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Fan doctori Martin Luter King Jr.

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1968 yilgi nutqida Fuqoro Huquqlari 
Harakati haqida firk yuritar ekan,

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shunday deydi, "Eng so'ngida

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yodimizda qoladigani 
dushmanlarimizning so'zlari emas

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balki do'stlarimizning sukunatidir."

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Muallim sifatida 
men bu fikrni o'zimga tadbiq etdim.

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Har kungi hayotimizda, atrofimizda

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biz sukunatning oqibatlariga shohidmiz.

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Ular bizga diskriminatsiya,

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vahshiylik, qatliom 
va urush ko'rinishida namoyon bo'ladi.

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Sinfimda men o'quvchilarimni

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o'z hayotlarida she'riyat orqali sukunatni
kashf etishga chorlayman.

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Birgalikda biz sukunat 
bo'shlig'ini to'ldiramiz,

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uni tanib bilib, unga nom beramiz,

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sukut uyat manbai bo'lishi 
shart emasligini tushunishga intilamiz.

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O'quvchim o'z kechinmasini
bo'lisha oladigan tinch sinf muhit

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yaratish uchun doskada 
4 asosiy tamoyillarni yozdim.

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Bular sinfimning oldida

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va yil boshida har bir o'quvchi 
ularni imzolaydi,

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tanqidiy nazar bilan o'qi, tushunib yoz,
aniq gapir, o'z haqiqatingni so'zla.

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So'nggi fikr meni juda ko'p o'yga soladi -
o'z haqiqatingni so'zla.

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Va men shuni tushundimki,

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o'quvchilarimdan qo'rqmay 
gapirishni so'rar ekanman,

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unda o'zim ham 
o'z haqiqatimni so'zlashim kerak

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hamda, haqchil bo'lolmagan damlarim
haqida ularga ochiq aytishim kerak.

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Men ularga, Nyu Orleansda Katolik oilasida
uyg'ayar ekanman, ro'za paytida

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inson uchun eng mazmunli narsa bu 
nimadandir voz kechish,

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nimadandir qurbon bo'lish 
deb uqtirilgan edi.

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Bu, Xudo muqaddas degan
tushungizni isbotidir.

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Men gazli ichimliklar, McDonald's, 
fri-kartoshkani, o'pishish,

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va boshqa narsalardan voz kechdim.

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Lekin bir yili, gapirishdan ham 
voz kechdim.

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O'z ovozim menga eng qadrli bo'lgani uchun
uni qurbon keltirishim kerak deb o'yladim.

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Ammo, undan allaqchon voz kechganimni 
tushunmagandim.

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Hayotimda odamlarga o'zimning
gapim o'rniga ular istagan gapni aytdim,

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o'zimga, men boshqaning vijdoni emasman,
o'z hayot yo'limni topishim kerak derdim,

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ba'zida hech narsa demasdim,
sukutimni bilmaslik bilan oqlardim,

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sukunat rizo alomati ekanligini bilmasdim.

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Kristian gey bo'lgani uchun 
do'pposlanganda indamadim,

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hech narsani ko'rmaganday 
boshimni egib ketaverardim.

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Jovonimni bir necha hafta ocholmadim.

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Undagi qulf tilimga so'lingan 
qulfni eslatardi.

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Ko'chadagi uysiz odam menga qaraganda
e'tibor ham bermagandim.

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Unga olma berishdan ko'ra, 
Apple telefonim bilan band edim.

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Maktabga mablag' yig'ish kechasida 
bir ayol shunday dedi,

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"Siz bilan fahrlanaman, bu qasshoq, aqlsiz
bolalarni o'qitish qiyin bo'lsa kerak."

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Indamadim, chunki bizga o'quvchining
hurmatidan ko'ra, pul muhimroq edi.

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Biz boshqaning gapiga quloq solishga
juda ko'p vaqt ajratamiz,

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u aytmayotgan narsaga e'tibor bermaymiz.

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Sukunat qo'rquvning qo'ldig'idir.

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U - kamchiliklaringiz tufayli,

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tilingizni tiyishga majburlaydi.

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U - o'pkangizda xavf sezib,
ko'kragizdan chekinuvchi havo.

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Sukunat - Ruandadagi qatliom. 
Sukunat - Katrina to'foni.

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U - kafan etmaganda 
quloqqa chalinadigan sado.

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U - qopqon yopilgandan song 
eshitiluvchi ovoz.

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U kuydiradi. U kishan. 
U imkoniyat. U og'riqdir.

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Kurashlaringiz sizni tanlaganda
o'ylagani fursat yo'q.

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Sukunat ikkilanishimdan foydalanishiga 
yo'l qo'ymayman.

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Kristianga shersan, mardlik va zakovat 
ma'badisan, deyman.

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O'sha uysiz odamdan ismini so'rayman,

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kuni haqida qiziqaman,

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chunki ba'zan
odamzot inson bo'lishni hohlaydi.

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U ayolga esa, o'quvchilarim 
shunchalik zukkoki

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hatto Toroning transendentalizmini 
tushunishadi,

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"Wire" seryalining 
bir qismini ko'rdim deb

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bolalarni bilaman deb oylamang, deyman.

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Bu yil nimadandir voz kechish o'rniga

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har kunimni tilim ostida mikrofon

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qo'yilgan kabi yashayman,
qo'rquvim ostida minbar bor kabi.

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Chunki, sizda ovoz bor ekan,
jamoa minbariga hech xojat yo'q!

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Rahmat.

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(Qarsaklar)