1 00:00:09,983 --> 00:00:13,871 I've come to talk to you about addiction, the power of addiction, 2 00:00:13,871 --> 00:00:16,679 but also addiction to power. 3 00:00:16,679 --> 00:00:19,967 As a medical doctor, I work in Vancouver, Canada, 4 00:00:19,967 --> 00:00:22,658 and I have worked with some very, very addicted people. 5 00:00:22,658 --> 00:00:26,091 People who use heroin, they inject cocaine, 6 00:00:26,091 --> 00:00:31,584 they drink alcohol, crystal meth and every drug known to man. 7 00:00:31,584 --> 00:00:33,387 And these people suffer. 8 00:00:33,387 --> 00:00:38,310 If the success of a doctor is to be measured by how long his patients live, 9 00:00:38,310 --> 00:00:39,900 then I am a failure 10 00:00:39,900 --> 00:00:43,860 because my patients die very young, relatively speaking. 11 00:00:43,860 --> 00:00:47,553 They die of HIV, they die of hepatitis C, 12 00:00:47,553 --> 00:00:50,206 they die of infections of their heart valves, 13 00:00:50,206 --> 00:00:53,887 they die of infections of their brains, of their spines, 14 00:00:53,887 --> 00:00:56,198 of their hearts, of their bloodstream. 15 00:00:56,198 --> 00:01:02,390 They die of suicide, of overdose, of violence, of accidental deaths. 16 00:01:02,390 --> 00:01:06,251 And if you look at them, you call to mind 17 00:01:06,251 --> 00:01:10,402 the words of the great Egyptian novelist, Naguib Mahvouz, who wrote: 18 00:01:10,402 --> 00:01:15,445 "Nothing records the effects of a sad life as graphically as the human body." 19 00:01:15,445 --> 00:01:17,392 Because these people lose everything. 20 00:01:17,392 --> 00:01:20,314 They lose their health, they lose their beauty, 21 00:01:20,314 --> 00:01:23,736 they lose their teeth, they lose their wealth, 22 00:01:23,736 --> 00:01:25,905 they lose human relationships 23 00:01:25,905 --> 00:01:28,504 and, in the end, they often lose their lives. 24 00:01:28,504 --> 00:01:31,503 And yet, nothing shakes them from their addiction. 25 00:01:31,503 --> 00:01:34,708 Nothing can force them to give up their addiction. 26 00:01:34,708 --> 00:01:38,715 The addictions are powerful and the question is: why? 27 00:01:38,715 --> 00:01:40,856 And as one of my patients said to me: 28 00:01:40,856 --> 00:01:45,387 "I'm not afraid of dying," he said, "I'm more afraid of living." 29 00:01:45,387 --> 00:01:50,538 And the question we have to ask is: Why are people afraid of life? 30 00:01:50,538 --> 00:01:53,529 And, if you want to understand addiction, 31 00:01:53,529 --> 00:01:56,043 you can't look at what's wrong with the addiction; 32 00:01:56,043 --> 00:01:57,993 you have to look at what's right about it. 33 00:01:57,993 --> 00:02:00,910 In other words, what's the person getting from the addiction? 34 00:02:00,910 --> 00:02:03,730 What are they getting that otherwise they don't have? 35 00:02:03,730 --> 00:02:07,880 What addicts get is relief from pain, 36 00:02:07,880 --> 00:02:12,661 what they get is a sense of peace, a sense of control, 37 00:02:12,661 --> 00:02:16,192 a sense of calmness, very, very temporarily. 38 00:02:16,192 --> 00:02:19,986 And the question is why are these qualities missing from their lives, 39 00:02:19,986 --> 00:02:22,210 what happened to them? 40 00:02:22,210 --> 00:02:27,574 If you look at drugs like heroin, like morphine, like codeine, 41 00:02:27,574 --> 00:02:31,514 if you look at cocaine, if you look at alcohol, 42 00:02:31,514 --> 00:02:33,754 these are all painkillers. 