A song for my hero, the woman who rowed into a hurricane

Singer-songwriter Dawn Landes tells the story of Tori Murden McClure, who dreamed of rowing across the Atlantic in a small boat — but whose dream was almost capsized by waves the size of a seven-story building. Through video, story and song, Landes imagines the mindset of a woman alone in the midst of the vast ocean. (This talk was part of a session at TED2015 guest-curated by Pop-Up Magazine: popupmagazine.com or @popupmag on Twitter.)

In June of 1998,

Tori Murden McClure left Nags Head,
North Carolina for France.

That's her boat, the American Pearl.

It's 23 feet long and just six feet across

at its widest point.

The deck was the size of a cargo bed
of a Ford F-150 pickup truck.

Tori and her friends built it by hand,

and it weighed about 1,800 pounds.

Her plan was to row it alone

across the Atlantic Ocean --

no motor, no sail --

something no woman and no American
had ever done before.

This would be her route:

over 3,600 miles across
the open North Atlantic Ocean.

Professionally, Tori worked
as a project administrator

for the city of Louisville, Kentucky,

her hometown,

but her real passion was exploring.

This was not her first big expedition.

Several years earlier, she'd become
the first woman to ski to the South Pole.

She was an accomplished rower in college,

even competed for a spot
on the 1992 U.S. Olympic team,

but this, this was different.

(Video) (Music) Tori Murden McClure:
Hi. It's Sunday, July 5.

Sector time 9 a.m.

So that's Kentucky time now.

Dawn Landes: Tori made
these videos as she rowed.

This is her 21st day at sea.

At this point, she'd covered
over 1,000 miles,

had had no radio contact
in more than two weeks

following a storm that disabled
all her long-range communications systems

just five days in.

Most days looked like this.

At this point, she'd rowed
over 200,000 strokes,

fighting the current and the wind.

Some days, she traveled
as little as 15 feet.

Yeah.

And as frustrating as those days were,

other days were like this.

(Video) TMM: And I want to show you
my little friends.

DL: She saw fish, dolphins,

whales, sharks,

and even some sea turtles.

After two weeks with no human contact,

Tori was able to contact
a local cargo ship

via VHF radio.

(Video) TMM: Do you guys
have a weather report, over?

Man: Heading up to a low

ahead of you but it's heading,

and you're obviously going northeast

and there's a high behind us.

That'd be coming

east-northeast also.

TMM: Good.

DL: She's pretty happy to talk
to another human at this point.

(Video) TMM: So weather report
says nothing dramatic

is going to happen soon.

DL: What the weather report
didn't tell her

was that she was rowing right into
the path of Hurricane Danielle

in the worst hurricane season
on record in the North Atlantic.

(Video) TMM: Just sprained my ankle.

There's a very strong wind
from the east now.

It's blowing about.

It's blowing!

After 12 days of storm

I get to row for four hours

without a flagging wind.

I'm not very happy right now.

As happy as I was this morning,

I am unhappy now, so ...

DL: After nearly three months at sea,

she'd covered over 3,000 miles.

She was two thirds of the way there,

but in the storm, the waves were
the size of a seven-story building.

Her boat kept capsizing.

Some of them were pitchpole capsizes,
flipping her end over end,

and rowing became impossible.

(Video) TMM: It's 6:30 a.m.

I'm in something big, bad and ugly.

Two capsizes.

Last capsize, I took the rib
off the top of my ceiling with my back.

I've had about six capsizes now.

The last one was a pitchpole.

I have the Argus beacon with me.

I would set off the distress signal,

but quite frankly, I don't think they'd
ever be able to find this little boat.

It's so far underwater right now,

the only part that's showing
pretty much is the cabin.

It's about 10 a.m.

I've lost track of the number of capsizes.

I seem to capsize about
every 15 minutes.

I think I may have broken my left arm.

The waves

are tearing the boat to shreds.

I keep praying because

I'm not sure I'm going
to make it through this.

DL: Tori set off her distress beacon

and was rescued
by a passing container ship.

They found her abandoned boat
two months later adrift near France.

I read about it in the newspaper.

In 1998, I was a high school student
living in Louisville, Kentucky.

Now, I live in New York City.
I'm a songwriter.

And her bravery stuck with me,
and I'm adapting her story

into a musical called "Row."

When Tori returned home,

she was feeling disheartened,

she was broke.

She was having a hard time
making the transition

back into civilization.

In this scene, she sits at home.

The phone is ringing,
her friends are calling,

but she doesn't know how to talk to them.

She sings this song.
It's called "Dear Heart."

(Guitar)

When I was dreaming,

I took my body

to beautiful places

I'd never been.

I saw Gibraltar,

and stars of Kentucky

burned in the moonlight,

making me smile.

And when I awoke here,

the sky was so cloudy.

I walked to a party

where people I know

try hard to know me

and ask where I've been,

but I can't explain

what I've seen to them.

Ah, listen, dear heart.

Just pay attention,

go right from the start.

Ah, listen, dear heart.

You can fall off the map,

but don't fall apart.

Ooh ooh ooh,

ah ah ah ah ah.

Ah ah,

ah ah ah.

When I was out there,

the ocean would hold me,

rock me and throw me,

light as a child.

But now I'm so heavy,

nothing consoles me.

My mind floats like driftwood,

wayward and wild.

Ah, listen, dear heart.

Just pay attention,

go right from the start.

Ah, listen, dear heart.

You can fall off the map,

but don't fall apart.

Ooh.

Eventually, Tori starts to get
her feet under her.

She starts hanging out
with her friends again.

She meets a guy and falls
in love for the first time.

She gets a new job working
for another Louisville native,

Muhammad Ali.

One day, at lunch with her new boss,

Tori shares the news
that two other women

are setting out to row
across the mid-Atlantic,

to do something that she
almost died trying to do.

His response was classic Ali:

"You don't want to go through life

as the woman who almost
rowed across the ocean."

He was right.

Tori rebuilt the American Pearl,

and in December of 1999,

she did it.

(Applause)
(Guitar)

Thank you.

(Applause)