[Script Info] Title: [Events] Format: Layer, Start, End, Style, Name, MarginL, MarginR, MarginV, Effect, Text Dialogue: 0,0:00:00.79,0:00:03.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Prije 23 godine, Dialogue: 0,0:00:03.40,0:00:06.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,u dobi od 19 godina, Dialogue: 0,0:00:06.15,0:00:09.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,upucao sam i ubio čovjeka. Dialogue: 0,0:00:09.45,0:00:11.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Bio sam mladi diler Dialogue: 0,0:00:11.59,0:00:13.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,nagle naravi Dialogue: 0,0:00:13.96,0:00:18.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i s poluautomatskim pištoljem. Dialogue: 0,0:00:18.02,0:00:20.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,No, to nije bio kraj moje priče. Dialogue: 0,0:00:20.79,0:00:24.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Zapravo, bio je to tek početak. Dialogue: 0,0:00:24.93,0:00:27.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Naredne 23 godine Dialogue: 0,0:00:27.10,0:00:30.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,priča su o priznanju, Dialogue: 0,0:00:30.83,0:00:34.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,isprici i okajanju. Dialogue: 0,0:00:34.31,0:00:35.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,No to se nije dogodilo na način Dialogue: 0,0:00:35.73,0:00:39.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,na koji možda zamišljate ili mislite. Dialogue: 0,0:00:39.03,0:00:40.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ove su se stvari dogodile u mom životu Dialogue: 0,0:00:40.48,0:00:42.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,na način koji je iznenađujuć, Dialogue: 0,0:00:42.63,0:00:44.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,posebice meni samom. Dialogue: 0,0:00:44.26,0:00:47.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Vidite, poput mogih od vas, Dialogue: 0,0:00:47.40,0:00:49.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,tijekom odrastanja bio sam odličan učenik, Dialogue: 0,0:00:49.98,0:00:51.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,primao sam stipendiju Dialogue: 0,0:00:51.32,0:00:53.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i sanjao o tome da postanem liječnik. Dialogue: 0,0:00:53.92,0:00:56.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,No, stvari su se dramatično zakomplicirale Dialogue: 0,0:00:56.56,0:00:58.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,kada su se moji roditelji razdvojili Dialogue: 0,0:00:58.73,0:01:02.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i naposljetku razveli. Dialogue: 0,0:01:02.57,0:01:05.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Pravi događaji su vrlo izravni. Dialogue: 0,0:01:05.42,0:01:07.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,U dobi od 17 godina Dialogue: 0,0:01:07.86,0:01:09.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,bio sam tri puta propucan Dialogue: 0,0:01:09.51,0:01:14.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,dok sam stajao na uglu \Nu svom kvartu u Detroitu. Dialogue: 0,0:01:14.14,0:01:16.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Prijatelj me odvezao u bolnicu. Dialogue: 0,0:01:16.83,0:01:20.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Liječnici su izvadili metke, Dialogue: 0,0:01:20.05,0:01:21.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,zakrpali me, Dialogue: 0,0:01:21.84,0:01:26.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i poslali me nazad u isti kvart \Nu kojem sam bio upucan. Dialogue: 0,0:01:26.22,0:01:28.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Kroz cijelu ovu muku Dialogue: 0,0:01:28.97,0:01:31.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,nitko me nije zagrlio, Dialogue: 0,0:01:31.03,0:01:33.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,nitko me nije savjetovao, Dialogue: 0,0:01:33.40,0:01:36.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,nitko mi nije rekao da ću biti dobro. Dialogue: 0,0:01:36.34,0:01:39.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Nitko mi nije rekao \Nda ću živjeti u strahu, Dialogue: 0,0:01:39.26,0:01:41.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,da ću postati paranoičan, Dialogue: 0,0:01:41.88,0:01:44.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,niti da ću reagirati pretjerano nasilno Dialogue: 0,0:01:44.87,0:01:47.