43 00:02:33,754 --> 00:02:36,306 In one way or another, they all soothe pain. 44 00:02:36,306 --> 00:02:38,643 And that's why the real question in addiction 45 00:02:38,643 --> 00:02:42,570 is not, "Why the addiction?," but, "Why the pain?" 46 00:02:42,570 --> 00:02:46,009 Now, I just finished reading the biography of Keith Richards, 47 00:02:46,009 --> 00:02:48,468 the guitarist for the Rolling Stones 48 00:02:48,468 --> 00:02:51,322 and, as you probably know, everybody is still surprised 49 00:02:51,322 --> 00:02:53,696 that Richards is still alive today, 50 00:02:53,696 --> 00:02:57,031 because he was a heavy-duty heroine addict for a long time. 51 00:02:57,031 --> 00:03:00,710 And in his biography, he writes that the addiction 52 00:03:00,710 --> 00:03:05,019 was all about looking for oblivion, looking for forgetting. 53 00:03:05,019 --> 00:03:08,215 He said, "The contortions that we go through 54 00:03:08,215 --> 00:03:11,751 just not to be ourselves for a few hours." 55 00:03:11,751 --> 00:03:14,217 And I understand that very well myself, 56 00:03:14,217 --> 00:03:16,907 because I know that discomfort with myself, 57 00:03:16,907 --> 00:03:20,297 I know that discomfort being in my own skin, 58 00:03:20,297 --> 00:03:24,147 I know that desire to escape from my own mind. 59 00:03:24,147 --> 00:03:29,709 The great British psychiatrist R.D. Laing said 60 00:03:29,709 --> 00:03:32,551 that there are three things that people are afraid of. 61 00:03:32,551 --> 00:03:37,953 They are afraid of death, of other people and of their own minds. 62 00:03:37,953 --> 00:03:42,183 For a long time in my life, I wanted to distract myself from my own mind, 63 00:03:42,183 --> 00:03:44,333 because I was afraid to be alone with it. 64 00:03:44,333 --> 00:03:46,284 And how would I distract myself? 65 00:03:46,284 --> 00:03:50,951 Well, I've never used drugs, but I've distracted myself through work, 66 00:03:50,951 --> 00:03:53,968 and throwing myself into activities. 67 00:03:53,968 --> 00:03:57,421 And I've distracted myself through shopping; 68 00:03:57,421 --> 00:04:01,694 in my case, for classical compact music, classical compact discs. 69 00:04:01,694 --> 00:04:03,851 But I've been a real addict that way. 70 00:04:03,851 --> 00:04:06,968 One week, I spent 8,000 dollars on classical compact discs, 71 00:04:06,968 --> 00:04:08,487 not because I wanted to, 72 00:04:08,487 --> 00:04:11,636 but because I couldn't help going back to the store. 73 00:04:11,636 --> 00:04:14,707 And as a medical doctor, I used to deliver a lot of babies. 74 00:04:14,707 --> 00:04:16,870 And once I left a woman in labor in hospital 75 00:04:16,870 --> 00:04:22,073 to get a classical piece of music. 76 00:04:22,073 --> 00:04:25,758 I still could have made it back to the hospital on time, 77 00:04:25,758 --> 00:04:28,007 but once in the store you can't leave, 78 00:04:28,007 --> 00:04:32,536 because there are these evil classical music dealers in the aisles: 79 00:04:32,536 --> 00:04:36,620 "Hey buddy, have you listened to the latest Mozart symphony cycle?" 80 00:04:36,620 --> 00:04:38,314 "You haven't? Well..." 81 00:04:38,314 --> 00:04:40,360 So I missed the delivery of that baby, 82 00:04:40,360 --> 00:04:42,546 and I came home and I lied to my wife about it. 83 00:04:42,546 --> 00:04:46,960 Like any addict, I would lie about it and I would ignore my own children 84 00:04:46,960 --> 00:04:49,854 because of my obsession with work and with music. 