WEBVTT 00:00:00.710 --> 00:00:04.575 (Portuguese): The enchanting and hospitable capital of Minas Gerais. 00:00:18.788 --> 00:00:20.548 Hello. 00:00:21.159 --> 00:00:24.627 So, the first thing that I wanted to say is 00:00:24.627 --> 00:00:28.567 as I am speaking about my story 00:00:28.567 --> 00:00:30.235 you really want to be listening 00:00:30.235 --> 00:00:33.170 not for the story of Christopher Howe. 00:00:33.170 --> 00:00:36.439 Because my story isn't unique to me. 00:00:36.439 --> 00:00:38.127 It's the story of many people, 00:00:38.127 --> 00:00:42.221 the people that I've encountered along my travels, along my journeys 00:00:42.221 --> 00:00:44.583 but it's a universal story. 00:00:44.583 --> 00:00:46.183 It' s a story about all of us. 00:00:46.183 --> 00:00:48.586 It' s a story about what's possible 00:00:48.586 --> 00:00:53.422 for all of us when we're willing to take a great risk, 00:00:53.422 --> 00:00:57.127 when we're willing to step outside of our comfort zone, 00:00:57.127 --> 00:01:00.196 outside of what we already know 00:01:00.196 --> 00:01:05.249 into what is unknown, into a place that might not be safe 00:01:06.171 --> 00:01:10.007 for the benefit of other people. 00:01:10.007 --> 00:01:13.794 So this is the story of my life for the past few years. 00:01:13.794 --> 00:01:17.461 I'll begin because like somebody said earlier 00:01:17.461 --> 00:01:20.223 these stories of our lives don't really have a beginning or an end 00:01:20.233 --> 00:01:21.794 but we need some place to start. 00:01:21.794 --> 00:01:27.324 So, I'll start when I was living in Germany back in 2004 00:01:27.324 --> 00:01:32.551 and I had a great life, I was a high school teacher, in Germany, 00:01:33.031 --> 00:01:36.261 and at the same time there were certain things 00:01:36.271 --> 00:01:38.429 going on in my life that were not so good. 00:01:38.429 --> 00:01:40.673 I was in the middle of a divorce, 00:01:40.673 --> 00:01:44.360 I had two children that I loved dearly. 00:01:44.360 --> 00:01:49.247 But I was in a depressed place. 00:01:49.247 --> 00:01:52.852 And I had recently graduated from university, 00:01:52.852 --> 00:01:54.710 I have a degree in History 00:01:54.710 --> 00:01:57.488 and another degree in Biology. 00:01:57.488 --> 00:02:00.739 And I was depressed in a way because 00:02:03.210 --> 00:02:08.333 during school I realized that things like the Bible 00:02:08.333 --> 00:02:13.012 and the sacred texts were written by man 00:02:14.239 --> 00:02:17.612 and I thought that somehow God wasn't involved in the process. 00:02:21.231 --> 00:02:24.127 And I became disillusioned with religion 00:02:24.127 --> 00:02:27.319 with spirituality for a few years. 00:02:27.319 --> 00:02:29.854 Until I found it again when I was living in Germany, 00:02:29.854 --> 00:02:33.658 a friend introduced me to a book by Paulo Coelho, 00:02:33.658 --> 00:02:36.570 who many of you know, who wrote the book "The Alchemist". 00:02:36.590 --> 00:02:39.275 And this book reminded me of something inside of myself, 00:02:39.481 --> 00:02:41.932 something that I had forgotten, 00:02:41.932 --> 00:02:45.377 something that was part of who I am, 00:02:45.377 --> 00:02:48.512 about being on the spiritual path. 00:02:49.573 --> 00:02:52.794 So, I remembered my deep love 00:02:52.794 --> 00:02:56.460 when I was in college for the country of Ethiopia. 00:02:56.460 --> 00:02:58.483 And how much I wanted to go there 00:02:58.483 --> 00:03:00.044 since I was seventeen years old. 00:03:00.044 --> 00:03:02.085 And after reading the "The Alchemist", 00:03:02.085 --> 00:03:05.959 I decided to buy a plane ticket to Ethiopia. 