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,na to što sam bio upucan. Dialogue: 0,0:01:47.25,0:01:50.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Nitko mi nije rekao da ću jednoga dana, Dialogue: 0,0:01:50.07,0:01:54.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ja postati osoba iza okidača. Dialogue: 0,0:01:54.13,0:01:56.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Poslije 14 mjeseci, Dialogue: 0,0:01:56.80,0:01:59.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,u 2 sata ujutro, Dialogue: 0,0:01:59.41,0:02:01.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,zapucao sam nekoliko puta Dialogue: 0,0:02:01.05,0:02:04.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,zbog čega je jedan čovjek umro. Dialogue: 0,0:02:04.90,0:02:06.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Kada sam došao u zatvor, Dialogue: 0,0:02:06.81,0:02:12.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,bio sam ogorčen, ljut, povrijeđen. Dialogue: 0,0:02:12.32,0:02:15.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Nisam htio prihvatiti odgovornost. Dialogue: 0,0:02:15.29,0:02:17.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Krivio sam sve, od svojih roditelja Dialogue: 0,0:02:17.34,0:02:20.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,do sustava. Dialogue: 0,0:02:20.31,0:02:22.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Racionalizirao sam svoju odluku da pucam Dialogue: 0,0:02:22.52,0:02:24.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,jer je u mom kvartu Dialogue: 0,0:02:24.96,0:02:26.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,bilo bolje biti onaj koji puca Dialogue: 0,0:02:26.59,0:02:29.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,nego onaj koji je upucan. Dialogue: 0,0:02:29.90,0:02:33.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Dok sam sjedio u svojoj hladnoj ćeliji, Dialogue: 0,0:02:33.22,0:02:34.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,osjećao sam se bespomoćno, Dialogue: 0,0:02:34.87,0:02:38.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,nevoljeno i napušteno. Dialogue: 0,0:02:38.26,0:02:42.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Osjećao sam se kao da nikome nije stalo, Dialogue: 0,0:02:42.14,0:02:44.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i reagirao sam Dialogue: 0,0:02:44.15,0:02:47.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,nasilno na činjenicu da sam u zatvoru. Dialogue: 0,0:02:47.16,0:02:48.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I sve sam Dialogue: 0,0:02:48.30,0:02:50.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,dublje i dublje tonuo u probleme. Dialogue: 0,0:02:50.62,0:02:53.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Vodio sam crno tržište, Dialogue: 0,0:02:53.40,0:02:56.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,kamatario, Dialogue: 0,0:02:56.12,0:02:58.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i prodavao drogu ilegalno prokrijumčarenu Dialogue: 0,0:02:58.18,0:03:00.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,u zatvor. Dialogue: 0,0:03:00.04,0:03:01.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Postao sam zapravo Dialogue: 0,0:03:01.61,0:03:04.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ono što je nadstojnik \NPopravnog doma Michigan zvao Dialogue: 0,0:03:04.30,0:03:07.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"najgori od najgorih." Dialogue: 0,0:03:07.13,0:03:09.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I zbog svojih djela Dialogue: 0,0:03:09.46,0:03:12.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,dospio sam u samicu Dialogue: 0,0:03:12.15,0:03:14.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,na sedam i pol godina Dialogue: 0,0:03:14.58,0:03:17.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,svoje robije. Dialogue: 0,0:03:17.79,0:03:19.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Smatram da je samica Dialogue: 0,0:03:19.46,0:03:21.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,jedno od najnehumanijih\Ni barbarskih mjesta Dialogue: 0,0:03:21.40,0:03:24.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,na kojim se možete naći, Dialogue: 0,0:03:24.30,0:03:27.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a ja sam se tamo doista našao. Dialogue: 0,0:03:27.19,0:03:30.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Jednoga dana dok sam hodao po ćeliji, Dialogue: 0,0:03:30.70,0:03:35.