85 00:04:49,854 --> 00:04:53,098 So I know what that escape from the self is like. 86 00:04:53,098 --> 00:04:54,984 My definition of addiction 87 00:04:54,984 --> 00:05:01,270 is any behavior that gives you temporary relief, temporary pleasure, 88 00:05:01,270 --> 00:05:05,356 but in the long term causes harm, has some negative consequences 89 00:05:05,356 --> 00:05:09,325 and you can't give it up, despite those negative consequences. 90 00:05:09,325 --> 00:05:12,326 And from that perspective, you can understand 91 00:05:12,326 --> 00:05:16,077 that there are many, many addictions. 92 00:05:16,077 --> 00:05:17,966 Yes, there is the addiction to drugs, 93 00:05:17,966 --> 00:05:21,055 but there is also the addiction to consumerism, 94 00:05:21,055 --> 00:05:25,697 there is the addiction to sex, to the internet, 95 00:05:25,697 --> 00:05:29,179 to shopping, to food. 96 00:05:29,959 --> 00:05:33,243 The Buddhists have this idea of the hungry ghosts. 97 00:05:33,243 --> 00:05:36,703 The hungry ghosts are creatures with large empty bellies 98 00:05:36,703 --> 00:05:39,573 and small, scrawny necks and tiny little mouths, 99 00:05:39,573 --> 00:05:41,527 so they can never get enough, 100 00:05:41,527 --> 00:05:43,911 they can never fill this emptiness on the inside. 101 00:05:43,911 --> 00:05:46,557 And we are all hungry ghosts in this society, 102 00:05:46,557 --> 00:05:48,253 we all have this emptiness, 103 00:05:48,253 --> 00:05:52,419 and so many of us are trying to fill that emptiness from the outside 104 00:05:52,419 --> 00:05:57,101 and the addiction is all about trying to fill that emptiness from the outside. 105 00:05:57,851 --> 00:06:03,275 Now, if you want to ask the question of why people are in pain, 106 00:06:03,275 --> 00:06:05,714 you can't look at their genetics. 107 00:06:06,004 --> 00:06:08,203 You have to look at their lives. 108 00:06:08,203 --> 00:06:11,791 And in the case of my patients, my highly addicted patients, 109 00:06:11,791 --> 00:06:14,339 it's very clear why they are in pain. 110 00:06:14,339 --> 00:06:16,675 Because they have been abused all of their lives, 111 00:06:16,675 --> 00:06:18,941 they began life as abused children. 112 00:06:18,941 --> 00:06:22,529 All of the women I have worked with over a 12-year period, hundreds of them, 113 00:06:22,529 --> 00:06:24,977 they had all been sexually abused as children. 114 00:06:24,977 --> 00:06:26,955 And the men had been traumatized as well. 115 00:06:26,955 --> 00:06:30,255 The men had been sexually abused, neglected, 116 00:06:30,255 --> 00:06:32,908 physically abused, abandoned 117 00:06:32,908 --> 00:06:36,441 and emotionally hurt over and over again. 118 00:06:36,441 --> 00:06:38,029 And that's why the pain. 119 00:06:38,029 --> 00:06:42,217 And there is something else here too: the human brain. 120 00:06:42,217 --> 00:06:45,443 The human brains itself, as you've heard already, 121 00:06:45,443 --> 00:06:47,879 develops an interaction with the environment. 122 00:06:47,879 --> 00:06:49,916 It's not just genetically programed. 123 00:06:49,916 --> 00:06:53,081 So the kind of environment that a child has 124 00:06:53,081 --> 00:06:56,786 will actually shape the development of the brain. 