0:00:07.460,0:00:12.280 [Arlene Shechet: Sculpting Time] 0:00:13.600,0:00:17.480 I am going to see pieces I haven't seen in[br]twenty years 0:00:17.480,0:00:22.820 because a lot of these went to different people[br]in different places. 0:00:22.820,0:00:26.000 Sadly, some of them we couldn't locate. 0:00:33.760,0:00:38.879 Twenty-five years ago, a very close friend[br]of mine, Carol, 0:00:38.879,0:00:41.570 was dying at a very young age-- 0:00:41.570,0:00:44.960 at the same time that I was having babies. 0:00:45.760,0:00:50.940 One day, when it was very clear that Carol[br]was dying quite soon, 0:00:50.949,0:00:56.359 I was tearfully explaining to a Buddhist teacher. 0:00:56.359,0:01:01.319 He said, "You know, stop making such a big[br]deal out of it." 0:01:01.320,0:01:07.620 And when he said that, I realized he was completely[br]right. 0:01:07.630,0:01:09.630 He's like, "Everybody's going to die," 0:01:09.630,0:01:12.210 "don't be too dramatic about it." 0:01:12.800,0:01:16.330 I had come to the realization, for the first[br]time, 0:01:16.330,0:01:18.290 that I was going to die-- 0:01:18.290,0:01:20.500 which should have been no surprise 0:01:20.500,0:01:23.780 but was a huge surprise, [LAUGHS] 0:01:23.780,0:01:25.080 inside of me. 0:01:26.150,0:01:31.890 So, to honor Carol, I basically threw out[br]everything in my studio 0:01:31.890,0:01:34.210 and I started anew. 0:01:35.140,0:01:39.070 Instead of being one of those New Yorkers[br]saying, "I don't have enough time," 0:01:39.070,0:01:44.050 I said, "Whatever time I have is exactly the[br]time that I need." 0:01:48.800,0:01:53.020 Plaster is so much a timekeeper. 0:01:53.020,0:01:56.640 Every single second as it's drying, it changes. 0:01:57.420,0:01:59.420 Even though I'd work with plaster many times, 0:01:59.420,0:02:02.260 I was just starting to pay attention to what[br]was happening, 0:02:02.260,0:02:04.940 and I took the wet soup and I would try to[br]mold it, 0:02:04.940,0:02:06.800 and it would start to harden up. 0:02:06.800,0:02:09.820 I would keep molding without an armature. 0:02:09.820,0:02:13.440 I had been doing some paintings out of paint[br]skins. 0:02:14.000,0:02:17.940 I started embedding the paint skins onto it. 0:02:19.880,0:02:23.860 Whatever time--be it an hour or be it five[br]hours-- 0:02:23.860,0:02:28.480 I would make a piece for that amount of time,[br]out of that material, 0:02:28.480,0:02:32.020 that suddenly became just the right thing. 0:02:34.520,0:02:37.080 For about a year, without letting anybody[br]know-- 0:02:37.090,0:02:39.569 including my husband-- [LAUGHS] 0:02:39.569,0:02:41.709 I grew this family. 0:02:42.720,0:02:46.960 I would put them on the various stools. 0:02:46.960,0:02:50.140 I just saw them as living on those places. 0:02:50.140,0:02:52.140 And so they just stayed there. 0:02:53.840,0:02:57.340 [Arlene Shechet: All at Once] 0:02:59.540,0:03:03.260 I didn't have aspirations to make a perfect[br]figure; 0:03:03.260,0:03:07.260 I had aspirations to make this, kind of, signifier. 0:03:08.260,0:03:11.740 The real meaning of an icon--at least for[br]me-- 0:03:11.740,0:03:18.160 was in that it was there to keep me remembering[br]what I wanted to remember. 0:03:21.060,0:03:27.020 After a period of time, I made something that[br]reminded me of a Buddha form. 0:03:29.340,0:03:32.620 Very long story short, I just decided to go[br]with that 0:03:32.630,0:03:38.870 because seeking form was giving what I was[br]doing some direction 0:03:38.870,0:03:40.590 without too much direction. 0:03:46.040,0:03:50.580 I actually lived with them and enjoyed them[br]as an installation. 0:03:52.700,0:03:55.340 It's not going to look as funky as my studio, 0:03:55.349,0:03:58.680 but it gets back to what I lived with, 0:03:58.680,0:04:03.020 as reminders of life being fragile-- 0:04:03.020,0:04:08.960 and to have that be addressed in my studio[br]on a daily basis.