could do.
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    And we did it.
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    The reality was that I was growing up
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    in the strongest
    financial nation in the world,
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    the United States of America,
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    while I watched my mother
    stand in line at a blood bank
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    to sell her blood for 40 dollars
    just to try to feed her kids.
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    She still has the needle marks
    on her arms to day to show for that.
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    So I never cared about my community.
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    They didn't care about my life.
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    Everybody there was doing what they
    were doing to take what they wanted,
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    the drug dealers,
    the robbers, the blood bank.
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    Everybody was taking blood money.
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    So I got mine by any means necessary.
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    I got mine.
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    Financial literacy
    really did rule the world,
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    and I was a child slave to it
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    following the bad guy.
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    At 17 years old, I was arrested
    for robbery and murder
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    and I soon learned that finances in prison
    rule more than they did on the streets,
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    so I wanted in.
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    One day, I rushed to grab
    the sports page of the newspaper
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    so my cellie could read it to me,
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    and I accidentally
    picked up the business section.
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    And this old man said,
    "Hey youngster, you pick stocks?"
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    And I said, "What's that?"
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    He said, "That's the place
    where white folks keep all their money."
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    (Laughter)
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    And it was the first time
    that I saw a glimpse of hope,
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    a future.
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    He gave me this brief description
    of what stocks were,
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    but it was just a glimpse.
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    I mean, how was I supposed to do it?
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    I couldn't read, write or spell.
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    The skills that I had developed
    to hide my illiteracy
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    no longer worked in this environment.
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    I was trapped in a cage,
    prey among predators,
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    fighting for freedom I never had.
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    I was lost, tired,
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    and I was out of options.
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    So at 20 years old,
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    I did the hardest thing
    I'd ever done in my life.
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    I picked up a book,
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    and it was the most agonizing
    time of my life,
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    trying to learn how to read,
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    the ostracizing from my family,
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    the homeys.
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    It was rough, man.
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    It was a struggle.
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    But little did I know
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    I was receiving the greatest gifts
    I had ever dreamed of:
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    self-worth,
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    knowledge, discipline.
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    I was so excited to be reading that I read
    everything I could get my hands on:
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    candy wrappers, clothing logos,
    street signs, everything.
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    I was just reading stuff!
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    (Applause)
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    Just reading stuff.
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    I was so excited to know how to read
    and know how to spell.
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    The homey came up, said,
    "Man, what you eating?"
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    I said, "C-A-N-D-Y, candy."
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    (Laughter)
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    He said, "Let me get some."
    I said, "N-O. No."
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    (Laughter)
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    It was awesome.
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    I mean, I can actually now
    for the first time in my life read.
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    The feeling that I got
    from it was amazing.
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    And then at 22, feeling myself,
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    feeling confident,
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    I remembered what the OG told me.
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    So I picked up the business section
    of the newspaper.
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    I wanted to find these rich white folks.
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    (Laughter)
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    So I looked for that glimpse.
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    As I furthered my career
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    in teaching others how to
    financially manage money and invest,
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    I soon learned that I had to take
    responsibility for my own actions.
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    True, I grew up
    in a very complex environment,
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    but I chose to commit crimes,
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    and I had to own up to that.
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    I had to take responsibility
    for that, and I did.
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    I was building a curriculum
    that could teach incarcerated men
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    how to manage money
    through prison employments.
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    Properly managing our lifestyle
    would provide transferrable tools
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    that we can use to manage money
    when we reenter society,
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    like the majority of people did
    who didn't commit crimes.
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    Then I discovered
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    that according to MarketWatch,
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    over 60 percent of the American population
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    has under 1,000 dollars in savings.
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    Sports Illustrated said that
    over 60 percent of NBA players
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    and NFL players go broke.
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    40 percent of marital problems
    derive from financial issues.
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    What the hell?
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    (Laughter)
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    You mean to tell me
    that people worked their whole lives,
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    buying cars, clothes,
    homes and material stuff
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    but were living check to check?
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    How in the world were members of society
    going to help incarcerated individuals
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    back into society