00:03:05.959 --> 00:03:07.325 Although it's too expensive. 00:03:07.325 --> 00:03:10.539 I didn't have enough money to get there so I flew instead to Kenya. 00:03:11.761 --> 00:03:14.961 And on my way to Ethiopia through Kenya, 00:03:14.961 --> 00:03:18.567 I met two film producers on a very remote island 00:03:18.567 --> 00:03:21.942 near the coast of Somalia. 00:03:22.506 --> 00:03:25.009 And these film producers, 00:03:25.009 --> 00:03:29.377 they're special film producers indeed, 00:03:29.377 --> 00:03:33.474 they produced the movies "American Psycho" and "Virgin Suicides", 00:03:33.604 --> 00:03:36.738 I don't know if you guys have seen these movies here. 00:03:38.325 --> 00:03:40.544 But they took me into their house. 00:03:40.544 --> 00:03:44.825 And I started working for them as a writer 00:03:46.211 --> 00:03:49.568 developing the script for a Paulo Coelho adaptation 00:03:49.568 --> 00:03:53.460 called "Veronica Decides to Die". 00:03:53.460 --> 00:03:57.317 So it's very interesting, one of the first lessons that I've learned 00:03:57.317 --> 00:04:00.444 was when we take these great leaps of faith 00:04:00.444 --> 00:04:03.614 to go on our journeys to go towards our destiny, 00:04:03.614 --> 00:04:06.959 how all the right people arrive just at the right times 00:04:06.959 --> 00:04:09.043 when we need them. 00:04:09.043 --> 00:04:11.710 So I met these people right in this moment 00:04:11.710 --> 00:04:16.044 and I lived with them for about two months in Africa 00:04:16.044 --> 00:04:17.877 and they went back to Los Angeles 00:04:17.877 --> 00:04:20.848 and I continued on my way to Ethiopia where I didn't 00:04:20.848 --> 00:04:23.668 necessarily find what it was that I was looking for. 00:04:23.668 --> 00:04:26.257 I've gone into this great journey to this other country 00:04:26.257 --> 00:04:30.093 to go some place else, and I didn't find it. 00:04:30.426 --> 00:04:33.653 I'm not quite sure what it was that I was looking for in that moment 00:04:33.663 --> 00:04:35.915 but it wasn't there. 00:04:35.915 --> 00:04:37.877 So I ended up back in Germany 00:04:37.877 --> 00:04:40.284 and my friends from Kenya, the film producers, 00:04:40.284 --> 00:04:42.627 called me and asked me to come 00:04:42.627 --> 00:04:45.710 finishing developing the script for them 00:04:45.710 --> 00:04:48.493 in Los Angeles, "Veronica Decides to Die". 00:04:48.493 --> 00:04:51.664 So I flew out to Los Angeles and we finished the script 00:04:51.664 --> 00:04:54.155 they went back to Africa and I stayed for four months 00:04:54.165 --> 00:04:57.770 in a beautiful home, right on the Venice Beach, 00:04:58.568 --> 00:05:01.515 in a house designed by Frank Gehry, it was beautiful. 00:05:02.799 --> 00:05:06.961 They came back and their manager quit, 00:05:06.961 --> 00:05:08.794 and I stepped right into his position 00:05:08.794 --> 00:05:10.590 and I started managing film companies, 00:05:10.590 --> 00:05:13.564 something that I'd never done before, I had no idea how to do. 00:05:13.621 --> 00:05:16.041 And I've much respect for all the people producing 00:05:16.041 --> 00:05:20.138 this event because I know what goes into it. 00:05:21.710 --> 00:05:25.360 They put me into a very nice house in the Los Angeles hills 00:05:27.700 --> 00:05:30.100 and where I lived for the next year. 00:05:30.100 --> 00:05:32.776 My children came to live with me as well 00:05:35.114 --> 00:05:38.783 and at some point during that time 00:05:39.465 --> 00:05:43.044 I had my children go back to live with their mom. 00:05:43.044 --> 00:05:46.009 They were very young and I thought they needed to be with her. 00:05:46.027 --> 00:05:49.182 So they went to live with their mother 00:05:49.182 --> 00:05:53.981 and about a month later I was in the mountains above Los Angeles 00:05:54.426 --> 00:05:56.360 when a very strange thing happened. 