[Script Info]
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[Events]
Format: Layer, Start, End, Style, Name, MarginL, MarginR, MarginV, Effect, Text
Dialogue: 0,0:00:00.62,0:00:03.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(waves crashing)
Dialogue: 0,0:00:19.06,0:00:21.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(brooding music)
Dialogue: 0,0:00:24.68,0:00:27.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(muffled shouting)
Dialogue: 0,0:00:27.39,0:00:30.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- I don't care about this dress!
Dialogue: 0,0:00:30.06,0:00:32.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You think I care about this dress?
Dialogue: 0,0:00:32.38,0:00:35.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(muffled shouting)
Dialogue: 0,0:00:41.48,0:00:45.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- [Zoe Voiceover] Sometimes\Nsomeone hurts you so bad.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:48.25,0:00:50.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- I don't think you understand me, do you?
Dialogue: 0,0:00:50.38,0:00:52.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don't think you understand me!
Dialogue: 0,0:00:52.50,0:00:54.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- [Zoe Voiceover] It stops hurting at all.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:02.48,0:01:05.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Until something makes you feel again.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:08.81,0:01:11.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And then it all comes back.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:13.41,0:01:14.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Every word.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:16.94,0:01:17.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Every hurt.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:20.50,0:01:21.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Every moment.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:23.78,0:01:26.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,How could you ever\Nunderstand where I come from?
Dialogue: 0,0:01:29.15,0:01:32.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Even if you ask, even if you listen,
Dialogue: 0,0:01:34.21,0:01:38.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you do not really hear, or see, or feel.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:41.23,0:01:43.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You don't remember my story.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:45.72,0:01:47.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You haven't walked my path.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:50.56,0:01:53.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You haven't seen what I've seen.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:53.02,0:01:55.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(waves crashing)
Dialogue: 0,0:02:03.71,0:02:06.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(somber music)
Dialogue: 0,0:02:18.02,0:02:19.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My past defines me.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:23.04,0:02:24.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This is who I am.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:29.78,0:02:30.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I am
Dialogue: 0,0:02:33.21,0:02:34.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,unseen,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:38.51,0:02:39.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,unheard,
Dialogue: 0,0:02:43.76,0:02:44.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,unwanted.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:49.70,0:02:53.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That is what I am, if even I am anything.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:00.13,0:03:02.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(sirens wailing)
Dialogue: 0,0:03:07.93,0:03:10.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(knocking on door)
Dialogue: 0,0:03:15.87,0:03:17.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- [Policeman] Police, get on the floor!
Dialogue: 0,0:03:17.95,0:03:21.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(muffled shouting)
Dialogue: 0,0:03:21.60,0:03:24.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(brooding music)
Dialogue: 0,0:03:45.04,0:03:46.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- [Zoe Voiceover] It\Nseemed like the same thing
Dialogue: 0,0:03:46.91,0:03:49.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that held me up, forced me down.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:50.75,0:03:55.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And the world turned upside\Ndown and order disappeared.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:58.80,0:04:01.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(baby crying)
Dialogue: 0,0:04:02.83,0:04:04.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Nothing was how it was supposed to be,
Dialogue: 0,0:04:08.78,0:04:10.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and a heavy sadness filled my soul.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:24.48,0:04:27.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(insects chirping)
Dialogue: 0,0:04:34.05,0:04:36.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(thunder rumbling)
Dialogue: 0,0:04:43.50,0:04:46.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(somber music)
Dialogue: 0,0:05:00.12,0:05:03.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Deeper and deeper I fell, within myself.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:05.26,0:05:07.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- [Woman] It's all fluffy and fuzzy.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:07.53,0:05:09.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- [Zoe Voiceover] And\Nnothing could trowel me out.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:10.92,0:05:13.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(baby crying)
Dialogue: 0,0:05:20.67,0:05:22.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Trapped in the misery of my life.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:27.23,0:05:29.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Lost in the sorrow of my soul.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:36.54,0:05:38.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Unable to see the light.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:41.37,0:05:43.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Unable to see the dawn.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:47.22,0:05:48.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,To feel.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:50.98,0:05:51.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,To hope.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:53.72,0:05:55.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- What are you doing taking my fruit?
Dialogue: 0,0:05:55.70,0:05:57.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- [Zoe Voiceover] To dream.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:12.61,0:06:13.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Zoe screaming)
Dialogue: 0,0:06:13.44,0:06:17.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I found the darkest\Ndays of my life kept coming.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:23.37,0:06:26.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The blackest nights for\Nmy soul never stopped.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:26.49,0:06:27.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- No!\N- Yes.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:27.40,0:06:28.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- [Zoe] No!
Dialogue: 0,0:06:30.56,0:06:33.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(water trickling)
Dialogue: 0,0:06:35.62,0:06:37.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- [Zoe Voiceover] It seemed\Nlike it was always nighttime,
Dialogue: 0,0:06:37.97,0:06:41.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and nightmares, and never morning.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:43.31,0:06:45.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It made me wonder why?
Dialogue: 0,0:06:46.91,0:06:50.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But mostly, you try not to think about it,
Dialogue: 0,0:06:50.87,0:06:54.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and try to get by, and try to survive.
