WEBVTT 00:00:16.268 --> 00:00:19.048 There was a dog that I was really fond of. 00:00:20.798 --> 00:00:22.880 When they told me that he died, 00:00:22.880 --> 00:00:24.490 I cried a lot after that. 00:00:30.752 --> 00:00:34.022 When you die, first you feel all floppy. 00:00:35.513 --> 00:00:37.253 Then, you go stiff. 00:00:49.766 --> 00:00:52.268 Everybody dies at one point or another. 00:00:52.268 --> 00:00:54.915 There's an illness called cancer. 00:00:54.915 --> 00:00:57.295 You can die very quickly from it. 00:00:59.520 --> 00:01:01.930 It must be very powerful or something. 00:01:04.263 --> 00:01:07.983 Babies don't really die a lot, only when you grow up. 00:01:10.515 --> 00:01:13.545 You just get too old for your age, and you die. 00:01:13.589 --> 00:01:17.499 But babies don't die much, so your brother might not die. 00:01:18.424 --> 00:01:21.534 When they told me my little brother had died... 00:01:21.534 --> 00:01:25.539 ...I thought they were just joking and having a bit of fun. 00:01:28.254 --> 00:01:31.624 When I held him, he was freezing cold. 00:01:31.782 --> 00:01:34.562 Then I realized that he was dead. 00:01:36.930 --> 00:01:39.330 When they put him into the coffin... 00:01:39.330 --> 00:01:44.467 ...it made me cry a lot because I had to say good-bye. 00:01:53.498 --> 00:01:56.558 I believe in life after death, definitely. 00:01:59.778 --> 00:02:02.022 When you're lying in your coffin... 00:02:02.022 --> 00:02:04.042 ...it's like you wake up again. 00:02:06.764 --> 00:02:08.674 There's a lift beside you. 00:02:10.769 --> 00:02:13.199 You step into this lift... 00:02:15.172 --> 00:02:17.462 ...and you go up, up into heaven. 00:02:22.025 --> 00:02:24.025 Imagine you're in a tunnel. 00:02:24.478 --> 00:02:25.758 You walk through it. 00:02:27.255 --> 00:02:29.755 There's a huge city in front of you. 00:02:53.500 --> 00:02:55.244 You might meet your granny 00:02:56.534 --> 00:02:59.504 or granddad that died in 1939. 00:03:03.733 --> 00:03:06.253 I think you can't really walk up there. 00:03:07.965 --> 00:03:10.294 I think God gives you special feet... 00:03:10.294 --> 00:03:12.464 ...to walk around up there. 00:03:12.747 --> 00:03:14.364 There's this big cloud... 00:03:14.364 --> 00:03:16.980 ...where you can play football, like me. 00:03:26.756 --> 00:03:31.226 I think if you're buried up in heaven, you drop straight down to Earth. 00:03:31.753 --> 00:03:35.013 I think that when you die, you lie there and rot. 00:03:35.568 --> 00:03:38.248 Then your soul flies up to heaven. 00:03:38.928 --> 00:03:41.978 Or maybe down to the devil, if you've been bad. 00:03:44.023 --> 00:03:47.253 There's really a lot of embers and fire and lava. 00:03:47.945 --> 00:03:52.945 Hell is deep down in the Earth's core, and there's a lot of lava. 00:04:01.754 --> 00:04:02.984 It's horrible. 00:04:05.489 --> 00:04:08.779 When you're in hell, the devil locks you in a cage. 00:04:09.875 --> 00:04:11.395 You cry out for help. 00:04:13.255 --> 00:04:15.785 He pulls a lever, and everything goes... 00:04:15.785 --> 00:04:16.823 ....poof. 00:04:17.230 --> 00:04:19.750 The devil and God both want a person... 00:04:19.750 --> 00:04:21.710 ...but it's best to go up to God. 00:04:29.664 --> 00:04:33.664 I think God looks like a very old king. 00:04:38.310 --> 00:04:42.016 Maybe his brain has been cut up into thousands of pieces. 00:04:43.897 --> 00:04:46.377 I don't know how many people are in the world... 00:04:46.377 --> 00:04:53.277 ...but one of the pieces thinks about you, and another thinks about someone else. 00:04:55.003 --> 00:04:56.763 I don't think there's a God. 00:04:58.001 --> 00:05:02.761 I was screaming all the time because my head hurt so badly. 00:05:07.774 --> 00:05:10.744 It's hard to decide what you want to do. 00:05:13.375 --> 00:05:16.965 Whether to go to heaven, or stay with your mum and dad. 00:05:18.938 --> 00:05:22.511 You can see if you'd rather go up there and be better... 00:05:22.922 --> 00:05:25.742 ...or stay down here and live your life. 00:05:29.030 --> 00:05:33.500 I went down to the water's edge and saw two clouds. 00:05:33.749 --> 00:05:37.249 They looked like my great-granny and granddad. 00:05:37.798 --> 00:05:41.168 Another cloud came up from behind. 00:05:41.978 --> 00:05:43.500 It looked like a chair... NOTE Paragraph 00:05:43.500 --> 00:05:46.990 ...and they were sitting on the chair, waving to me. 00:05:47.223 --> 00:05:49.603 Some people say I'm just superstitious. 00:05:51.463 --> 00:05:54.895 I think that when you die, you can come back to life... 00:05:54.915 --> 00:05:56.125 ...as a girl... 00:05:56.125 --> 00:05:57.315 ...or a boy... 00:05:57.315 --> 00:05:58.612 ...or a spider... 00:05:58.612 --> 00:06:00.372 ...or a mouse. 00:06:01.572 --> 00:06:02.991 Or something. 00:06:10.231 --> 00:06:14.461 Maybe my brother could come back down as a duck. 00:06:15.959 --> 00:06:17.539 I don't know, really. 00:06:17.758 --> 00:06:20.738 And then I could keep him, maybe. 00:06:26.608 --> 00:06:31.245 I put my hands together, and I say "Please, please, God." 00:06:31.245 --> 00:06:35.247 "Can I talk to my brother for one minute? Amen." 00:06:38.501 --> 00:06:42.249 Sometimes I dream about my little brother. 00:06:43.289 --> 00:06:46.409 When he was really tiny, I used to play with him. 00:06:46.409 --> 00:06:48.509 I used to teach him how to walk. 00:06:48.509 --> 00:06:50.966 I know it was a bit soon... 00:06:53.684 --> 00:06:55.258 ...but that was fun. 00:06:56.951 --> 00:07:01.751 I think a soul is a thing inside the body. 00:07:02.509 --> 00:07:04.319 Like a ghost, really. 00:07:06.750 --> 00:07:08.820 You can't live without a soul. 00:07:09.268 --> 00:07:10.788 That's what I believe. 00:07:16.063 --> 00:07:19.239 Your soul makes your heart beat. 00:07:20.253 --> 00:07:25.473 Maybe that's what kills you, your soul getting weaker and weaker. 00:07:39.266 --> 00:07:40.960 To tell you the truth... 00:07:41.700 --> 00:07:43.700 ...I'm not that scared of dying. 00:07:43.700 --> 00:07:46.370 Think of all the time I have left. 00:07:46.370 --> 00:07:48.515 I'm not scared about it, not now.