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(Cara StLouis Farrelly) In fact, most people (check)

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And the way I've come to be 
sitting with you, Miles,

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goes back to --
in fact, goes back my whole life --

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but specifically to July 2010, when I was
living in the State of Maine in the US,

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Obviously, I am an American.

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And with my family --
(Miles Johnston ) You're not Canadian?

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(Cara) I'm not Canadian, no: I am
from the American Southwest, actually,

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which is really sort of germinal to
my own personal history, but

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particularly there, I was living in 
seacoast Maine, in a little village

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and my mother had come 
to be near the grandchildren,

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because they were all growing up.

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And she'd been there for about a year

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and July 11 was a beautiful, sunny
Sunday morning in Maine

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and she got up and she was walking
to church, which was about

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a block and a half from her flat,
from where she lived

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and she had just about reached 
the other side of the main street,

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which is, we call it the High Street,
it's a very small town,

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when she was actually run over by a van,
a minivan

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and thrown god knows how far, twenty or
(no sound)

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point my mother was 74 years old,

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she was definitely, you know, 
in the latter moments of her life,

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her lifespan and anyway, just about
every bone in her body was broken

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and she was conscious, believe it or not,
taken to the hospital.

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I joined her there and she died
in my arms a few hours later.

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So, one would have thought that
that alone is just a tragedy

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and a horrific thing to have happen 
in your life, and of course it is.

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And, you know, one would have been --

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the normal, the natural thing 
would have been to --

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to just receive that as a crazy accident
and that something meaningless

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ended someone's life, although
I don't believe anything is an accident

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or meaningless, or without purpose, but --
the reality is, as the months went by,

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I couldn't get any information
about my mother's death,

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and that made no sense at all, 
because it was a small town,

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she was a little old lady
who was crossing the street

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and she was run over and killed.

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And I was her sole survivor.

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I literally had to have an attorney write 
a letter to the local police authority

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invoking the Freedom Of Information Act
to get even the smallest police report.

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It made no sense whatsoever.

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So this really started me thinking
something that had been in my guts

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to begin with, with this death.

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And that was that, although my mother
had started her life as a music teacher,

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she had, half way through, begun to work
for the US government

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and specifically the military, first the 
Office of Information here in Nevada

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and then the US Navy.

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She worked for weapons entities
in Dog Run (check) Virginia

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and then she was transferred to London,

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she got a position at the Office of 
Naval Research here in London,

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which is a very serious organization
in terms of the Navy.

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People think the NSA is the top dog in (check)
but it's not, it's the Navy.

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The Navy is very much -- 
(Miles) the senior service

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(Cara) Senior, the senior spook service.
(Miles) It's been around a lot longer.

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(Cara) You better believe it.

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That's where it all starts 
and that's where it all goes down,

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I mean, it trickles down from the Navy.

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She was the editor of something called
the Fact Sheet for three years, 1989-1991.

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She had a .... (check)
very high social security plan

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I mean she saw all (blank) 
in this office were.

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Eastern block scientists, 
some Western scientists

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Lots of operation paperclip scientists, 
OK, working on weapons,

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working on atmospheric weapons,
electro-magnetics, psychology,

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scalar weapons, you better believe it,
all of that stuff.

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Now, obviously my mother was not 
a scientist but she was also not --

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she was also a very intelligent woman;

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and so, even though she might not have
understood everything

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that went across her desk, she certainly
understood enough of it

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that the only thing she ever told me
about what she saw was that

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a lot of it scared the hell out of her:
that's all she could ever tell me.

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OK, so this was 89, 90 and 91.

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This is what I'm thinking and then,
when she retired,

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she went back to Dog Run (check)

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after they eliminated that position
in London

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and worked for a Surface Weapons there (check),
for the Navy.

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And then she retired, at the age of 60,
moved to Hawaii,

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and started working 
with independent contractors.

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And in Hawaii, that's a huge, huge, huge
business, it is their primary business.

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Tourism is nothing compared to the 
government contracts business in Hawaii.

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Anyway, she was technical editor for
several companies who were trying

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to get business with DARPA, another very,
very very black entity in the United States.

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Their funding is endless, bottomless.

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So, I have to assume 
and always had to assume

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that my mother saw lots and lots
and lots of things.

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So here was this little old lady who
had been killed for seemingly no reason.

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Several other people had stopped
and she was almost across the street

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and then boom, she was dead.

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So, you know this -- because I was trying
to get over the actual event,

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because it really man-handled 
the entire town, this event,

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a lot of people saw it, I just kind of
lived with it for a while, and then

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you know what happened, Miles?

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December 31st, 2010, John Wheeler 
was killed in DC -- do you remember that?

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(Miles) remind me
(Cara) Well, he was the fellow

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who supposedly was responsible
for getting the Vietnam War Memorial

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erected, but he was working as an
independent contractor for the government,

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he was a liaison between the Pentagon
and some really serious (blank).

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He was also an adviser, probably
a security adviser, I'm trying to remember

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to three presidents, and they found
the guy in a dumpster --

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do you remember this?
(Miles) no but--

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(Cara) Well, they did, they found
him in a dumpster

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(Miles) For the sake of argument (check)
just tell it ....

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(Cara) Yes. December 31st they found
this guy in a dumpster.

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He was a West Point graduate, I mean,
his credentials were impeccable,

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most surely, he was working for Alphabet
operations, so he is not --

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I mean, one would expect a man like him

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to be working for all kinds of people 
like that, but it was so random

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and so jarring that this had happened 
that it really reminded me of my mom.

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And it's not that I thought 
they knew each other,

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that's not what I mean at all, it's just
that it took me back to this idea

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that civilians working for the military
could just potentially be expendable, yes?

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OK, so I'm thinking about that
on December 31st 2010

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and then the next day, January 1st 2011,

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is the day all the birds started falling
from the sky in Arkansas.

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And the fish start-- well, God knows
how long it was actually happening

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but this is when it came to our attention,

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tens of thousands of birds 
fell out of the sky the next day,

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the next day in Arkansas, and all 
the fish started washing up on the shores.

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Yes?
(Miles) Which is happening now.

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(Cara) which has been happening daily,
I mean, I've seen lists

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of what's still going on, it's incredible
what's going on.

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So what that made me think of was myself.

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was electromagnetic weapons. Atmospheric weapons, you know?

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and when they tried to describe what happened to these birds there were no

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outside wounds. they were all internal organs having sort of burst.

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this is, i mean, this is a different form of weaponry. yeah?

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and and this brought me back to thinking, wondering, what my mother had scene.

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and if it was possible that she had, you know,

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it had been convenient to remove somebody, who by the way

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in that point in her life could not even remember her own

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social security number. She was, you know, however

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one of the people that I worked with, later on, about

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a year after I started writing the book, and when the book was published.

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I was trying to get some United States, some attention for it in the United States

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that would be the sun thief, was Gordon Duff

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And Duff's embroiled in his own stuff right now but

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at the time, which was almost two years ago

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I contacted him and asked him about the situation

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thinking he might be able
to shed some light on it,

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you know?

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And the one thing he did say to me was

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"This happens more often than you can possibly imagine"

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civilians working for the government are expendable. (9:35)