[Script Info] Title: [Events] Format: Layer, Start, End, Style, Name, MarginL, MarginR, MarginV, Effect, Text Dialogue: 0,0:00:00.96,0:00:04.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was born and raised in North Korea. Dialogue: 0,0:00:04.47,0:00:09.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Although my family constantly struggled against poverty, Dialogue: 0,0:00:09.27,0:00:12.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was always loved and cared for first, Dialogue: 0,0:00:12.80,0:00:14.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because I was the only son Dialogue: 0,0:00:14.95,0:00:18.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and the youngest of two in the family. Dialogue: 0,0:00:18.12,0:00:21.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But then the great famine began in 1994. Dialogue: 0,0:00:21.72,0:00:24.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was four years old. Dialogue: 0,0:00:24.18,0:00:27.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My sister and I would go searching for firewood Dialogue: 0,0:00:27.98,0:00:29.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,starting at 5 in the morning Dialogue: 0,0:00:29.96,0:00:32.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and come back after midnight. Dialogue: 0,0:00:32.76,0:00:36.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I would wander the streets searching for food, Dialogue: 0,0:00:36.65,0:00:38.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I remember seeing a small child Dialogue: 0,0:00:38.82,0:00:41.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,tied to a mother's back eating chips, Dialogue: 0,0:00:41.64,0:00:44.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and wanting to steal them from him. Dialogue: 0,0:00:44.87,0:00:49.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Hunger is humiliation. Hunger is hopelessness. Dialogue: 0,0:00:49.70,0:00:52.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,For a hungry child, politics and freedom Dialogue: 0,0:00:52.90,0:00:55.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,are not even thought of. Dialogue: 0,0:00:55.66,0:00:58.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,On my ninth birthday, my parents Dialogue: 0,0:00:58.34,0:01:01.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,couldn't give me any food to eat. Dialogue: 0,0:01:01.77,0:01:05.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But even as a child, I could feel the heaviness Dialogue: 0,0:01:05.72,0:01:08.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in their hearts. Dialogue: 0,0:01:08.75,0:01:13.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Over a million North Koreans died of starvation in that time, Dialogue: 0,0:01:13.97,0:01:17.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and in 2003, when I was 13 years old, Dialogue: 0,0:01:17.66,0:01:20.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,my father became one of them. Dialogue: 0,0:01:20.58,0:01:24.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I saw my father wither away and die. Dialogue: 0,0:01:24.46,0:01:28.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In the same year, my mother disappeared one day, Dialogue: 0,0:01:28.60,0:01:30.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and then my sister told me Dialogue: 0,0:01:30.40,0:01:33.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that she was going to China to earn money, Dialogue: 0,0:01:33.00,0:01:37.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but that she would return with money and food soon. Dialogue: 0,0:01:37.20,0:01:40.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Since we had never been separated, Dialogue: 0,0:01:40.15,0:01:43.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I thought we would be together forever, Dialogue: 0,0:01:43.12,0:01:46.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I didn't even give her a hug when she left. Dialogue: 0,0:01:46.99,0:01:51.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was the biggest mistake I have ever made in my life. Dialogue: 0,0:01:51.20,0:01:52.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But again, I didn't know Dialogue: 0,0:01:52.92,0:01:56.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it was going to be a long goodbye. Dialogue: 0,0:01:56.40,0:02:01.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I have not seen my mom or my sister since then. Dialogue: 0,0:02:01.34,0:02:05.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Suddenly, I became an orphan and homeless. Dialogue: 0,0:02:05.56,0:02:08.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My daily life became very hard, Dialogue: 0,0:02:08.65,0:02:10.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but very simple. Dialogue: 0,0:02:10.70,0:02:14.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My goal was to find a dusty piece of bread in the trash. Dialogue: 0,0:02:14.72,0:02:17.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But that is no way to survive. Dialogue: 0,0:02:17.63,0:02:22.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I started to realize, begging would not be the solution. Dialogue: 0,0:02:22.35,0:02:27.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I started to steal from food carts in illegal markets. Dialogue: 0,0:02:27.68,0:02:30.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Sometimes, I found small jobs Dialogue: 0,0:02:30.64,0:02:32.