00:05:56.360 --> 00:05:59.720 I was in the middle of a ceremony, and as part of the ceremony 00:05:59.720 --> 00:06:02.137 there's a point for meditation. 00:06:02.137 --> 00:06:05.558 It was very zen like in this meditation where 00:06:05.558 --> 00:06:09.403 you clear the mind of all your thoughts. 00:06:10.843 --> 00:06:13.041 And the best way to do that 00:06:13.041 --> 00:06:17.162 is by just allowing whatever is there to be. 00:06:17.627 --> 00:06:20.025 And not to add meaning to the thoughts that come 00:06:20.025 --> 00:06:22.085 into your mind, alright? 00:06:22.085 --> 00:06:25.090 To get to this place of silence 00:06:25.090 --> 00:06:28.544 and of simple being and presence. 00:06:28.544 --> 00:06:31.710 And as I was there inside of the ceremony, 00:06:31.710 --> 00:06:33.764 in the middle of this meditation, 00:06:33.764 --> 00:06:36.533 I went into a visionary state. 00:06:36.533 --> 00:06:40.302 This might sound crazy, it sounds crazy to me. 00:06:40.302 --> 00:06:43.377 But the case was I went into this visionary state 00:06:43.377 --> 00:06:47.883 where I saw myself walking from Los Angeles, 00:06:47.883 --> 00:06:51.710 first through the deserts of Northern Mexico, 00:06:51.710 --> 00:06:53.877 just walking by myself. 00:06:53.877 --> 00:06:59.029 Simply with time alone and with time with God. 00:07:01.125 --> 00:07:04.394 In the next scene I saw myself walking through 00:07:04.394 --> 00:07:07.732 the mountains of the Sierra Madre in Mexico, 00:07:07.732 --> 00:07:10.533 being helped by people along the way. 00:07:10.533 --> 00:07:12.544 And I realized as I was walking that I was 00:07:12.544 --> 00:07:15.709 in the middle of this vision and that I shouldn't 00:07:15.709 --> 00:07:18.294 be having it, that I should somehow stop it, 00:07:18.294 --> 00:07:20.160 it was crazy, it was nuts there was no way 00:07:20.160 --> 00:07:22.168 I was going to be walking through Mexico. 00:07:22.168 --> 00:07:25.012 So I stopped it and I returned back to the place 00:07:25.012 --> 00:07:28.794 where I was and I went back into my meditation 00:07:28.794 --> 00:07:30.755 and as soon as I did that I was transported 00:07:30.755 --> 00:07:33.560 back into this vision where again I was walking 00:07:33.560 --> 00:07:35.815 through the mountains of Mexico, 00:07:35.815 --> 00:07:38.879 through Guatemala, through the forest of Panama, 00:07:38.879 --> 00:07:42.928 through Colombia, Ecuador, through Peru ending up 00:07:42.928 --> 00:07:47.808 eventually in this place in the middle of the Amazon forest. 00:07:47.808 --> 00:07:50.217 And as I going through this journey in my vision, 00:07:50.217 --> 00:07:51.944 I kept cutting it off. 00:07:51.944 --> 00:07:53.922 Saying: "No, this is crazy, 00:07:53.922 --> 00:07:57.392 I'm not going to do this, this is nuts", right? 00:07:57.392 --> 00:07:59.726 Then I decided at some point that I was going to 00:07:59.726 --> 00:08:03.530 just allow this vision to be, just allow it to have that. 00:08:03.530 --> 00:08:05.330 Before I came into the ceremony, 00:08:05.330 --> 00:08:11.056 I prayed, I was looking for something to set me back on my spiritual path. 00:08:11.716 --> 00:08:16.057 And I asked God just to be of service. 