WEBVTT 00:00:08.309 --> 00:00:12.509 Cranbrook Academy of Art is where I did my graduate studies. 00:00:13.299 --> 00:00:16.430 It was a bit shocking, I think, at the beginning, 00:00:16.430 --> 00:00:19.550 because I was the only minority there. 00:00:19.919 --> 00:00:21.759 This is in 1988. 00:00:22.840 --> 00:00:25.780 I just considered myself another artist 00:00:25.780 --> 00:00:28.320 out there amongst my peers. 00:00:28.970 --> 00:00:31.449 And I think it was difficult because it was the first time 00:00:31.449 --> 00:00:35.849 that I was confronted with my identity as a black male. 00:00:39.610 --> 00:00:43.060 My mother told me when I was, like, eight years old, 00:00:43.060 --> 00:00:46.470 the complexity of what I would have to deal with. 00:00:46.470 --> 00:00:51.230 So knowing made me think, "I've got to build a thick skin." 00:00:51.230 --> 00:00:55.450 "I've got to be able to operate in a world…" [LAUGHS] 00:00:55.450 --> 00:00:58.170 "...that could work against me as opposed to for me." 00:00:59.140 --> 00:01:00.680 What do I do with that? 00:01:04.960 --> 00:01:06.820 I have been racially profiled. 00:01:08.540 --> 00:01:11.140 I'm walking home with my portfolio from teaching. 00:01:11.140 --> 00:01:15.850 I am pulled...surrounded by undercover cops saying, 00:01:15.850 --> 00:01:17.100 "Lie down on the floor"-- 00:01:17.100 --> 00:01:19.880 because the convenience store was robbed down the street. 00:01:20.300 --> 00:01:22.540 That has been my reality. 00:01:25.580 --> 00:01:27.440 Get it together up here. 00:01:27.740 --> 00:01:30.620 Psychologically, I have to really get it together. 00:01:30.880 --> 00:01:33.280 And I just have to get quiet-- 00:01:34.240 --> 00:01:35.420 to put it in perspective 00:01:35.429 --> 00:01:37.009 and to, sort of, 00:01:37.009 --> 00:01:40.549 not sort of lash out into rage. 00:01:40.800 --> 00:01:45.420 And if I do, lashing out for me is creating this. 00:01:46.079 --> 00:01:49.999 All of that becomes the impulse to create. 00:01:55.500 --> 00:02:00.200 I don't ever see the "Soundsuits" as fun. 00:02:01.500 --> 00:02:04.140 They really are coming from a very dark place. 00:02:07.780 --> 00:02:12.820 The "Soundsuits" hide gender, race, class. 00:02:13.800 --> 00:02:17.200 And they force you to look at the work without judgment. 00:02:18.160 --> 00:02:22.200 You know, we tend to want to categorize everything. 00:02:22.209 --> 00:02:25.150 We tend to want to find its place. 00:02:27.520 --> 00:02:32.160 How do we, sort of, be one on one with something that is unfamiliar?