125 00:06:56,786 --> 00:07:00,591 Now, I can tell you about two experiments with mice. 126 00:07:00,591 --> 00:07:03,932 You take a little mouse and you put food in its mouth 127 00:07:03,932 --> 00:07:07,273 and he'll eat it and enjoy it and swallow it, 128 00:07:07,273 --> 00:07:10,614 but if you put the food down a few inches away from his nose, 129 00:07:10,614 --> 00:07:12,781 he will not move to eat it; 130 00:07:12,781 --> 00:07:16,318 he will actually starve to death rather than eat. 131 00:07:16,318 --> 00:07:17,567 Why? 132 00:07:17,567 --> 00:07:21,741 Because, genetically, they knocked out the receptors for a chemical in the brain 133 00:07:21,741 --> 00:07:23,275 called dopamine. 134 00:07:23,275 --> 00:07:26,131 Dopamine is the incentive and motivation chemical. 135 00:07:26,131 --> 00:07:29,366 Dopamine flows whenever we are motivated, 136 00:07:29,366 --> 00:07:33,081 excited, vital, vibrant, curious about something, 137 00:07:33,081 --> 00:07:35,526 when we are seeking food or a sexual partner. 138 00:07:35,526 --> 00:07:37,888 Without the dopamine, we have no motivation. 139 00:07:37,888 --> 00:07:39,775 Now what do you think the addict gets? 140 00:07:39,775 --> 00:07:41,516 When the addict shoots cocaine, 141 00:07:41,516 --> 00:07:44,647 when the addict shoots crystal meth or almost any drug, 142 00:07:44,647 --> 00:07:47,140 they get a hit of dopamine in their brain. 143 00:07:47,140 --> 00:07:48,625 And the question is, 144 00:07:48,625 --> 00:07:52,370 what happened to their brains in the first place? 145 00:07:52,370 --> 00:07:55,546 Because it's a myth that drugs are addictive. 146 00:07:55,546 --> 00:07:57,656 Drugs are not by themselves addictive, 147 00:07:57,656 --> 00:08:00,866 because most people who try most drugs never become addicted. 148 00:08:00,866 --> 00:08:02,260 So the question is, 149 00:08:02,260 --> 00:08:05,174 why are some people vulnerable to being addicted? 150 00:08:05,174 --> 00:08:08,439 Just like food is not addictive, but to some people it is; 151 00:08:08,439 --> 00:08:11,115 shopping is not addictive, but to some people it is; 152 00:08:11,115 --> 00:08:13,831 television is not addictive, but to some people it is. 153 00:08:13,831 --> 00:08:17,008 So the question is, why this susceptibility? 154 00:08:19,247 --> 00:08:21,611 There's another little experiment with mice 155 00:08:21,611 --> 00:08:23,503 where infant mice, 156 00:08:23,503 --> 00:08:27,655 if they are separated from their mothers will not cry for their mothers. 157 00:08:27,655 --> 00:08:29,449 Now what would that mean in the wild? 158 00:08:29,449 --> 00:08:30,837 It means that they would die, 159 00:08:30,837 --> 00:08:34,205 because only the mother protects the child's life and nurtures the child. 160 00:08:34,205 --> 00:08:35,253 And why? 161 00:08:35,253 --> 00:08:38,385 Because genetically they knocked out the receptors, 162 00:08:38,385 --> 00:08:42,497 the chemical binding sites in the brain, for endorphins 163 00:08:42,497 --> 00:08:46,960 and endorphins are indigenous morphine-like substances; 164 00:08:46,960 --> 00:08:50,130 endorphins are our own natural painkillers. 165 00:08:50,130 --> 00:08:56,130 What morphine or endorphins also do is they make possible the experience of love; 166 00:08:56,130 --> 00:08:59,262 they make possible the experience of attachment to the parent 167 00:08:59,262 --> 00:09:01,564 and the parents' attachment to the child. 168 00:09:01,564 --> 00:09:05,180 So these little mice without endorphin receptors in their brains 169 00:09:05,180 --> 00:09:07,366 will naturally not call for their mothers. 