00:08:16.057 --> 00:08:19.983 And I realized during this vision, that this vision was the answer 00:08:19.983 --> 00:08:21.506 to my prayer to be of service. 00:08:21.506 --> 00:08:23.794 I wasn't quite sure how yet. 00:08:26.974 --> 00:08:30.466 I took it on that this was something that was actually possible, right? 00:08:30.762 --> 00:08:33.878 And this is something that you guys want to hear, right? 00:08:33.878 --> 00:08:37.421 When we have an idea for a project, 00:08:37.421 --> 00:08:41.124 when we have an idea for a place in our communities, 00:08:41.124 --> 00:08:43.027 in our lives when we can make a difference, 00:08:43.027 --> 00:08:45.428 oftentimes, the first thing that comes to us 00:08:45.428 --> 00:08:47.900 are the borders, the blocks, the barriers, 00:08:47.900 --> 00:08:49.901 "Oh, I can't do that, that's not me. 00:08:49.901 --> 00:08:51.335 Maybe I'm not a scientist, 00:08:51.335 --> 00:08:55.005 or maybe I'm not a film maker, maybe I'm not this or that". 00:08:55.005 --> 00:08:57.741 We put all these borders and limitations on what it is 00:08:57.741 --> 00:09:01.294 that we can do, none of them are true, ok? 00:09:01.294 --> 00:09:05.016 Who you are is that anything is possible in your life 00:09:05.016 --> 00:09:06.853 and you can make a big difference. 00:09:06.853 --> 00:09:10.544 Just one person, especially when it's in contribution 00:09:10.544 --> 00:09:13.377 to the world around you and that's the metaphor 00:09:13.377 --> 00:09:16.044 for what it was that I was about to do. 00:09:16.044 --> 00:09:18.044 So the first step after taking it on, 00:09:18.044 --> 00:09:20.043 and saying that this is indeed possible, 00:09:20.043 --> 00:09:21.960 and ok I'll look at this, 00:09:21.960 --> 00:09:25.235 is that I had to tell people about it. 00:09:25.235 --> 00:09:28.573 I had to make a verbal declaration 00:09:28.573 --> 00:09:31.241 that I was walking to Brazil. 00:09:31.241 --> 00:09:35.540 So I had to tell my bosses, I had to tell my mom, 00:09:35.877 --> 00:09:38.544 I had to tell my family that I'm actually leaving 00:09:38.544 --> 00:09:41.784 this mansion that I lived in Los Angeles 00:09:41.784 --> 00:09:45.294 and I'm going to live like a vagabond. 00:09:45.294 --> 00:09:47.873 On the road. 00:09:47.873 --> 00:09:50.150 And didn't even know how I was going to do it. 00:09:50.150 --> 00:09:53.031 I had no plan, no plan, none. 00:09:53.031 --> 00:09:55.532 Just that I was doing it. 00:09:55.532 --> 00:09:57.877 So for the next two weeks I was very excited, 00:09:57.877 --> 00:10:00.538 telling people about this new possibility 00:10:00.538 --> 00:10:02.105 that was available for me. 00:10:02.105 --> 00:10:05.476 Something that was so crazy that I couldn't have sat down and thought: 00:10:05.476 --> 00:10:08.606 "This is what I'm going to do, this makes a lot of sense", right? 00:10:08.627 --> 00:10:11.681 It made no sense at all and that was kind of the beauty of it. 00:10:11.681 --> 00:10:14.017 Two weeks later there was another ceremony 00:10:14.017 --> 00:10:16.460 and I went to the ceremony praying, asking for guidance 00:10:16.460 --> 00:10:19.674 because I had no idea what I was doing. 00:10:19.674 --> 00:10:23.260 And again I saw another vision, 00:10:23.260 --> 00:10:26.212 the second of this series, 00:10:26.804 --> 00:10:29.460 where, again this is going to sound crazy, 00:10:29.460 --> 00:10:34.186 but I saw a vision of Mary in the sky 00:10:34.186 --> 00:10:36.516 over the sea of Cortez. 