1 00:00:16,268 --> 00:00:19,048 There was a dog that I was really fond of. 2 00:00:20,798 --> 00:00:22,880 When they told me that he died, 3 00:00:22,880 --> 00:00:24,490 I cried a lot after that. 4 00:00:30,752 --> 00:00:34,022 When you die, first you feel all floppy. 5 00:00:35,513 --> 00:00:37,253 Then, you go stiff. 6 00:00:49,766 --> 00:00:52,268 Everybody dies at one point or another. 7 00:00:52,268 --> 00:00:54,915 There's an illness called cancer. 8 00:00:54,915 --> 00:00:57,295 You can die very quickly from it. 9 00:00:59,520 --> 00:01:01,930 It must be very powerful or something. 10 00:01:04,263 --> 00:01:07,983 Babies don't really die a lot, only when you grow up. 11 00:01:10,515 --> 00:01:13,545 You just get too old for your age, and you die. 12 00:01:13,589 --> 00:01:17,499 But babies don't die much, so your brother might not die. 13 00:01:18,424 --> 00:01:21,534 When they told me my little brother had died... 14 00:01:21,534 --> 00:01:25,539 ...I thought they were just joking and having a bit of fun. 15 00:01:28,254 --> 00:01:31,624 When I held him, he was freezing cold. 16 00:01:31,782 --> 00:01:34,562 Then I realized that he was dead. 17 00:01:36,930 --> 00:01:39,330 When they put him into the coffin... 18 00:01:39,330 --> 00:01:44,467 ...it made me cry a lot because I had to say good-bye. 19 00:01:53,498 --> 00:01:56,558 I believe in life after death, definitely. 20 00:01:59,778 --> 00:02:02,022 When you're lying in your coffin... 21 00:02:02,022 --> 00:02:04,042 ...it's like you wake up again. 22 00:02:06,764 --> 00:02:08,674 There's a lift beside you. 23 00:02:10,769 --> 00:02:13,199 You step into this lift... 24 00:02:15,172 --> 00:02:17,462 ...and you go up, up into heaven. 25 00:02:22,025 --> 00:02:24,025 Imagine you're in a tunnel. 26 00:02:24,478 --> 00:02:25,758 You walk through it. 27 00:02:27,255 --> 00:02:29,755 There's a huge city in front of you. 28 00:02:53,500 --> 00:02:55,244 You might meet your granny 29 00:02:56,534 --> 00:02:59,504 or granddad that died in 1939. 30 00:03:03,733 --> 00:03:06,253 I think you can't really walk up there. 31 00:03:07,965 --> 00:03:10,294 I think God gives you special feet... 32 00:03:10,294 --> 00:03:12,464 ...to walk around up there. 33 00:03:12,747 --> 00:03:14,364 There's this big cloud... 34 00:03:14,364 --> 00:03:16,980 ...where you can play football, like me. 35 00:03:26,756 --> 00:03:31,226 I think if you're buried up in heaven, you drop straight down to Earth. 36 00:03:31,753 --> 00:03:35,013 I think that when you die, you lie there and rot. 37 00:03:35,568 --> 00:03:38,248 Then your soul flies up to heaven. 38 00:03:38,928 --> 00:03:41,978 Or maybe down to the devil, if you've been bad. 39 00:03:44,023 --> 00:03:47,253 There's really a lot of embers and fire and lava. 40 00:03:47,945 --> 00:03:52,945 Hell is deep down in the Earth's core, and there's a lot of lava. 41 00:04:01,754 --> 00:04:02,984 It's horrible. 42 00:04:05,489 --> 00:04:08,779 When you're in hell, the devil locks you in a cage. 43 00:04:09,875 --> 00:04:11,395 You cry out for help. 44 00:04:13,255 --> 00:04:15,785 He pulls a lever, and everything goes... 45 00:04:15,785 --> 00:04:16,823 ....poof. 46 00:04:17,230 --> 00:04:19,750 The devil and God both want a person... 47 00:04:19,750 --> 00:04:21,710 ...but it's best to go up to God. 48 00:04:29,664 --> 00:04:33,664 I think God looks like a very old king. 49 00:04:38,310 --> 00:04:42,016 Maybe his brain has been cut up into thousands of pieces. 50 00:04:43,897 --> 00:04:46,377 I don't know how many people are in the world... 51 00:04:46,377 --> 00:04:53,277 ...but one of the pieces thinks about you, and another thinks about someone else. 52 00:04:55,003 --> 00:04:56,763 I don't think there's a God. 53 00:04:58,001 --> 00:05:02,761 I was screaming all the time because my head hurt so badly. 54 00:05:07,774 --> 00:05:10,744 It's hard to decide what you want to do. 55 00:05:13,375 --> 00:05:16,965 Whether to go to heaven, or stay with your mum and dad. 56 00:05:18,938 --> 00:05:22,511 You can see if you'd rather go up there and be better... 57 00:05:22,922 --> 00:05:25,742 ...or stay down here and live your life. 58 00:05:29,030 --> 00:05:33,500 I went down to the water's edge and saw two clouds. 59 00:05:33,749 --> 00:05:37,249 They looked like my great-granny and granddad. 60 00:05:37,798 --> 00:05:41,168 Another cloud came up from behind. 61 00:05:41,978 --> 00:05:43,500 It looked like a chair... 62 00:05:43,500 --> 00:05:46,990 ...and they were sitting on the chair, waving to me. 63 00:05:47,223 --> 00:05:49,603 Some people say I'm just superstitious. 64 00:05:51,463 --> 00:05:54,895 I think that when you die, you can come back to life... 65 00:05:54,915 --> 00:05:56,125 ...as a girl... 66 00:05:56,125 --> 00:05:57,315 ...or a boy... 67 00:05:57,315 --> 00:05:58,612 ...or a spider... 68 00:05:58,612 --> 00:06:00,372 ...or a mouse. 69 00:06:01,572 --> 00:06:02,991 Or something. 70 00:06:10,231 --> 00:06:14,461 Maybe my brother could come back down as a duck. 71 00:06:15,959 --> 00:06:17,539 I don't know, really. 72 00:06:17,758 --> 00:06:20,738 And then I could keep him, maybe. 73 00:06:26,608 --> 00:06:31,245 I put my hands together, and I say "Please, please, God." 74 00:06:31,245 --> 00:06:35,247 "Can I talk to my brother for one minute? Amen." 75 00:06:38,501 --> 00:06:42,249 Sometimes I dream about my little brother. 76 00:06:43,289 --> 00:06:46,409 When he was really tiny, I used to play with him. 77 00:06:46,409 --> 00:06:48,509 I used to teach him how to walk. 78 00:06:48,509 --> 00:06:50,966 I know it was a bit soon... 79 00:06:53,684 --> 00:06:55,258 ...but that was fun. 80 00:06:56,951 --> 00:07:01,751 I think a soul is a thing inside the body. 81 00:07:02,509 --> 00:07:04,319 Like a ghost, really. 82 00:07:06,750 --> 00:07:08,820 You can't live without a soul. 83 00:07:09,268 --> 00:07:10,788 That's what I believe. 84 00:07:16,063 --> 00:07:19,239 Your soul makes your heart beat. 85 00:07:20,253 --> 00:07:25,473 Maybe that's what kills you, your soul getting weaker and weaker. 86 00:07:39,266 --> 00:07:40,960 To tell you the truth... 87 00:07:41,700 --> 00:07:43,700 ...I'm not that scared of dying. 88 00:07:43,700 --> 00:07:46,370 Think of all the time I have left. 89 00:07:46,370 --> 00:07:48,515 I'm not scared about it, not now.