170 00:09:07,366 --> 00:09:08,694 In other words, 171 00:09:08,694 --> 00:09:14,352 the addiction to these drugs and of course the heroine and the morphine, 172 00:09:14,352 --> 00:09:17,894 what they do is they act on the endorphin system; 173 00:09:17,894 --> 00:09:19,966 that's why they work. 174 00:09:19,966 --> 00:09:23,045 And so, the question is, 175 00:09:23,045 --> 00:09:27,354 what happens to people that they need these chemicals from the outside? 176 00:09:27,354 --> 00:09:30,411 Well, what happens to them is, when they are abused as children, 177 00:09:30,411 --> 00:09:32,738 those circuits don't develop. 178 00:09:33,768 --> 00:09:36,372 When you don't have love and connection in your life, 179 00:09:36,372 --> 00:09:37,926 when you are very, very young, 180 00:09:37,926 --> 00:09:41,872 then those important brain circuits just don't develop properly. 181 00:09:41,872 --> 00:09:46,406 And under conditions of abuse, things just don't develop properly 182 00:09:46,406 --> 00:09:51,599 and their brains then are susceptible when they do the drugs. 183 00:09:51,599 --> 00:09:54,484 Now they feel normal, now they feel pain relief, 184 00:09:54,484 --> 00:09:56,069 now they feel love. 185 00:09:56,069 --> 00:10:00,116 And as one patient said to me: "When I first did heroine," she said, 186 00:10:00,116 --> 00:10:05,284 "it felt like a warm soft hug, just like a mother hugging her baby." 187 00:10:06,410 --> 00:10:12,738 Now, I've had that same emptiness, not to the same degree as my patients. 188 00:10:12,738 --> 00:10:16,883 What happened to me is that I was born in Budapest, Hungary, 189 00:10:16,883 --> 00:10:19,358 in 1944, to Jewish parents, 190 00:10:19,358 --> 00:10:22,054 just before the Germans occupied Hungary. 191 00:10:22,054 --> 00:10:25,759 And you know what happened to the Jewish people in Eastern Europe. 192 00:10:25,759 --> 00:10:29,857 And I was 2 months old when the German army moved into Budapest. 193 00:10:29,857 --> 00:10:33,789 And the day after they did, my mother phoned the pediatrician 194 00:10:33,789 --> 00:10:35,053 and she said, 195 00:10:35,053 --> 00:10:38,747 "Would you please come and see Gabor because he is crying all the time." 196 00:10:38,747 --> 00:10:41,903 And the pediatrician said, "Of course, I will come to see him, 197 00:10:41,903 --> 00:10:45,515 but I should tell you, all of my Jewish babies are crying." 198 00:10:45,515 --> 00:10:46,787 Now why? 199 00:10:46,787 --> 00:10:51,089 What do babies know about Hitler or genocide or war? 200 00:10:51,089 --> 00:10:52,331 Nothing. 201 00:10:52,331 --> 00:10:55,728 What we were picking up on is the stresses and the terrors 202 00:10:55,728 --> 00:10:57,995 and the depression of our mothers 203 00:10:57,995 --> 00:11:02,522 and that actually shapes the child's brain. 204 00:11:02,522 --> 00:11:07,325 And of course, what happens then 205 00:11:07,325 --> 00:11:10,478 is I get the message that the world doesn't want me, 206 00:11:10,478 --> 00:11:12,584 because if my mother is not happy around me, 207 00:11:12,584 --> 00:11:15,340 she must not want me. 208 00:11:15,340 --> 00:11:17,886 Why do I become a workaholic later? 209 00:11:17,886 --> 00:11:21,281 Because if they don't want me, at least they are going to need me. 210 00:11:21,281 --> 00:11:24,691 And I'll be an important doctor and they are going to need me 211 00:11:24,691 --> 00:11:26,311 and that way I can make up 212 00:11:26,311 --> 00:11:29,361 for the feeling of not being wanted in the first place. 213 00:11:29,361 --> 00:11:31,123 And what does that mean? 214 00:11:31,123 --> 00:11:33,342 It means that I am working all the time, 215 00:11:33,342 --> 00:11:38,321 and when I am not working, I'm consumed by buying music. 