00:10:36.516 --> 00:10:40.044 And she didn't say anything to me. 00:10:40.044 --> 00:10:42.510 But only her hands were like this. 00:10:42.510 --> 00:10:46.045 And I saw myself handing out blank pieces of paper 00:10:46.045 --> 00:10:48.752 to the people that I met on the road. 00:10:48.752 --> 00:10:52.590 Who wrote down, whatever they wanted to write. 00:10:52.590 --> 00:10:57.593 They wrote down prayers, to complete their past. 00:10:57.593 --> 00:11:01.120 It was a perfect moment with a perfect stranger, 00:11:01.327 --> 00:11:03.195 someone who they didn't know 00:11:03.195 --> 00:11:06.306 and with whom they didn't have to pretend. 00:11:06.306 --> 00:11:08.771 And they could just be totally honest with. 00:11:08.771 --> 00:11:12.520 And that they can finish the past 00:11:12.536 --> 00:11:15.911 so that they can see into the future 00:11:15.911 --> 00:11:19.349 this expanded horizon where there were no limits. 00:11:19.349 --> 00:11:23.368 They weren't dragging a limited past based on what they know. 00:11:23.393 --> 00:11:25.857 Maybe those experiences were good, maybe they weren't, 00:11:25.857 --> 00:11:29.043 but if we're still just going based in what it is that we know 00:11:29.043 --> 00:11:32.766 we're just going to keep creating more of that into the future, 00:11:33.377 --> 00:11:37.401 So if you can clear your past, even if it's just momentarily, 00:11:37.401 --> 00:11:42.571 and look fresh into the horizon, without limitations, 00:11:42.571 --> 00:11:45.912 and see what's possible there and again, 00:11:45.912 --> 00:11:51.282 outside of fear or trying to make it, or just survival. 00:11:51.282 --> 00:11:55.017 You know, survival is a game that we all loose, right? 00:11:56.210 --> 00:11:58.517 So ultimately, we're all going to loose it. 00:11:58.517 --> 00:12:02.498 And if you can get over your fear of death, 00:12:03.044 --> 00:12:05.377 most other things like public speaking for example, 00:12:05.377 --> 00:12:09.215 that most people are very afraid of, myself included, 00:12:10.485 --> 00:12:13.036 these are irrational fears 00:12:13.036 --> 00:12:15.800 and it's very easy and very simple 00:12:15.800 --> 00:12:19.550 to take a step out and just to go through it. 00:12:19.550 --> 00:12:23.878 You know, courage is the art of having fear 00:12:23.878 --> 00:12:26.777 but doing it anyway, alright? 00:12:26.777 --> 00:12:29.352 So you're going to have all these fears, all these blocks 00:12:29.352 --> 00:12:32.323 about why you can't do the things that you want to do 00:12:32.323 --> 00:12:36.080 and do it anyway, be who you are in contribution to the people 00:12:36.080 --> 00:12:39.744 around you and to your communities. 00:12:40.328 --> 00:12:44.044 So, once I said yes to this project, 00:12:44.044 --> 00:12:47.572 everything started lining up perfectly. 00:12:47.572 --> 00:12:51.044 I thought again that: "Ok, I can make it 00:12:51.044 --> 00:12:52.909 I'm going to do this on my own." 00:12:52.909 --> 00:12:54.911 But of course that doesn't work. 00:12:54.911 --> 00:12:56.961 And it's no fun to like make it like: 00:12:56.961 --> 00:13:00.851 "I'm going to do this. I'm going to force my way through the Amazon forest. 00:13:00.861 --> 00:13:02.654 To Brazil." 00:13:02.654 --> 00:13:05.021 That just doesn't happen. 00:13:05.021 --> 00:13:10.147 But naturally, once I declared this, all the pieces started 00:13:10.147 --> 00:13:13.245 aligning themselves perfectly, 00:13:13.245 --> 00:13:17.581 collaborating towards my reaching my goal deep in the Amazon. 