1 00:00:00,462 --> 00:00:02,552 I am a Hazara, 2 00:00:02,552 --> 00:00:07,381 and the homeland of my people is Afghanistan. 3 00:00:07,381 --> 00:00:10,400 Like hundreds of thousands of other Hazara kids, 4 00:00:10,400 --> 00:00:13,164 I was born in exile. 5 00:00:13,164 --> 00:00:17,366 The ongoing persecution and operation against the Hazaras 6 00:00:17,366 --> 00:00:21,963 forced my parents to leave Afghanistan. 7 00:00:21,963 --> 00:00:26,374 This persecution has had a long history going back to the late 1800s, 8 00:00:26,374 --> 00:00:29,301 and the rule of King Abdur Rahman. 9 00:00:29,301 --> 00:00:34,897 He killed 63 percent of the Hazara population. 10 00:00:34,897 --> 00:00:37,544 He built minarets with their heads. 11 00:00:37,544 --> 00:00:39,911 Many Hazaras were sold into slavery, 12 00:00:39,911 --> 00:00:46,204 and many others fled the country for neighboring Iran and Pakistan. 13 00:00:46,204 --> 00:00:48,920 My parents also fled to Pakistan, 14 00:00:48,920 --> 00:00:51,916 and settled in Quetta, where I was born. 15 00:00:51,916 --> 00:00:54,857 After the September 11 attack on the Twin Towers, 16 00:00:54,857 --> 00:00:56,645 I got a chance to go to Afghanistan 17 00:00:56,645 --> 00:00:59,223 for the first time, with foreign journalists. 18 00:00:59,223 --> 00:01:03,030 I was only 18, and I got a job working as an interpreter. 19 00:01:03,030 --> 00:01:05,213 After four years, 20 00:01:05,213 --> 00:01:09,903 I felt it was safe enough to move to Afghanistan permanently, 21 00:01:09,903 --> 00:01:14,523 and I was working there as a documentary photographer, 22 00:01:14,523 --> 00:01:18,769 and I worked on many stories. 23 00:01:18,769 --> 00:01:21,373 One of the most important stories that I did 24 00:01:21,373 --> 00:01:26,087 was the dancing boys of Afghanistan. 25 00:01:26,087 --> 00:01:30,591 It is a tragic story about an appalling tradition. 26 00:01:30,591 --> 00:01:34,052 It involves young kids dancing for warlords 27 00:01:34,052 --> 00:01:36,141 and powerful men in the society. 28 00:01:36,141 --> 00:01:39,902 These boys are often abducted or bought from their poor parents, 29 00:01:39,902 --> 00:01:42,967 and they are put to work as sex slaves. 30 00:01:42,967 --> 00:01:45,731 This is Shukur. 31 00:01:45,731 --> 00:01:49,400 He was kidnapped from Kabul by a warlord. 32 00:01:49,400 --> 00:01:51,372 He was taken to another province, 33 00:01:51,372 --> 00:01:56,133 where he was forced to work as a sex slave for the warlord and his friends. 34 00:01:56,133 --> 00:01:59,058 When this story was published in the Washington Post, 35 00:01:59,058 --> 00:02:01,380 I started receiving death threats, 36 00:02:01,380 --> 00:02:05,118 and I was forced to leave Afghanistan, 37 00:02:05,118 --> 00:02:07,510 as my parents were. 38 00:02:07,510 --> 00:02:11,202 Along with my family, I returned back to Quetta. 39 00:02:11,202 --> 00:02:15,614 The situation in Quetta had changed dramatically since I left in 2005. 40 00:02:15,614 --> 00:02:18,167 Once a peaceful haven for the Hazaras, 41 00:02:18,167 --> 00:02:23,601 it had now turned into the most dangerous city in Pakistan. 42 00:02:23,601 --> 00:02:27,176 Hazaras are confined into two small areas, 43 00:02:27,176 --> 00:02:32,029 and they are marginalized socially, educationally, and financially. 44 00:02:32,029 --> 00:02:33,469 This is Nadir. 45 00:02:33,469 --> 00:02:35,466 I had known him since my childhood. 