216 00:11:38,321 --> 00:11:40,432 What message do my kids get? 217 00:11:40,432 --> 00:11:43,450 My kids get the same message that they are not wanted. 218 00:11:43,450 --> 00:11:46,503 And this is how we pass it on, we pass on the trauma, 219 00:11:46,503 --> 00:11:49,315 and we pass on the suffering, unconsciously, 220 00:11:49,315 --> 00:11:52,867 from one generation to the next. 221 00:11:52,867 --> 00:11:56,049 So obviously, there are many, many ways to fill this emptiness, 222 00:11:56,049 --> 00:11:59,382 and for each person, there is a different way of filling the emptiness, 223 00:11:59,382 --> 00:12:01,107 but the emptiness always goes back 224 00:12:01,107 --> 00:12:07,702 to what we didn't get when we were very small. 225 00:12:07,702 --> 00:12:11,097 And then we look at the drug addict and we say to the drug addict, 226 00:12:11,097 --> 00:12:13,546 "How can you possibly do this to yourself? 227 00:12:13,546 --> 00:12:17,121 How can you possibly inject this terrible substance into your body 228 00:12:17,121 --> 00:12:18,956 that may kill you?" 229 00:12:18,956 --> 00:12:21,053 But look at what we are doing to the earth. 230 00:12:21,053 --> 00:12:24,141 We are injecting all kinds of things into the atmosphere 231 00:12:24,141 --> 00:12:28,089 and the oceans and the environment 232 00:12:28,089 --> 00:12:30,488 that is killing us, that's killing the earth. 233 00:12:30,488 --> 00:12:33,131 Now which addiction is greater? 234 00:12:33,131 --> 00:12:36,191 The addiction to oil? Or to consumerism? 235 00:12:36,191 --> 00:12:38,499 Which causes the greater harm? 236 00:12:38,499 --> 00:12:40,481 And yet we judge the drug addict 237 00:12:40,481 --> 00:12:43,562 because we actually see that they are just like us 238 00:12:43,562 --> 00:12:45,213 and we don't like that. 239 00:12:45,213 --> 00:12:48,672 So we say, "You are different from us, you are worse than we are." 240 00:12:48,672 --> 00:12:54,111 (Applause) 241 00:12:55,831 --> 00:13:00,730 On the plane to São Paulo and Rio de Janeiro, 242 00:13:00,730 --> 00:13:04,059 I was reading the New York Times, on June 9th, 243 00:13:04,059 --> 00:13:06,220 and there was an article about Brazil 244 00:13:06,220 --> 00:13:10,199 and the article was about a man called Nísio Gomes, 245 00:13:10,199 --> 00:13:14,178 a leader of the Guarani people in the Amazon, 246 00:13:14,178 --> 00:13:18,628 who was killed last November and you probably heard about him. 247 00:13:18,628 --> 00:13:21,919 And he was killed because he was protecting his people 248 00:13:21,919 --> 00:13:25,210 from the big farmers and the companies 249 00:13:25,210 --> 00:13:28,613 that are taking over the rainforest and destroying the rainforest 250 00:13:28,613 --> 00:13:32,410 and that are destroying the habitat of the native Indian people here in Brazil. 251 00:13:32,410 --> 00:13:36,342 And I can tell you that coming from Canada the same thing has happened over there. 252 00:13:36,342 --> 00:13:39,731 And many of my patients are actually First Nation's Indian people, 253 00:13:39,731 --> 00:13:43,503 native Indian people in Canada, and they are heavily addicted. 