00:13:17.833 --> 00:13:21.590 So, soon after I met a filmmaker, his name was Mikki Willis, 00:13:21.820 --> 00:13:26.648 from Elevate Films, who decided to promote my project through a documentary 00:13:27.704 --> 00:13:30.428 where the plan was we were going to raise 00:13:30.428 --> 00:13:34.351 10 thousand dollars that would fund my trip. 00:13:34.351 --> 00:13:36.786 It was great, it was a platform kind of like this. 00:13:36.786 --> 00:13:40.710 And I was able to speak my project 00:13:40.710 --> 00:13:44.377 and the problem was we only made 800 dollars. 00:13:44.377 --> 00:13:46.294 (Laughter) 00:13:46.294 --> 00:13:48.732 So I didn't know how I was going to do it. 00:13:48.732 --> 00:13:51.334 And yet, I did it anyway. 00:13:51.334 --> 00:13:53.536 So I'm very grateful for Mikki Willis 00:13:53.536 --> 00:13:56.361 and for Elevate Films for giving me the mouthpiece because this is 00:13:56.377 --> 00:13:57.746 the most important thing. 00:13:57.746 --> 00:14:00.436 You have to share what you're going to do 00:14:00.436 --> 00:14:03.246 and then you have to do it, right? 00:14:03.246 --> 00:14:05.750 So it does no good to have an idea sitting 00:14:05.750 --> 00:14:08.586 up here if you're not sharing it 00:14:08.586 --> 00:14:10.710 which is one of the reasons why I love TED, 00:14:10.710 --> 00:14:12.545 because we're sharing these ideas. 00:14:12.545 --> 00:14:15.324 But also you have to take a step. 00:14:15.324 --> 00:14:17.279 What is it than you can today 00:14:17.279 --> 00:14:21.521 to turn these dreams, these visions into reality? 00:14:22.694 --> 00:14:26.847 So I want to really encourage all of you to be able to do. 00:14:27.288 --> 00:14:31.471 So my project what it symbolized in part 00:14:31.471 --> 00:14:35.210 was the possibility of people getting clear. 00:14:35.210 --> 00:14:38.835 Of people removing the confines of the past 00:14:38.835 --> 00:14:40.837 and be able to step into a future 00:14:40.837 --> 00:14:42.917 that was limitless and free. 00:14:42.917 --> 00:14:45.490 And to able to see through this person walking 00:14:45.490 --> 00:14:50.593 this gringo that if he can walk from Los Angeles to Brazil 00:14:50.593 --> 00:14:54.045 what else is possible for me in my life? Right? 00:14:54.045 --> 00:14:57.010 Like, anything is possible. 00:14:57.010 --> 00:15:01.297 So of course the journey is fraught, 00:15:01.297 --> 00:15:05.682 is filled with temptations, with breakdowns, 00:15:06.544 --> 00:15:08.655 anytime we're on the road of life 00:15:08.655 --> 00:15:11.869 for sure we're going to have flat tires, 00:15:11.869 --> 00:15:14.467 the car is going to break down, 00:15:14.467 --> 00:15:16.253 we're going to feel sick. 00:15:16.253 --> 00:15:18.098 A great mentor of mine once said, 00:15:18.098 --> 00:15:20.690 and I don't know if the joke will carry here in Brazil 00:15:20.690 --> 00:15:24.264 but, sometimes, you just don't feel like doing something, 00:15:24.973 --> 00:15:26.505 you said you were going to do it, 00:15:26.515 --> 00:15:28.732 but you just don't feel like it right? 00:15:28.732 --> 00:15:32.289 Well, in California we have a lot of Mexican food or Tex Mex food. NOTE Paragraph 00:15:32.289 --> 00:15:34.141 And we have this thing called a burrito. 00:15:34.141 --> 00:15:37.673 Which, sometimes they're not always so good, right? 00:15:37.673 --> 00:15:38.955 And he said something once, 00:15:38.955 --> 00:15:42.914 "You know, my feelings can change with a bad burrito." Right? 00:15:43.579 --> 00:15:48.165 Am I really going to let this stop, what it is that I'm up to in life, right? 