46 00:02:35,466 --> 00:02:39,645 He was injured when his van was ambushed by terrorists in Quetta. 47 00:02:39,645 --> 00:02:43,221 He later died of his injuries. 48 00:02:43,221 --> 00:02:47,006 Around 1,600 Hazara members 49 00:02:47,006 --> 00:02:50,629 had been killed in various attacks, 50 00:02:50,629 --> 00:02:55,527 and around 3,000 of them were injured, 51 00:02:55,527 --> 00:02:58,778 and many of them permanently disabled. 52 00:02:58,778 --> 00:03:02,076 The attacks on the Hazara community would only get worse, 53 00:03:02,076 --> 00:03:04,908 so it was not surprising that many wanted to flee. 54 00:03:04,908 --> 00:03:09,668 After Afghanistan, Iran, Pakistan, 55 00:03:09,668 --> 00:03:16,332 Australia is home to the fourth largest population of Hazaras in the world. 56 00:03:16,332 --> 00:03:19,141 When it came time to leave Pakistan, 57 00:03:19,141 --> 00:03:21,091 Australia seemed the obvious choice. 58 00:03:21,091 --> 00:03:23,088 Financially, only one of us could leave, 59 00:03:23,088 --> 00:03:24,946 and it was decided that I would go, 60 00:03:24,946 --> 00:03:28,299 in the hope that if I arrived at my destination safely, 61 00:03:28,299 --> 00:03:33,291 I could work to get the rest of my family to join me later. 62 00:03:33,291 --> 00:03:34,870 We all knew about the risks, 63 00:03:34,870 --> 00:03:37,842 and how terrifying the journey is, 64 00:03:37,842 --> 00:03:42,416 and I met many people who lost loved ones at sea. 65 00:03:42,416 --> 00:03:46,805 It was a desperate decision to take, to leave everything behind, 66 00:03:46,805 --> 00:03:49,680 and no one makes this decision easily. 67 00:03:49,680 --> 00:03:51,866 If I had been able to simply fly to Australia, 68 00:03:51,866 --> 00:03:54,490 it would have taken me less than 24 hours. 69 00:03:54,490 --> 00:03:58,576 But getting a visa was impossible. 70 00:03:58,576 --> 00:04:00,689 My journey was much longer, 71 00:04:00,689 --> 00:04:02,943 much more complicated, 72 00:04:02,943 --> 00:04:05,989 and certainly more dangerous, 73 00:04:05,989 --> 00:04:08,631 traveling to Thailand by air, 74 00:04:08,631 --> 00:04:13,429 and then by road and boat to Malaysia and into Indonesia, 75 00:04:13,429 --> 00:04:15,844 paying people and smugglers all the way 76 00:04:15,844 --> 00:04:18,584 and spending a lot of time hiding 77 00:04:18,584 --> 00:04:22,300 and a lot of time in fear of being caught. 78 00:04:22,300 --> 00:04:26,687 In Indonesia, I joined a group of seven asylum seekers. 79 00:04:26,687 --> 00:04:29,241 We all shared a bedroom 80 00:04:29,241 --> 00:04:33,119 in a town outside of Jakarta called Bogor. 81 00:04:33,119 --> 00:04:35,419 After spending a week in Bogor, 82 00:04:35,419 --> 00:04:38,868 three of my roommates left for the perilous journey, 83 00:04:38,868 --> 00:04:42,700 and we got the news two days later 84 00:04:42,700 --> 00:04:47,506 that a distressed boat sank in the sea en route to Christmas Island. 85 00:04:47,506 --> 00:04:51,267 We found out that our three roommates -- Nawroz, Jaffar and Shabbir -- 86 00:04:51,267 --> 00:04:53,218 were also among those. 87 00:04:53,218 --> 00:04:55,656 Only Jaffar was rescued. 88 00:04:55,656 --> 00:04:59,249 Shabbir and Nawroz were never seen again. 89 00:04:59,249 --> 00:05:00,898 It made me think, 90 00:05:00,898 --> 00:05:03,568 am I doing the right thing? 