254 00:13:43,503 --> 00:13:47,085 They make up a small percentage of the population, 255 00:13:47,085 --> 00:13:50,296 but they make up a large percentage of the people in jail, 256 00:13:50,296 --> 00:13:51,667 the people who are addicted, 257 00:13:51,667 --> 00:13:53,610 the people who are mentally ill, 258 00:13:53,610 --> 00:13:55,518 the people who commit suicide. Why? 259 00:13:55,518 --> 00:13:57,696 Because their lands were taken away from them, 260 00:13:57,696 --> 00:14:02,946 and because they were killed and abused for generations and generations. 261 00:14:02,946 --> 00:14:04,466 But the question I ask is, 262 00:14:04,466 --> 00:14:07,216 if you can understand the suffering of these native people 263 00:14:07,216 --> 00:14:11,768 and how that suffering makes them seek relief from pain in their addictions, 264 00:14:11,768 --> 00:14:14,017 what about the people who are perpetrating it? 265 00:14:14,017 --> 00:14:15,516 What are they addicted to? 266 00:14:15,516 --> 00:14:17,511 Well, they are addicted to power, 267 00:14:17,511 --> 00:14:19,421 they are addicted to wealth, 268 00:14:19,421 --> 00:14:21,201 they are addicted to acquisition. 269 00:14:21,201 --> 00:14:23,493 They want to make themselves bigger. 270 00:14:23,493 --> 00:14:26,310 And when I was trying to understand the addiction to power, 271 00:14:26,310 --> 00:14:28,977 I looked at some of the most powerful people in history. 272 00:14:28,977 --> 00:14:33,569 I looked at Alexander the Great, I looked at Napoleon, I looked at Hitler, 273 00:14:33,569 --> 00:14:35,862 I looked at Genghis Kahn, I looked at Stalin. 274 00:14:35,862 --> 00:14:38,705 It's very interesting when you look at these people. 275 00:14:38,705 --> 00:14:41,898 First of all, why did they need power so much? 276 00:14:41,898 --> 00:14:43,686 Interestingly enough, 277 00:14:43,686 --> 00:14:46,431 physically they were all very small people, 278 00:14:46,431 --> 00:14:52,216 my size or smaller; actually smaller. 279 00:14:52,216 --> 00:14:56,483 They came from outsiders, 280 00:14:56,483 --> 00:14:59,242 they were not part of the major population. 281 00:14:59,242 --> 00:15:04,153 Stalin was a Georgian, not a Russian; Napoleon was a Corsican, not a Frenchman; 282 00:15:06,043 --> 00:15:13,103 Alexander was a Macedonian, not a Greek; and Hitler was an Austrian, not a German. 283 00:15:13,683 --> 00:15:16,394 So a real sense of insecurity and inferiority. 284 00:15:16,394 --> 00:15:19,704 And they needed power to feel okay in themselves, 285 00:15:19,704 --> 00:15:21,304 to make themselves bigger, 286 00:15:21,304 --> 00:15:24,606 and in order to get that power, they were quite willing to fight wars 287 00:15:24,606 --> 00:15:28,414 and to kill a lot of people, just to maintain that power. 288 00:15:29,354 --> 00:15:32,363 I'm not saying that only small people can be power-hungry 289 00:15:32,363 --> 00:15:34,923 but it is interesting to look at these examples, 290 00:15:34,923 --> 00:15:38,573 because power, the addiction to power, is always about the emptiness 291 00:15:38,573 --> 00:15:40,753 that you try and fill from the outside. 292 00:15:40,753 --> 00:15:45,217 And Napoleon, even in exile on the island of St. Helena, 293 00:15:45,217 --> 00:15:49,669 after he lost his power, he said, "I love power, I love power." 294 00:15:49,669 --> 00:15:52,906 He couldn't think of himself without power. 295 00:15:52,906 --> 00:15:56,953 He had no sense of himself without being powerful externally. 