0:00:02.490,0:00:07.494 THINGS YOU THINK 0:00:07.764,0:00:12.064 WHEN LIFE DEPARTS 0:00:16.444,0:00:19.343 There was a dog that I was really fond of. 0:00:20.798,0:00:22.880 When they told me that he died, 0:00:22.880,0:00:24.490 I cried a lot after that. 0:00:30.752,0:00:34.022 When you die, first you feel all floppy. 0:00:35.513,0:00:37.253 Then, you go stiff. 0:00:49.766,0:00:52.268 Everybody dies at one point or another. 0:00:52.728,0:00:54.915 There's an illness called cancer. 0:00:54.915,0:00:57.295 You can die very quickly from it. 0:00:59.520,0:01:01.930 It must be very powerful or something. 0:01:04.263,0:01:07.983 Babies don't really die a lot,[br]only when you grow up. 0:01:10.515,0:01:13.545 You just get too old for your age,[br]and you die. 0:01:13.589,0:01:17.499 But babies don't die much,[br]so your brother might not die.[br] 0:01:18.424,0:01:21.534 When they told me [br]my little brother had died... 0:01:21.534,0:01:25.249 ...I thought they were just joking[br]and having a bit of fun. 0:01:27.974,0:01:30.974 When I held him, he was freezing cold. 0:01:31.782,0:01:34.562 Then I realized that he was dead. 0:01:36.560,0:01:38.960 When they put him into the coffin... 0:01:39.800,0:01:44.277 ...it made me cry a lot because[br]I had to say good-bye. 0:01:53.498,0:01:56.558 I believe in life after death, definitely. 0:01:59.778,0:02:02.022 When you're lying in your coffin... 0:02:02.022,0:02:04.042 ...it's like you wake up again. 0:02:06.764,0:02:08.674 There's a lift beside you. 0:02:10.769,0:02:13.199 You step into this lift... 0:02:14.652,0:02:16.712 ...and you go up, up into heaven. 0:02:22.025,0:02:24.025 Imagine you're in a tunnel. 0:02:24.478,0:02:25.758 You walk through it. 0:02:27.255,0:02:29.755 There's a huge city in front of you. 0:02:53.410,0:02:55.244 You might meet your granny...[br] 0:02:56.534,0:02:59.504 ...or granddad that died in 1939. 0:03:03.733,0:03:06.253 I think you can't really walk up there. 0:03:07.965,0:03:10.294 I think God gives you special feet... 0:03:10.294,0:03:12.464 ...to walk around up there. 0:03:12.747,0:03:14.364 There's this big cloud... 0:03:14.364,0:03:16.900 ...where you can play football, like me. 0:03:26.756,0:03:31.226 I think if you're buried up in heaven,[br]you drop straight down to Earth. 0:03:31.753,0:03:35.013 I think that when you die,[br]you lie there and rot. 0:03:35.568,0:03:38.288 Then your soul flies up to heaven.[br] 0:03:38.638,0:03:41.793 Or maybe down to the devil,[br]if you've been bad. 0:03:44.023,0:03:47.253 There's really a lot of embers[br]and fire and lava. 0:03:47.945,0:03:52.945 Hell is deep down in the Earth's core,[br]and there's a lot of lava. 0:04:01.754,0:04:02.984 It's horrible. 0:04:05.489,0:04:08.779 When you're in hell, [br]the devil locks you in a cage. 0:04:09.875,0:04:11.395 You cry out for help.[br] 0:04:13.255,0:04:15.785 He pulls a lever, and everything goes... 0:04:15.785,0:04:17.013 ....poof. 0:04:17.211,0:04:19.640 The devil and God both want a person... 0:04:19.650,0:04:21.710 ...but it's best to go up to God. 0:04:29.664,0:04:33.664 I think God looks like a very old king. 0:04:38.310,0:04:42.016 Maybe his brain has been cut up[br]into thousands of pieces. 0:04:43.897,0:04:46.377 I don't know how many people [br]are in the world... 0:04:46.377,0:04:53.277 ...but one of the pieces thinks about you,[br]and another thinks about someone else. 0:04:55.003,0:04:56.763 I don't think there's a God. 0:04:58.001,0:05:02.761 I was screaming all the time[br]because my head hurt so badly. 0:05:07.774,0:05:10.744 It's hard to decide what you want to do. 0:05:13.375,0:05:16.965 Whether to go to heaven,[br]or stay with your mum and dad. 0:05:18.938,0:05:22.511 You can say if you'd rather go up there[br]and be better... 0:05:22.922,0:05:25.742 ...or stay down here and live your life. 0:05:29.030,0:05:31.259 I went down to the water's edge. 0:05:31.259,0:05:33.749 I saw two clouds. 0:05:33.749,0:05:37.249 They looked like [br]my great-granny and granddad. 0:05:37.798,0:05:41.168 Another cloud came up from behind.[br] 0:05:41.978,0:05:43.500 It looked like a chair. 0:05:43.500,0:05:46.990 They were sitting on the chair,[br]waving to me. 0:05:47.223,0:05:49.603 Some people say[br]I'm just superstitious. 0:05:51.463,0:05:54.895 I think that when you die, [br]you can come back to life... 0:05:54.915,0:05:56.125 ...as a girl... 0:05:56.125,0:05:57.315 ...or a boy... 0:05:57.315,0:05:58.612 ...or a spider... 0:05:58.612,0:06:00.372 ...or a mouse. 0:06:01.572,0:06:02.991 Or something. 0:06:10.231,0:06:13.679 Maybe my brother could come back down... 0:06:13.679,0:06:15.089 ...as a duck. 0:06:15.959,0:06:17.539 I don't know, really. 0:06:17.758,0:06:20.738 And then I could keep him, maybe. 0:06:26.608,0:06:31.245 I put my hands together, [br]and I say "Please, please, God." 0:06:31.245,0:06:35.247 "Can I talk to my brother[br]for one minute? Amen." 0:06:38.501,0:06:42.249 Sometimes I dream about my little brother. 0:06:43.289,0:06:46.409 When he was really tiny,[br]I used to play with him. 0:06:46.409,0:06:48.509 I used to teach him how to walk. 0:06:48.509,0:06:50.966 I know it was a bit soon... 0:06:53.684,0:06:55.258 ...but that was fun. 0:06:56.951,0:07:01.751 I think a soul is a thing inside the body. 0:07:02.509,0:07:04.319 Like a ghost, really. 0:07:06.750,0:07:08.820 You can't live without a soul. 0:07:09.268,0:07:10.788 That's what I believe. 0:07:16.063,0:07:19.239 Your soul makes your heart beat. 0:07:20.253,0:07:22.783 Maybe that's what kills you...[br] 0:07:22.783,0:07:25.253 ...your soul getting weaker and weaker. 0:07:39.266,0:07:40.960 To tell you the truth... 0:07:41.350,0:07:43.370 ...I'm not that scared of dying. 0:07:43.370,0:07:46.350 Think of all the time I have left. 0:07:46.350,0:07:48.445 I'm not scared about it, not now.