91 00:05:03,568 --> 00:05:07,515 I concluded I really had no other choice but to go on. 92 00:05:07,515 --> 00:05:11,370 A few weeks later, we got the call from the people smuggler 93 00:05:11,370 --> 00:05:16,060 to alert us that the boat is ready for us to commence our sea journey. 94 00:05:16,060 --> 00:05:18,940 Taken in the night towards the main vessel 95 00:05:18,940 --> 00:05:20,588 on a motorboat, 96 00:05:20,588 --> 00:05:25,603 we boarded an old fishing boat that was already overloaded. 97 00:05:25,603 --> 00:05:27,693 There were 93 of us, 98 00:05:27,693 --> 00:05:29,666 and we were all below deck. 99 00:05:29,666 --> 00:05:31,919 No one was allowed up on the top. 100 00:05:31,919 --> 00:05:35,077 We all paid 6,000 dollars each 101 00:05:35,077 --> 00:05:37,166 for this part of the trip. 102 00:05:37,166 --> 00:05:39,395 The first night and day went smoothly, 103 00:05:39,395 --> 00:05:42,623 but by the second night, the weather turned. 104 00:05:42,623 --> 00:05:47,568 Waves tossed the boat around, and the timbers groaned. 105 00:05:47,568 --> 00:05:51,910 People below deck were crying, praying, recalling their loved ones. 106 00:05:51,910 --> 00:05:53,652 They were screaming. 107 00:05:53,652 --> 00:05:55,811 It was a terrible moment. 108 00:05:55,811 --> 00:05:59,758 It was like a scene from doomsday, 109 00:05:59,758 --> 00:06:04,583 or maybe like one of those scenes from those Hollywood movies 110 00:06:04,583 --> 00:06:07,788 that shows that everything is breaking apart 111 00:06:07,788 --> 00:06:10,225 and the world is just ending. 112 00:06:10,225 --> 00:06:12,849 It was happening to us for real. 113 00:06:12,849 --> 00:06:17,192 We didn't have any hope. 114 00:06:17,192 --> 00:06:20,720 Our boat was floating like a matchbox on the water 115 00:06:20,720 --> 00:06:22,856 without any control. 116 00:06:22,856 --> 00:06:26,618 The waves were much higher than our boat, 117 00:06:26,618 --> 00:06:32,655 and the water poured in faster than the motor pumps could take it out. 118 00:06:32,655 --> 00:06:35,511 We all lost hope. 119 00:06:35,511 --> 00:06:37,950 We thought, this is the end. 120 00:06:37,950 --> 00:06:39,876 We were watching our deaths, 121 00:06:39,876 --> 00:06:42,268 and I was documenting it. 122 00:06:42,268 --> 00:06:44,219 The captain told us 123 00:06:44,219 --> 00:06:46,586 that we are not going to make it, 124 00:06:46,586 --> 00:06:49,767 we have to turn back the boat. 125 00:06:49,767 --> 00:06:51,834 We went on the deck 126 00:06:51,834 --> 00:06:54,366 and turned our torches on and off 127 00:06:54,366 --> 00:06:59,265 to attract the attention of any passing boat. 128 00:06:59,265 --> 00:07:06,649 We kept trying to attract their attention by waving our life jackets and whistling. 129 00:07:06,649 --> 00:07:10,084 Eventually, we made it to a small island. 130 00:07:10,084 --> 00:07:13,335 Our boat crashing onto the rocks, 131 00:07:13,335 --> 00:07:15,378 I slipped into the water 132 00:07:15,378 --> 00:07:19,025 and destroyed my camera, whatever I had documented. 133 00:07:19,025 --> 00:07:24,791 But luckily, the memory card survived. 134 00:07:24,791 --> 00:07:27,206 It was a thick forest. 135 00:07:27,206 --> 00:07:32,965 We all split up into many groups as we argued over what to do next. 136 00:07:32,965 --> 00:07:35,333 We were all scared and confused. 137 00:07:35,333 --> 00:07:38,630 Then, after spending the night on the beach, 138 00:07:38,630 --> 00:07:41,253 we found a jetty and coconuts. 