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,došao je čuvar i donio poštu. Dialogue: 0,0:03:35.22,0:03:36.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Pogledao sam par pisama, Dialogue: 0,0:03:36.95,0:03:38.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,prije nego li sam pogledao pismo Dialogue: 0,0:03:38.87,0:03:41.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,na kojemu je bio načrčkan rukopis mog sina. Dialogue: 0,0:03:41.93,0:03:43.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Svaki puta kada bi dobio pismo svog sina, Dialogue: 0,0:03:43.37,0:03:45.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,bilo je poput zrake svjetla Dialogue: 0,0:03:45.27,0:03:48.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,na najtamnijem mjestu \Nkoje možete zamisliti. Dialogue: 0,0:03:48.03,0:03:51.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Taj konkretan dan\Notvorio sam to pismo, Dialogue: 0,0:03:51.84,0:03:54.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i velikim tiskanim slovima je pisalo, Dialogue: 0,0:03:54.95,0:03:58.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"Mama mi je rekla zašto si u zatvoru: Dialogue: 0,0:03:58.20,0:04:00.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,zbog ubojstva." Dialogue: 0,0:04:00.90,0:04:02.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Rekao je, "Tata, nemoj ubijati." Dialogue: 0,0:04:02.82,0:04:08.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"Isus gleda što radiš. Moli Mu se." Dialogue: 0,0:04:08.26,0:04:10.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,U to vrijeme nisam bio religiozan, Dialogue: 0,0:04:10.10,0:04:11.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,niti sam to sada, Dialogue: 0,0:04:11.81,0:04:14.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ali bilo je nešto jako duboko Dialogue: 0,0:04:14.29,0:04:17.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,u riječima mog sina. Dialogue: 0,0:04:17.06,0:04:18.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Natjerale su me da razmotrim\Nstvari u svom životu Dialogue: 0,0:04:18.68,0:04:20.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,o kojima nisam bio razmišljao. Dialogue: 0,0:04:20.62,0:04:22.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Bio je to prvi put u mom životu Dialogue: 0,0:04:22.56,0:04:24.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,da sam zapravo promislio o činjenici Dialogue: 0,0:04:24.53,0:04:28.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,da me moj sin gleda kao ubojicu. Dialogue: 0,0:04:28.20,0:04:30.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Sjeo sam nazad na svoj ležaj, Dialogue: 0,0:04:30.25,0:04:32.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i prisjetio se nečega što sam bio pročitao Dialogue: 0,0:04:32.27,0:04:34.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,u Platonu, Dialogue: 0,0:04:34.86,0:04:36.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,kada je Sokrat u "Isprici" izjavio Dialogue: 0,0:04:36.84,0:04:41.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,da neistraženi život nije vrijedan življenja. Dialogue: 0,0:04:41.11,0:04:46.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,U tom trenutku je počela preobrazba. Dialogue: 0,0:04:46.94,0:04:49.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,No, nije došla tako jednostavno. Dialogue: 0,0:04:51.92,0:04:53.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Jedna od stvari koje sam shvatio, Dialogue: 0,0:04:53.76,0:04:55.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,koja je bila dio preobrazbe, Dialogue: 0,0:04:55.92,0:04:59.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,bila je ta da postoje četiri ključne stvari. Dialogue: 0,0:04:59.66,0:05:01.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Prva je stvar bila Dialogue: 0,0:05:01.97,0:05:04.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,da imam odlične mentore. Dialogue: 0,0:05:04.28,0:05:06.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Znam da se neki od vas pitaju Dialogue: 0,0:05:06.16,0:05:09.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,kako sam našao odličnog mentora u zatvoru. Dialogue: 0,0:05:09.33,0:05:12.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ali u mom slučaju, Dialogue: 0,0:05:12.19,0:05:13.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,neki od mojih mentora Dialogue: 0,0:05:13.42,0:05:15.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,koji su služili doživotnu kaznu Dialogue: 0,0:05:15.30,0:05:18.