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in exchange for food. Dialogue: 0,0:02:32.97,0:02:36.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Once, I even spent two months in the winter Dialogue: 0,0:02:36.12,0:02:37.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,working in a coal mine, Dialogue: 0,0:02:37.86,0:02:43.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,33 meters underground without any protection Dialogue: 0,0:02:43.63,0:02:47.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,for up to 16 hours a day. Dialogue: 0,0:02:47.07,0:02:49.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was not uncommon. Dialogue: 0,0:02:49.43,0:02:56.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Many other orphans survived this way, or worse. Dialogue: 0,0:02:56.99,0:03:01.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,When I could not fall asleep from bitter cold Dialogue: 0,0:03:01.13,0:03:02.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or hunger pains, Dialogue: 0,0:03:02.60,0:03:05.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I hoped that, the next morning, Dialogue: 0,0:03:05.44,0:03:08.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,my sister would come back to wake me up Dialogue: 0,0:03:08.01,0:03:10.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,with my favorite food. Dialogue: 0,0:03:10.28,0:03:13.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That hope kept me alive. Dialogue: 0,0:03:13.43,0:03:16.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don't mean big, grand hope. Dialogue: 0,0:03:16.22,0:03:19.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I mean the kind of hope that made me believe Dialogue: 0,0:03:19.35,0:03:21.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that the next trash can had bread, Dialogue: 0,0:03:21.81,0:03:24.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,even though it usually didn't. Dialogue: 0,0:03:24.94,0:03:28.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But if I didn't believe it, I wouldn't even try, Dialogue: 0,0:03:28.38,0:03:30.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and then I would die. Dialogue: 0,0:03:30.48,0:03:34.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Hope kept me alive. Dialogue: 0,0:03:34.42,0:03:37.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Every day, I told myself, Dialogue: 0,0:03:37.18,0:03:39.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,no matter how hard things got, Dialogue: 0,0:03:39.90,0:03:43.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,still I must live. Dialogue: 0,0:03:43.81,0:03:47.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,After three years of waiting for my sister's return, Dialogue: 0,0:03:47.94,0:03:52.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I decided to go to China to look for her myself. Dialogue: 0,0:03:52.29,0:03:55.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I realized Dialogue: 0,0:03:55.15,0:03:58.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I couldn't survive much longer this way. Dialogue: 0,0:03:58.80,0:04:01.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I knew the journey would be risky, Dialogue: 0,0:04:01.60,0:04:04.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but I would be risking my life either way. Dialogue: 0,0:04:04.50,0:04:08.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I could die of starvation like my father in North Korea, Dialogue: 0,0:04:08.69,0:04:12.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or at least I could try for a better life Dialogue: 0,0:04:12.14,0:04:15.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,by escaping to China. Dialogue: 0,0:04:15.38,0:04:18.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I had learned that many people tried to cross Dialogue: 0,0:04:18.61,0:04:23.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the border to China in the nighttime to avoid being seen. Dialogue: 0,0:04:23.40,0:04:27.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,North Korean border guards often shoot and kill people Dialogue: 0,0:04:27.36,0:04:30.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,trying to cross the border without permission. Dialogue: 0,0:04:30.73,0:04:33.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Chinese soldiers will catch Dialogue: 0,0:04:33.38,0:04:35.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and send back North Koreans, Dialogue: 0,0:04:35.23,0:04:39.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,where they face severe punishment. Dialogue: 0,0:04:39.57,0:04:42.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I decided to cross during the day, Dialogue: 0,0:04:42.65,0:04:48.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,first because I was still a kid and scared of the dark, Dialogue: 0,0:04:48.09,0:04:52.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,second because I knew I was already taking a risk, Dialogue: 0,0:04:52.74,0:04:56.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and since not many people tried to cross during the day, Dialogue: 0,0:04:56.15,0:04:57.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I thought I might be able to cross Dialogue: 0,0:04:57.84,0:05:01.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,without being seen by anyone. Dialogue: 0,0:05:01.27,0:05:05.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I made it to China on February 15, 2006. Dialogue: 0,0:05:05.17,0:05:07.