139 00:07:41,253 --> 00:07:44,249 We hailed a boat from a nearby resort, 140 00:07:44,249 --> 00:07:48,498 and then were quickly handed over to Indonesian water police. 141 00:07:48,498 --> 00:07:52,100 At Serang Detention Center, 142 00:07:52,100 --> 00:07:57,158 an immigration officer came and furtively strip-searched us. 143 00:07:57,158 --> 00:08:00,526 He took our mobile, my $300 cash, 144 00:08:00,526 --> 00:08:03,938 our shoes that we should not be able to escape, 145 00:08:03,938 --> 00:08:09,999 but we kept watching the guards, checking their movements, 146 00:08:09,999 --> 00:08:13,842 and around 4 a.m. when they sat around a fire, 147 00:08:13,842 --> 00:08:17,396 we removed two glass layers from an outside facing window 148 00:08:17,396 --> 00:08:18,915 and slipped through. 149 00:08:18,915 --> 00:08:23,744 We climbed a tree next to an outer wall that was topped with the shards of glass. 150 00:08:23,744 --> 00:08:26,043 We put the pillow on that 151 00:08:26,043 --> 00:08:29,573 and wrapped our forearms with bedsheets 152 00:08:29,573 --> 00:08:31,671 and climbed the wall, 153 00:08:31,671 --> 00:08:35,418 and we ran away with bare feet. 154 00:08:35,418 --> 00:08:37,207 I was free, 155 00:08:37,207 --> 00:08:39,924 with an uncertain future, 156 00:08:39,924 --> 00:08:41,734 no money. 157 00:08:41,734 --> 00:08:48,858 The only thing I had was the memory card with the pictures and footage. 158 00:08:48,858 --> 00:08:52,275 When my documentary was aired on SBS Dateline, 159 00:08:52,275 --> 00:08:54,854 many of my friends came to know about my situation, 160 00:08:54,854 --> 00:08:56,710 and they tried to help me. 161 00:08:56,710 --> 00:09:00,448 They did not allow me to take any other boat to risk my life. 162 00:09:00,448 --> 00:09:04,953 I also decided to stay in Indonesia and process my case through UNHCR, 163 00:09:04,953 --> 00:09:08,807 but I was really afraid that I would end up in Indonesia 164 00:09:08,807 --> 00:09:12,461 for many years doing nothing and unable to work, 165 00:09:12,461 --> 00:09:15,706 like every other asylum seeker. 166 00:09:15,706 --> 00:09:18,930 But it had happened to be a little bit different with me. 167 00:09:18,930 --> 00:09:23,923 I was lucky. 168 00:09:23,923 --> 00:09:28,381 My contacts worked to expedite my case through UNHCR, 169 00:09:28,381 --> 00:09:33,119 and I got resettled in Australia in May 2013. 170 00:09:33,119 --> 00:09:37,298 Not every asylum seeker is lucky like me. 171 00:09:37,298 --> 00:09:44,588 It is really difficult to live a life with an uncertain fate, in limbo. 172 00:09:44,588 --> 00:09:48,419 The issue of asylum seekers in Australia 173 00:09:48,419 --> 00:09:51,137 has been so extremely politicized 174 00:09:51,137 --> 00:09:54,271 that it has lost its human face. 175 00:09:54,271 --> 00:10:00,372 The asylum seekers have been demonized and then presented to the people. 176 00:10:00,372 --> 00:10:04,907 I hope my story and the story of other Hazaras 177 00:10:04,907 --> 00:10:07,960 could shed some light to show the people 178 00:10:07,960 --> 00:10:12,261 how these people are suffering in their countries of origin, 179 00:10:12,261 --> 00:10:16,180 and how they suffer, 180 00:10:16,180 --> 00:10:20,916 why they risk their lives to seek asylum. 181 00:10:20,916 --> 00:10:22,426 Thank you. 182 00:10:22,426 --> 00:10:23,665 (Applause)