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,bili su jedni od najboljih ljudi\Nkoji su ikada ušli u moj život, Dialogue: 0,0:05:18.01,0:05:21.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,jer su me natjerali da svoj život \Nsagledam iskreno, Dialogue: 0,0:05:21.27,0:05:23.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i da si postavim izazove Dialogue: 0,0:05:23.10,0:05:25.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,u donošenju svojih odluka. Dialogue: 0,0:05:25.61,0:05:29.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Druga je stvar bila književnost. Dialogue: 0,0:05:29.87,0:05:31.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Prije odlaska u zatvor, Dialogue: 0,0:05:31.61,0:05:33.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,nisam znao da postoje toliki sjajni Dialogue: 0,0:05:33.61,0:05:36.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,pjesnici, autori i filozofi koji su crnci, Dialogue: 0,0:05:36.89,0:05:39.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a onda sam imao veliku sreću Dialogue: 0,0:05:39.91,0:05:44.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,da naiđem na autobiografiju Malcolma X-a, Dialogue: 0,0:05:44.07,0:05:48.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,koja je razbila svaki stereotip\Nkoji sam imao o sebi. Dialogue: 0,0:05:48.62,0:05:51.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Treće je bila moja obitelj. Dialogue: 0,0:05:51.06,0:05:55.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Moj otac je 19 godina bio uz mene Dialogue: 0,0:05:55.74,0:05:58.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,s nepokolebljivom vjerom, Dialogue: 0,0:05:58.17,0:05:59.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,jer je vjerovao da posjedujem \Nono što mi je bilo potrebno Dialogue: 0,0:05:59.83,0:06:02.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,da si preokrenem život. Dialogue: 0,0:06:02.12,0:06:05.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Također sam upoznao nevjerojatnu ženu Dialogue: 0,0:06:05.02,0:06:08.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,koja je sada majka mog \Ndvogodišnjeg sina Sekoua, Dialogue: 0,0:06:08.45,0:06:10.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i koja me naučila kako samog sebe voljeti Dialogue: 0,0:06:10.68,0:06:14.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,na zdrav način. Dialogue: 0,0:06:14.96,0:06:17.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Posljednje je bilo pisanje. Dialogue: 0,0:06:17.65,0:06:19.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Kada sam dobio ono pismo od sina, Dialogue: 0,0:06:19.07,0:06:21.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,počeo sam pisati dnevnik Dialogue: 0,0:06:21.28,0:06:24.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,o stvarima koje sam proživio u djetinjstvu Dialogue: 0,0:06:24.08,0:06:26.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i u zatvoru, Dialogue: 0,0:06:26.87,0:06:30.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a to mi je otvorilo um ideji Dialogue: 0,0:06:30.14,0:06:33.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,o okajanju. Dialogue: 0,0:06:33.11,0:06:35.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,U ranijem periodu mog robijanja, dobio samo Dialogue: 0,0:06:35.19,0:06:38.100,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,pismo jedne rođakinje moje žrtve, Dialogue: 0,0:06:38.100,0:06:41.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i u tom pismu Dialogue: 0,0:06:41.84,0:06:43.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,rekla mi je da mi oprašta Dialogue: 0,0:06:43.68,0:06:45.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,jer je shvatila da sam bio malo dijete Dialogue: 0,0:06:45.63,0:06:46.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,koje je bilo zlostavljano Dialogue: 0,0:06:46.97,0:06:48.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i koje je prolazilo kroz nevolje Dialogue: 0,0:06:48.76,0:06:51.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i samo donijelo niz loših odluka. Dialogue: 0,0:06:51.50,0:06:53.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,To je bio prvi put u mom životu Dialogue: 0,0:06:53.97,0:07:01.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,da sam se osjećao otvoren \Nopraštanju samome sebi. Dialogue: 0,0:07:01.70,0:07:02.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Jedna od stvari koje su se dogodile Dialogue: 0,0:07:02.94,0:07:05.