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was 16 years old. Dialogue: 0,0:05:07.40,0:05:10.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I thought things in China would be easier, Dialogue: 0,0:05:10.32,0:05:13.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,since there was more food. Dialogue: 0,0:05:13.60,0:05:16.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I thought more people would help me. Dialogue: 0,0:05:16.65,0:05:20.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But it was harder than living in North Korea, Dialogue: 0,0:05:20.66,0:05:22.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because I was not free. Dialogue: 0,0:05:22.36,0:05:25.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was always worried about being caught Dialogue: 0,0:05:25.10,0:05:27.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and sent back. Dialogue: 0,0:05:27.90,0:05:31.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,By a miracle, some months later, Dialogue: 0,0:05:31.17,0:05:32.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I met someone who was running Dialogue: 0,0:05:32.61,0:05:35.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,an underground shelter for North Koreans, Dialogue: 0,0:05:35.96,0:05:38.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and was allowed to live there Dialogue: 0,0:05:38.56,0:05:43.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and eat regular meals for the first time in many years. Dialogue: 0,0:05:43.92,0:05:48.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Later that year, an activist helped me escape China Dialogue: 0,0:05:48.40,0:05:52.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and go to the United States as a refugee. Dialogue: 0,0:05:52.62,0:05:55.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I went to America without knowing a word of English, Dialogue: 0,0:05:55.92,0:06:00.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,yet my social worker told me that I had to go to high school. Dialogue: 0,0:06:00.30,0:06:04.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Even in North Korea, I was an F student. Dialogue: 0,0:06:04.50,0:06:05.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Laughter) Dialogue: 0,0:06:05.88,0:06:09.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I barely finished elementary school. Dialogue: 0,0:06:09.59,0:06:12.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I remember I fought in school more than once a day. Dialogue: 0,0:06:12.89,0:06:16.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Textbooks and the library were not my playground. Dialogue: 0,0:06:16.83,0:06:20.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My father tried very hard to motivate me into studying, Dialogue: 0,0:06:20.57,0:06:23.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but it didn't work. Dialogue: 0,0:06:23.12,0:06:26.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,At one point, my father gave up on me. Dialogue: 0,0:06:26.27,0:06:30.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He said, "You're not my son anymore." Dialogue: 0,0:06:30.24,0:06:34.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was only 11 or 12, but it hurt me deeply. Dialogue: 0,0:06:34.99,0:06:37.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But nevertheless, my level of motivation Dialogue: 0,0:06:37.65,0:06:42.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,still didn't change before he died. Dialogue: 0,0:06:42.36,0:06:45.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So in America, it was kind of ridiculous Dialogue: 0,0:06:45.16,0:06:48.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that they said I should go to high school. Dialogue: 0,0:06:48.19,0:06:50.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I didn't even go to middle school. Dialogue: 0,0:06:50.61,0:06:53.100,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I decided to go, just because they told me to, Dialogue: 0,0:06:53.100,0:06:56.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,without trying much. Dialogue: 0,0:06:56.40,0:06:59.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But one day, I came home and my foster mother Dialogue: 0,0:06:59.82,0:07:03.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,had made chicken wings for dinner. Dialogue: 0,0:07:03.03,0:07:06.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And during dinner, I wanted to have one more wing, Dialogue: 0,0:07:06.28,0:07:09.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but I realized there were not enough for everyone, Dialogue: 0,0:07:09.48,0:07:12.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so I decided against it. Dialogue: 0,0:07:12.97,0:07:15.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,When I looked down at my plate, Dialogue: 0,0:07:15.30,0:07:20.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I saw the last chicken wing, that my foster father had given me his. Dialogue: 0,0:07:20.43,0:07:22.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was so happy. Dialogue: 0,0:07:22.75,0:07:25.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I looked at him sitting next to me. Dialogue: 0,0:07:25.02,0:07:28.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He just looked back at me very warmly, Dialogue: 0,0:07:28.33,0:07:31.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but said no words. Dialogue: 0,0:07:31.00,0:07:35.