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    if they couldn't manage they own stuff?
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    We screwed.
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    (Laughter)
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    I needed a better plan.
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    This is not going to work out too well.
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    So ...
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    I thought.
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    I now had an obligation
    to meet those on the path
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    and help,
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    and it was crazy because
    I now cared about my community.
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    Wow, imagine that.
    I cared about my community.
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    Financial illiteracy is a disease
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    that has crippled minorities
    and the lower class in our society
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    for generations and generations,
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    and we should be furious about that.
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    Ask yourselves this:
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    How can 50 percent
    of the American population
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    be financially illiterate in a nation
    driven by financial prosperity?
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    Our access to justice, our social status,
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    living conditions, transportation and food
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    are all dependent on money
    that most people can't manage.
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    It's crazy!
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    It's an epidemic
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    and a bigger danger to public safety
    than any other issue.
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    According to the California
    Department of Corrections,
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    over 70 percent of those incarcerated
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    have committed or have been charged
    with money-related crimes:
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    robberies, burglaries,
    fraud, larceny, extortion --
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    and the list goes on.
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    Check this out:
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    a typical incarcerated person
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    would enter the California prison system
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    with no financial education,
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    earn 30 cents an hour,
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    over 800 dollars a year,
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    with no real expenses and save no money.
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    Upon his parole, he will be given
    200 dollars gate money and told,
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    "Hey, good luck, stay out of trouble.
    Don't come back to prison."
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    With no meaningful preparation
    or long-term financial plan,
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    what does he do ... ?
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    At 60?
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    Get a good job,
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    or go back to the very criminal behavior
    that led him to prison in the first place?
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    You taxpayers, you choose.
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    Well, his education
    already chose for him, probably.
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    So how do we cure this disease?
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    I cofounded a program
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    that we call Financial Empowerment
    Emotional Literacy.
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    We call it FEEL,
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    and it teaches how do you separate
    your emotional decisions
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    from your financial decisions,
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    and the four timeless rules
    to personal finance:
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    the proper way to save,
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    control your cost of living,
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    borrow money effectively
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    and diversify your finances
    by allowing your money to work for you
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    instead of you working for it.
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    Incarcerated people need these life skills
    before we reenter society.
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    You can't have full rehabilitation
    without these life skills.
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    This idea that only professionals
    can invest and manage money
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    is absolutely ridiculous,
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    and whoever told you that is lying.
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    (Applause)
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    A professional is a person
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    who knows his craft better than most,
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    and nobody knows how much money
    you need, have or want better than you,
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    which means you are the professional.
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    Financial literacy is not a skill,
    ladies and gentlemen.
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    It's a lifestyle.
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    Financial stability is a byproduct
    of a proper lifestyle.
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    A financially sound incarcerated person
    can become a taxpaying citizen,
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    and a financially sound
    taxpaying citizen can remain one.
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    This allows us to create a bridge
    between those people who we influence:
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    family, friends and those young people
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    who still believe
    that crime and money are related.
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    So let's lose the fear and anxiety
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    of all the big financial words
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    and all that other nonsense
    that you've been out there hearing.
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    And let's get to the heart
    of what's been crippling our society
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    from taking care of your responsibility
    to be better life managers.
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    And let's provide a simple
    and easy to use curriculum
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    that gets to the heart, the heart
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    of what financial empowerment
    and emotional literacy really is.
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    Now, if you're sitting out here
    in the audience and you said,
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    "Oh yeah, well, that ain't me
    and I don't buy it,"
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    then come take my class --
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    (Laughter)
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    so I can show you how much money
    it costs you every time you get emotional.
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    (Applause)
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    Thank you very much. Thank you.
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    (Applause)
Title:
How I learned to read -- and trade stocks -- in prison
Speaker:
Curtis 'Wall Street' Carroll
Description:

Financial literacy isn't a skill -- it's a lifestyle. Take it from Curtis "Wall Street" Carroll. As an incarcerated individual, Caroll knows the power of a dollar. While in prison, he taught himself how to read and trade stocks, and now he shares a simple, powerful message: we all need to be more savvy with our money.

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Video Language:
English
Team:
closed TED
Project:
TEDTalks
Duration:
10:50

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