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,nakon što sam to doživio bila je Dialogue: 0,0:07:05.27,0:07:07.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,da sam razmišljao o drugim \Nzatvorenicima koji su robijali Dialogue: 0,0:07:07.16,0:07:08.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,zajedno sa mnom, Dialogue: 0,0:07:08.97,0:07:11.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i o tome koliko sam to htio \Ns njima podijeliti. Dialogue: 0,0:07:11.89,0:07:13.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Tako sam počeo razgovarati s njima o Dialogue: 0,0:07:13.64,0:07:15.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,nekim njihovim iskustvima, Dialogue: 0,0:07:15.57,0:07:17.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i bio sam strašno pogođen shvativši Dialogue: 0,0:07:17.05,0:07:20.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,da je većina njih došla iz \Nistih nasilnih okolina. Dialogue: 0,0:07:20.43,0:07:23.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I većina njih željela je pomoć i \Npreokret u svom životu, Dialogue: 0,0:07:23.97,0:07:25.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,no, nažalost sustav Dialogue: 0,0:07:25.71,0:07:28.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,koji trenutno drži 2,5 milijuna \Nljudi u zatvoru Dialogue: 0,0:07:28.93,0:07:31.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,simšljen je tako da skladišti Dialogue: 0,0:07:31.13,0:07:35.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,umjesto da rehabilitira ili preobražava. Dialogue: 0,0:07:35.42,0:07:37.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Tako sam odlučio Dialogue: 0,0:07:37.31,0:07:39.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,da ako ikada budem pušten iz zatvora Dialogue: 0,0:07:39.06,0:07:41.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,da ću napraviti sve u svojoj moći Dialogue: 0,0:07:41.52,0:07:45.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,da pomognem to promijeniti. Dialogue: 0,0:07:45.22,0:07:47.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Godine 2010. izišao sam iz zatvora Dialogue: 0,0:07:47.99,0:07:51.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,po prvi put nakon dva desetljeća. Dialogue: 0,0:07:51.07,0:07:52.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Zamislite, ako možete, Dialogue: 0,0:07:52.66,0:07:55.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Freda Kremenka kak ulazi u epizodu Dialogue: 0,0:07:55.24,0:07:57.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"Jetsonsovih." Dialogue: 0,0:07:57.62,0:08:00.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Tako je otprilike izgledao moj život. Dialogue: 0,0:08:00.56,0:08:03.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Po prvi put bio sam izložen internetu, Dialogue: 0,0:08:03.87,0:08:05.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,društvenim mrežama, Dialogue: 0,0:08:05.61,0:08:09.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,autima koji govore poput \NKITT-a iz serije "Knight Rider." Dialogue: 0,0:08:09.74,0:08:11.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,No najviše me fascinirala Dialogue: 0,0:08:11.53,0:08:13.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,telefonska tehnologija. Dialogue: 0,0:08:13.31,0:08:14.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,U vrijeme kada sam otišao u zatvor, Dialogue: 0,0:08:14.58,0:08:16.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,naši telefoni u autima bili su ovako veliki Dialogue: 0,0:08:16.36,0:08:18.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i trebalo je dvoje ljudi da ih nose. Dialogue: 0,0:08:18.96,0:08:21.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Zamislite onda kako je to bilo \Nkada sam po prvi puta primio Dialogue: 0,0:08:21.05,0:08:23.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,svoj maleni Blackberry Dialogue: 0,0:08:23.17,0:08:25.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i počeo učiti kako slati poruke. Dialogue: 0,0:08:25.12,0:08:26.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Radi se o tome da, ljudi oko mene Dialogue: 0,0:08:26.79,0:08:28.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,nisu shvaćali da nisam imao pojma Dialogue: 0,0:08:28.39,0:08:31.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,što znače sve te skraćenice, Dialogue: 0,0:08:31.08,0:08:36.