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Suddenly I remembered my biological father. Dialogue: 0,0:07:35.85,0:07:38.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My foster father's small act of love Dialogue: 0,0:07:38.82,0:07:41.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,reminded me of my father, Dialogue: 0,0:07:41.04,0:07:44.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,who would love to share his food with me Dialogue: 0,0:07:44.04,0:07:48.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,when he was hungry, even if he was starving. Dialogue: 0,0:07:48.68,0:07:53.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I felt so suffocated that I had so much food in America, Dialogue: 0,0:07:53.01,0:07:56.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,yet my father died of starvation. Dialogue: 0,0:07:56.48,0:08:00.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My only wish that night was to cook a meal for him, Dialogue: 0,0:08:00.68,0:08:04.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and that night I also thought of what else I could do Dialogue: 0,0:08:04.17,0:08:06.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to honor him. Dialogue: 0,0:08:06.39,0:08:09.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And my answer was to promise to myself Dialogue: 0,0:08:09.12,0:08:12.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that I would study hard and get the best education Dialogue: 0,0:08:12.55,0:08:16.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in America to honor his sacrifice. Dialogue: 0,0:08:16.12,0:08:18.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I took school seriously, Dialogue: 0,0:08:18.65,0:08:21.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and for the first time ever in my life, Dialogue: 0,0:08:21.45,0:08:25.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I received an academic award for excellence, Dialogue: 0,0:08:25.35,0:08:30.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and made dean's list from the first semester in high school. Dialogue: 0,0:08:30.96,0:08:38.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Applause) Dialogue: 0,0:08:38.59,0:08:41.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That chicken wing changed my life. Dialogue: 0,0:08:41.32,0:08:45.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Laughter) Dialogue: 0,0:08:45.38,0:08:48.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Hope is personal. Hope is something Dialogue: 0,0:08:48.97,0:08:51.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that no one can give to you. Dialogue: 0,0:08:51.48,0:08:54.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You have to choose to believe in hope. Dialogue: 0,0:08:54.40,0:08:57.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You have to make it yourself. Dialogue: 0,0:08:57.57,0:09:00.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In North Korea, I made it myself. Dialogue: 0,0:09:00.81,0:09:03.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Hope brought me to America. Dialogue: 0,0:09:03.52,0:09:06.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But in America, I didn't know what to do, Dialogue: 0,0:09:06.52,0:09:11.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because I had this overwhelming freedom. Dialogue: 0,0:09:11.55,0:09:15.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My foster father at that dinner gave me a direction, Dialogue: 0,0:09:15.60,0:09:19.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and he motivated me and gave me a purpose Dialogue: 0,0:09:19.13,0:09:23.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to live in America. Dialogue: 0,0:09:23.06,0:09:26.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I did not come here by myself. Dialogue: 0,0:09:26.18,0:09:31.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I had hope, but hope by itself is not enough. Dialogue: 0,0:09:31.13,0:09:35.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Many people helped me along the way to get here. Dialogue: 0,0:09:35.29,0:09:39.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,North Koreans are fighting hard to survive. Dialogue: 0,0:09:39.27,0:09:42.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They have to force themselves to survive, Dialogue: 0,0:09:42.06,0:09:44.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,have hope to survive, Dialogue: 0,0:09:44.82,0:09:49.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but they cannot make it without help. Dialogue: 0,0:09:49.58,0:09:51.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This is my message to you. Dialogue: 0,0:09:51.92,0:09:54.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Have hope for yourself, Dialogue: 0,0:09:54.63,0:09:57.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but also help each other. Dialogue: 0,0:09:57.75,0:10:04.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Life can be hard for everyone, wherever you live. Dialogue: 0,0:10:04.33,0:10:08.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My foster father didn't intend to change my life. Dialogue: 0,0:10:08.11,0:10:12.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In the same way, you may also change someone's life Dialogue: 0,0:10:12.49,0:10:17.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,with even the smallest act of love. Dialogue: 0,0:10:17.01,0:10:22.