Dialogue: 0,0:06:56.54,0:06:59.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And all the other stuff\Nseems so much like nothing
Dialogue: 0,0:06:59.70,0:07:02.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,compared to just wanting\Nthe most important
Dialogue: 0,0:07:02.11,0:07:03.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,things back again.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:05.39,0:07:08.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Like wishing you could see\Nyour mom's smile again,
Dialogue: 0,0:07:08.50,0:07:11.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and hear her sing that one favorite song
Dialogue: 0,0:07:11.42,0:07:15.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that always calmed you down\Nwhen things were all messed up.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:15.93,0:07:18.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Or if you couldn't have her back,
Dialogue: 0,0:07:18.38,0:07:20.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,at least get to take care\Nof your baby brother,
Dialogue: 0,0:07:21.82,0:07:24.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,'cause you know he needs you,
Dialogue: 0,0:07:24.38,0:07:26.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and he's gonna be so scared all alone.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:28.01,0:07:29.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And who's gonna hold his hand
Dialogue: 0,0:07:29.64,0:07:32.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and whisper it'll be all right to him?
Dialogue: 0,0:07:32.22,0:07:35.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(baby crying)
Dialogue: 0,0:07:35.50,0:07:37.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And who will whisper it to me?
Dialogue: 0,0:07:43.33,0:07:46.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- Hiya, Zoe, it's so\Ngood to have you here,
Dialogue: 0,0:07:46.28,0:07:47.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,are you ready to come in?
Dialogue: 0,0:07:47.54,0:07:49.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- [Zoe Voiceover] I know I am helpless,
Dialogue: 0,0:07:49.75,0:07:52.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,dependent, desperate.
Dialogue: 0,0:07:53.05,0:07:56.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But what happens when\Nthose you need the most
Dialogue: 0,0:07:56.03,0:07:57.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,threaten your very existence?
Dialogue: 0,0:07:59.94,0:08:03.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I've heard plenty of promises,\Nand they all sound the same.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:05.35,0:08:08.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But push hard enough,\Nand, sooner or later,
Dialogue: 0,0:08:08.84,0:08:10.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,they all prove to be empty.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:13.72,0:08:18.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The sun comes up every\Nmorning, but do you know where?
Dialogue: 0,0:08:18.27,0:08:21.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Each place, it's somewhere different.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:21.18,0:08:23.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's hard to find east when\Nyou keep moving around,
Dialogue: 0,0:08:24.92,0:08:27.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but at least it comes, it always comes.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:28.96,0:08:30.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I've come to depend on that.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:38.95,0:08:42.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And, slowly, slowly\Nseasons changed around me,
Dialogue: 0,0:08:44.32,0:08:48.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and it seemed this time that, maybe,
Dialogue: 0,0:08:48.13,0:08:51.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the world would not be pulled\Nout from under me again.
Dialogue: 0,0:08:53.48,0:08:56.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Feet safe, roots starting to grow,
Dialogue: 0,0:08:58.05,0:09:00.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,little buds of hope for me.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:01.71,0:09:06.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Slowly attempting to trust this new life.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:08.24,0:09:11.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- Hi, come on over, let me\Nshow you what I got for you.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:13.41,0:09:14.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I got you a gift.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:31.27,0:09:32.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- I don't care about your dress!
Dialogue: 0,0:09:32.91,0:09:35.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Do you think I care about this dress?
Dialogue: 0,0:09:35.07,0:09:37.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don't think you understand me, do you?
Dialogue: 0,0:09:37.24,0:09:39.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don't think you understand me!
Dialogue: 0,0:09:39.35,0:09:40.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- [Zoe Voiceover] I wish someone
Dialogue: 0,0:09:40.48,0:09:42.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,would tell me it's gonna be okay.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:43.87,0:09:46.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- I swear to God, you touch\Nme again, I will kill you!
Dialogue: 0,0:09:46.87,0:09:48.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- Oh, let me help you with it.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:48.54,0:09:51.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- No, don't touch me, I don't\Ncare about a stupid dress!
Dialogue: 0,0:09:51.24,0:09:55.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That one day, maybe, I'll feel normal.
Dialogue: 0,0:09:55.12,0:09:57.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I hate you, I hate you!
Dialogue: 0,0:09:57.18,0:09:59.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That I won't always be alone.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:03.81,0:10:08.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That I'll have a mommy who will\Nhug me and be strong for me,
Dialogue: 0,0:10:09.43,0:10:13.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because, maybe, I can't\Ndo it all by myself.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:21.04,0:10:25.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- Hi, yes, I'm calling to (mumbles).
Dialogue: 0,0:10:29.59,0:10:31.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Thank you so much.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:34.16,0:10:35.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Okay, I'll make sure I'm here.
Dialogue: 0,0:10:35.96,0:10:38.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(somber music)
Dialogue: 0,0:10:47.47,0:10:51.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(draws opening and closing)
Dialogue: 0,0:10:51.83,0:10:55.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(plastic bag rustling)
Dialogue: 0,0:11:18.42,0:11:21.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,- [Zoe Voiceover] This,\Nmy past, my history,
Dialogue: 0,0:11:21.12,0:11:23.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,my story, is not my fault.
Dialogue: 0,0:11:25.48,0:11:26.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's not because of me,
Dialogue: 0,0:11:28.89,0:11:32.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and doesn't have to be\Nwhat defines my future.
Dialogue: 0,0:11:37.04,0:11:39.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(somber music)
Dialogue: 0,0:11:42.38,0:11:43.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I am lovable.
Dialogue: 0,0:11:46.07,0:11:48.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I am worthy of care.
Dialogue: 0,0:11:49.76,0:11:53.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And that glimmer of light,\Nit makes all the difference.
Dialogue: 0,0:11:58.12,0:12:00.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The glimmers of light give me hope
Dialogue: 0,0:12:02.87,0:12:05.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that someday my summer will come.
Dialogue: 0,0:12:07.81,0:12:10.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(desolate music)