296 00:15:56,953 --> 00:16:01,049 And that's very interesting when you compare it to people 297 00:16:01,049 --> 00:16:03,465 like the Buddha or Jesus, 298 00:16:03,465 --> 00:16:05,913 because if you look at the story about Jesus and Buddha, 299 00:16:05,913 --> 00:16:08,535 both of them were tempted by the devil 300 00:16:08,535 --> 00:16:14,307 and one of the things that the devil offers them is power, earthly power, 301 00:16:14,307 --> 00:16:16,510 and they both say no. 302 00:16:16,510 --> 00:16:18,333 Now why do they say no? 303 00:16:18,333 --> 00:16:23,504 They say no because they have the power inside of themselves, 304 00:16:23,504 --> 00:16:25,525 they don't need it from the outside. 305 00:16:25,525 --> 00:16:28,688 And they both say no because they don't want to control people, 306 00:16:28,688 --> 00:16:30,463 they want to teach people. 307 00:16:30,463 --> 00:16:35,685 They want to teach people by example and by soft words, 308 00:16:35,685 --> 00:16:41,477 and by wisdom, not through force; so they refuse power. 309 00:16:41,477 --> 00:16:44,392 And it's very interesting what they say about that. 310 00:16:46,292 --> 00:16:53,484 Jesus says that the power and the reality is not outside of yourself but inside. 311 00:16:53,484 --> 00:16:56,527 He says the Kingdom of God is within. 312 00:16:57,377 --> 00:17:01,359 And the Buddha, before he dies and his monks are mourning and crying 313 00:17:01,359 --> 00:17:02,691 and they are all upset, 314 00:17:02,691 --> 00:17:06,214 he says, "Don't mourn me," he says, "And don't worship me. 315 00:17:06,214 --> 00:17:12,854 Find a lamp inside yourself, be a lamp unto yourselves, find a light within." 316 00:17:12,854 --> 00:17:16,918 And so as we look this difficult world with the loss of the environment 317 00:17:16,918 --> 00:17:21,970 and global warming and the depredations in the oceans, 318 00:17:21,970 --> 00:17:25,032 let's not look to the people in power to change things, 319 00:17:25,032 --> 00:17:28,756 because the people in power, I'm afraid to say, are very often 320 00:17:28,756 --> 00:17:31,299 some of the emptiest people in the world 321 00:17:31,299 --> 00:17:33,392 and they are not going to change things for us. 322 00:17:33,392 --> 00:17:35,838 We have to find that light within ourselves, 323 00:17:35,838 --> 00:17:38,356 we have to find the light within communities 324 00:17:38,356 --> 00:17:41,814 and within our own wisdom and our own creativity. 325 00:17:41,814 --> 00:17:45,012 We can't wait for the people in power to make things better for us, 326 00:17:45,012 --> 00:17:48,972 because they are never going to, not unless we make them. 327 00:17:53,022 --> 00:17:58,494 They say that human nature is competitive, that human nature is aggressive, 328 00:17:58,494 --> 00:18:00,489 that human nature is selfish. 329 00:18:00,489 --> 00:18:03,964 It's just the opposite; human nature is actually cooperative, 330 00:18:03,964 --> 00:18:09,499 human nature is actually generous, human nature is actually community-minded. 331 00:18:09,499 --> 00:18:13,614 What we see here at this conference with people sharing information, 332 00:18:13,614 --> 00:18:17,289 people receiving information, people committed to the better world, 333 00:18:17,289 --> 00:18:19,084 that's actually human nature. 334 00:18:19,084 --> 00:18:20,626 And what I am saying to you is, 335 00:18:20,626 --> 00:18:23,825 if you find that light within, if you find your own nature, 336 00:18:23,825 --> 00:18:25,714 then we will be kinder to ourselves 337 00:18:25,714 --> 00:18:27,675 and we will also be kinder to nature. 338 00:18:27,675 --> 00:18:28,957 Thank you. 339 00:18:28,957 --> 00:18:32,408 (Cheers) (Applause)