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,A piece of bread can satisfy your hunger, Dialogue: 0,0:10:22.12,0:10:25.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and having the hope will bring you bread Dialogue: 0,0:10:25.22,0:10:27.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to keep you alive. Dialogue: 0,0:10:27.51,0:10:30.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But I confidently believe that Dialogue: 0,0:10:30.73,0:10:34.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,your act of love and caring Dialogue: 0,0:10:34.18,0:10:37.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,can also save another Joseph's life Dialogue: 0,0:10:37.59,0:10:43.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and change thousands of other Josephs Dialogue: 0,0:10:43.03,0:10:47.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,who are still having hope to survive. Dialogue: 0,0:10:47.03,0:10:48.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Thank you. Dialogue: 0,0:10:48.34,0:10:57.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Applause) Dialogue: 0,0:11:24.56,0:11:27.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Adrian Hong: Joseph, thank you for sharing Dialogue: 0,0:11:27.39,0:11:30.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that very personal and special story with us. Dialogue: 0,0:11:30.57,0:11:33.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I know you haven't seen your sister for, you said, Dialogue: 0,0:11:33.79,0:11:36.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it was almost exactly a decade, Dialogue: 0,0:11:36.25,0:11:38.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and in the off chance that she may be able to see this, Dialogue: 0,0:11:38.67,0:11:40.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,we wanted to give you an opportunity Dialogue: 0,0:11:40.50,0:11:42.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to send her a message. Dialogue: 0,0:11:42.72,0:11:43.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Joseph Kim: In Korean? Dialogue: 0,0:11:43.86,0:11:46.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,AH: You can do English, then Korean as well. Dialogue: 0,0:11:46.47,0:11:50.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Laughter) Dialogue: 0,0:11:50.38,0:11:52.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,JK: Okay, I'm not going to make it any longer in Korean Dialogue: 0,0:11:52.72,0:11:55.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because I don't think I can make it Dialogue: 0,0:11:55.46,0:11:59.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,without tearing up. Dialogue: 0,0:11:59.12,0:12:03.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Nuna, it has been already 10 years Dialogue: 0,0:12:03.84,0:12:10.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that I haven’t seen you. Dialogue: 0,0:12:10.36,0:12:13.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I just wanted to say Dialogue: 0,0:12:13.75,0:12:17.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that I miss you, and I love you, Dialogue: 0,0:12:17.93,0:12:22.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and please come back to me and stay alive. Dialogue: 0,0:12:22.28,0:12:27.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I -- oh, gosh. Dialogue: 0,0:12:27.16,0:12:31.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I still haven't given up my hope to see you. Dialogue: 0,0:12:33.59,0:12:38.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I will live my life happily Dialogue: 0,0:12:38.25,0:12:41.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and study hard Dialogue: 0,0:12:41.57,0:12:43.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,until I see you, Dialogue: 0,0:12:43.65,0:12:48.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I promise I will not cry again. Dialogue: 0,0:12:48.23,0:12:49.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Laughter) Dialogue: 0,0:12:49.78,0:12:52.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Yes, I'm just looking forward to seeing you, Dialogue: 0,0:12:52.37,0:12:54.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and if you can't find me, Dialogue: 0,0:12:54.64,0:12:57.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I will also look for you, Dialogue: 0,0:12:57.72,0:13:00.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I hope to see you one day. Dialogue: 0,0:13:00.45,0:13:03.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And can I also make a small message to my mom? Dialogue: 0,0:13:03.79,0:13:05.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,AH: Sure, please. Dialogue: 0,0:13:05.44,0:13:08.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,JK: I haven't spent much time with you, Dialogue: 0,0:13:08.23,0:13:10.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but I know that you still love me, Dialogue: 0,0:13:10.14,0:13:13.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and you probably still pray for me Dialogue: 0,0:13:13.08,0:13:16.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and think about me. Dialogue: 0,0:13:16.20,0:13:18.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I just wanted to say thank you Dialogue: 0,0:13:18.36,0:13:21.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,for letting me be in this world. Dialogue: 0,0:13:21.89,0:13:23.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Thank you. Dialogue: 0,0:13:23.36,0:13:28.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Applause)