00:15:48.165 --> 00:15:50.813 So when you're feeling scared or feeling these things, 00:15:50.823 --> 00:15:53.686 continue to be up to it, no matter what. 00:15:53.686 --> 00:15:55.125 That's the idea, right? 00:15:57.530 --> 00:16:03.244 So, also this is the art of writing down your prayers. 00:16:04.390 --> 00:16:07.514 Or write whatever it was, even atheists took advantage of this project 00:16:07.514 --> 00:16:09.447 when we were writing down stuff, right? 00:16:09.447 --> 00:16:13.411 It was a cathartic opportunity for it. 00:16:13.411 --> 00:16:17.246 The idea is that when you give your word 00:16:17.246 --> 00:16:21.152 this is your promise, your promessa, right? 00:16:21.152 --> 00:16:25.256 And the art of catholic pilgrimage. 00:16:25.256 --> 00:16:27.710 You give your word to something 00:16:27.710 --> 00:16:29.860 and then you do it, right? 00:16:29.860 --> 00:16:32.430 But it's not in the realm of right or wrong, 00:16:32.430 --> 00:16:35.795 or good or bad or evil or anything like this, ok? 00:16:35.795 --> 00:16:39.735 So Aristotle was the first person who used the term "Harmatia" 00:16:40.215 --> 00:16:43.445 which is where in the New Testament we have the idea for sin. 00:16:44.066 --> 00:16:46.607 It's when you have a bow and arrow, 00:16:46.607 --> 00:16:48.844 and you have a target, 00:16:48.844 --> 00:16:51.348 and you shoot the arrow for this target, right? 00:16:51.348 --> 00:16:53.851 But you miss the mark. 00:16:53.851 --> 00:16:56.987 And there's no morality involved in this at all, right? 00:16:56.987 --> 00:17:00.861 We had a promise and we didn't keep our promise. 00:17:00.861 --> 00:17:05.110 We had a promise to our wives, to our children, to our communities. 00:17:05.110 --> 00:17:07.555 And somewhere along the way for whatever reasons, 00:17:07.575 --> 00:17:10.782 because the very fact that we are on the road, 00:17:10.782 --> 00:17:15.089 we had a breakdown and we did not keep our promise. 00:17:15.089 --> 00:17:18.324 So the idea is, when we break our word, 00:17:18.324 --> 00:17:20.237 when we break our promise, 00:17:20.237 --> 00:17:23.875 to restore our promise, to restore our word 00:17:23.875 --> 00:17:27.376 literally by speaking it, or by writing it down, 00:17:27.376 --> 00:17:29.794 so that we can come complete with the past 00:17:29.794 --> 00:17:32.657 and then make a new promise, right? 00:17:32.657 --> 00:17:36.575 So there were a few places where I didn't keep my word in this walk: 00:17:36.575 --> 00:17:39.710 I didn't walk between Panama and Colombia, for example, 00:17:39.710 --> 00:17:42.399 because the police prevented me from doing it, ok? 00:17:42.399 --> 00:17:46.303 But there were other places where there were incredible triumphs. 00:17:46.323 --> 00:17:48.771 Walking for 30 days through the Amazon 00:17:48.771 --> 00:17:52.575 without any maps or compass, I was lost ten times. 00:17:52.575 --> 00:17:55.914 Just on rivers and just kind of feeling where I was. 00:17:55.914 --> 00:17:57.710 It was an incredible project. 00:17:57.710 --> 00:18:01.751 So, I would like to bring your attention to my website: 00:18:01.751 --> 00:18:04.709 iamwalking.org 00:18:05.294 --> 00:18:08.066 Where you can go and actually write down your own prayers 00:18:08.210 --> 00:18:11.395 to clear your own past in a way that's totally anonymous and safe 00:18:11.756 --> 00:18:14.919 and also declare your new possibilities in life. 00:18:15.230 --> 00:18:17.384 Thank you so much for your time. 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