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,poput LOL, OMG, LMAO, Dialogue: 0,0:08:36.11,0:08:37.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,sve dok jednog dana nisam vodio razgovor Dialogue: 0,0:08:37.85,0:08:40.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,s prijateljem preko poruka, Dialogue: 0,0:08:40.11,0:08:44.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i zamolio ga da nešto napravi, \Na on je odgovorio sa "K." Dialogue: 0,0:08:44.14,0:08:47.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Pitao sam ga, "Što je K?" Dialogue: 0,0:08:47.32,0:08:49.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,A on je odgovorio "K je okej." Dialogue: 0,0:08:49.28,0:08:50.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Pomislio sam, Dialogue: 0,0:08:50.28,0:08:53.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"Koji vrag ne valja s K?" Dialogue: 0,0:08:53.30,0:08:55.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Poslao sam mu upitnik. Dialogue: 0,0:08:55.81,0:08:59.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Odgovorio je, "K = okej." Dialogue: 0,0:08:59.48,0:09:04.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,A ja mu odgovorim, "FU." (j*i se) (Smijeh) Dialogue: 0,0:09:04.17,0:09:05.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,On me na to upita Dialogue: 0,0:09:05.93,0:09:07.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,zašto sam ga opsovao. Dialogue: 0,0:09:07.60,0:09:10.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ja mu odgovorim, "LOL FU," Dialogue: 0,0:09:10.26,0:09:11.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,u smislu, napokon \Nrazumijem (finally understand). Dialogue: 0,0:09:11.96,0:09:13.100,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Smijeh) Dialogue: 0,0:09:13.100,0:09:17.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Sada, tri godine poslije, Dialogue: 0,0:09:17.26,0:09:19.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ide mi relativno dobro. Dialogue: 0,0:09:19.14,0:09:21.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Imam stipendiju za Media Lab \Nna Tehnološkom institutu Massachusetts, Dialogue: 0,0:09:21.81,0:09:25.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,radim za fenomenalnu tvrtku \Nkoja se zove BMe, Dialogue: 0,0:09:25.03,0:09:27.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,podučavam na Sveučilištu Michigan. Dialogue: 0,0:09:27.36,0:09:29.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,No, bilo je teško Dialogue: 0,0:09:29.34,0:09:30.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,jer shvaćam da ima više Dialogue: 0,0:09:30.80,0:09:32.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ljudi koji se vraćaju kući Dialogue: 0,0:09:32.44,0:09:35.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,kojima neće biti omogućene takve prilike. Dialogue: 0,0:09:35.60,0:09:37.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Blagoslovljen sam što radim s nevjerojatnim Dialogue: 0,0:09:37.40,0:09:40.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ljudima, Dialogue: 0,0:09:40.08,0:09:41.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,pomažući drugima u resocijalizaciji, Dialogue: 0,0:09:41.85,0:09:46.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a jedan od njih je \Nmoj prijatelj Calvin Evans. Dialogue: 0,0:09:46.06,0:09:49.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Bio je u zatvoru 24 godine \Nradi zločina koji nije počinio. Dialogue: 0,0:09:49.02,0:09:52.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ima 45 godina. Trenutno ide na fakultet. Dialogue: 0,0:09:52.78,0:09:54.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Jedna od stvari o kojima smo pričali Dialogue: 0,0:09:54.51,0:09:56.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,su tri stvari koje smatram bitnima Dialogue: 0,0:09:56.22,0:09:57.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,u svojoj osobnoj preobrazbi. Dialogue: 0,0:09:57.84,0:09:59.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Prva je priznanje. Dialogue: 0,0:09:59.78,0:10:02.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Morao sam priznati \Nda sam povrijedio druge. Dialogue: 0,0:10:02.20,0:10:05.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Trebao sam priznati i \Nda sam ja bio povrijeđen. Dialogue: 0,0:10:05.00,0:10:07.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Druga je isprika. Dialogue: 0,0:10:07.42,0:10:09.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Morao sam se ispričati \Nljudima koje sam povrijedio. Dialogue: 0,0:10:09.57,0:10:11.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Iako nisam očekivao da će je prihvatiti, Dialogue: 0,0:10:11.64,0:10:14.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,bilo je bitno da to napravim \Njer je to bilo ispravno. Dialogue: 0,0:10:14.40,0:10:17.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,No, trebao sam se i sam sebi ispričati. Dialogue: 0,0:10:17.35,0:10:20.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Treća je okajanje. Dialogue: 0,0:10:20.17,0:10:21.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Za mene je kajanje značilo Dialogue: 0,0:10:21.85,0:10:23.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,povratak u svoju zajednicu Dialogue: 0,0:10:23.45,0:10:24.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i rad s ugroženom mladeži Dialogue: 0,0:10:24.99,0:10:26.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,koja je bila na istom putu kao i ja, Dialogue: 0,0:10:26.79,0:10:30.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ali i to da budem jedno sam sa sobom. Dialogue: 0,0:10:30.53,0:10:32.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Kroz svoje iskustvo zatvora, Dialogue: 0,0:10:32.29,0:10:34.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,jedna od stvari koje sam otkrio je ovo: Dialogue: 0,0:10:34.48,0:10:35.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,većina ljudi Dialogue: 0,0:10:35.69,0:10:39.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,koja su zatvorena mogu biti iskupljena, Dialogue: 0,0:10:39.11,0:10:40.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i činjenica je da će se Dialogue: 0,0:10:40.37,0:10:42.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,90 posto ljudi koji služe kaznu u zatvoru Dialogue: 0,0:10:42.72,0:10:45.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,jednog dana vratiti u zajednicu, Dialogue: 0,0:10:45.41,0:10:47.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a mi imamo udjela u odluci kakvi će se Dialogue: 0,0:10:47.33,0:10:50.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ljudi vratiti u našu zajednicu. Dialogue: 0,0:10:50.94,0:10:53.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Moja je želja danas Dialogue: 0,0:10:53.56,0:10:57.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,da prihvatimo Dialogue: 0,0:10:57.21,0:10:59.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,suosjećajniji pristup Dialogue: 0,0:10:59.36,0:11:02.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,tome kako se nosimo s masama \Nkoje služe zatvorsku kaznu, Dialogue: 0,0:11:02.58,0:11:03.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,da se riješimo Dialogue: 0,0:11:03.72,0:11:06.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"treba ih zatvoriti za \Nvijeke vjekova" mentaliteta, Dialogue: 0,0:11:06.04,0:11:09.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,jer je dokazano da ne funkcionira. Dialogue: 0,0:11:09.96,0:11:12.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Moje putovanje je jedinstveno, Dialogue: 0,0:11:12.41,0:11:15.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,no ne mora biti tako. Dialogue: 0,0:11:15.08,0:11:17.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Bilo tko može doživjeti preobrazbu Dialogue: 0,0:11:17.48,0:11:20.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ako za takvo što stvorimo mogućnost. Dialogue: 0,0:11:20.32,0:11:22.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Zato vas danas tražim Dialogue: 0,0:11:22.09,0:11:23.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,da zamislite Dialogue: 0,0:11:23.79,0:11:26.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,svijet gdje ljudi Dialogue: 0,0:11:26.13,0:11:29.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,nisu taoci svoje prošlosti, Dialogue: 0,0:11:29.83,0:11:31.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,gdje prestupi i pogreške Dialogue: 0,0:11:31.26,0:11:34.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ne određuju osobu za cijeli život. Dialogue: 0,0:11:34.03,0:11:37.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Mislim da kolektivno možemo \Nstvoriti takvu stvarnost, Dialogue: 0,0:11:37.22,0:11:38.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,i nadam se da ćete to i napraviti. Dialogue: 0,0:11:38.92,0:11:40.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Hvala. Dialogue: 0,0:11:40.69,0:11:43.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Pljesak)