[Script Info] Title: [Events] Format: Layer, Start, End, Style, Name, MarginL, MarginR, MarginV, Effect, Text Dialogue: 0,0:00:00.74,0:00:02.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Where do you come from? Dialogue: 0,0:00:02.61,0:00:04.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's such a simple question, Dialogue: 0,0:00:04.68,0:00:06.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but these days, of course,\Nsimple questions Dialogue: 0,0:00:06.86,0:00:09.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,bring ever more complicated answers. Dialogue: 0,0:00:09.91,0:00:12.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,People are always asking\Nme where I come from, Dialogue: 0,0:00:12.86,0:00:16.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and they're expecting me to say India, Dialogue: 0,0:00:16.04,0:00:19.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and they're absolutely right\Ninsofar as 100 percent Dialogue: 0,0:00:19.14,0:00:22.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,of my blood and ancestry\Ndoes come from India. Dialogue: 0,0:00:22.71,0:00:26.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Except, I've never lived\None day of my life there. Dialogue: 0,0:00:26.77,0:00:29.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I can't speak even one word Dialogue: 0,0:00:29.18,0:00:32.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,of its more than 22,000 dialects. Dialogue: 0,0:00:32.18,0:00:34.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I don't think I've really\Nearned the right Dialogue: 0,0:00:34.39,0:00:36.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to call myself an Indian. Dialogue: 0,0:00:36.84,0:00:38.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And if "Where do you come from?" Dialogue: 0,0:00:38.38,0:00:41.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,means "Where were you born\Nand raised and educated?" Dialogue: 0,0:00:41.45,0:00:43.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,then I'm entirely\Nof that funny little country Dialogue: 0,0:00:43.88,0:00:45.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,known as England, Dialogue: 0,0:00:45.25,0:00:47.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,except I left England\Nas soon as I completed Dialogue: 0,0:00:47.66,0:00:49.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,my undergraduate education, Dialogue: 0,0:00:49.57,0:00:51.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and all the time I was growing up, Dialogue: 0,0:00:51.29,0:00:54.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was the only kid in all my classes Dialogue: 0,0:00:54.08,0:00:57.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,who didn't begin to look\Nlike the classic English heroes Dialogue: 0,0:00:57.21,0:00:59.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,represented in our textbooks. Dialogue: 0,0:00:59.89,0:01:01.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And if "Where do you come from?" Dialogue: 0,0:01:01.19,0:01:02.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,means "Where do you pay your taxes? Dialogue: 0,0:01:02.88,0:01:05.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Where do you see your doctor\Nand your dentist?" Dialogue: 0,0:01:05.43,0:01:07.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,then I'm very much of the United States, Dialogue: 0,0:01:07.80,0:01:10.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I have been for 48 years now, Dialogue: 0,0:01:10.36,0:01:12.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,since I was a really small child. Dialogue: 0,0:01:12.45,0:01:14.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Except, for many of those years, Dialogue: 0,0:01:14.16,0:01:16.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I've had to carry around this\Nfunny little pink card Dialogue: 0,0:01:16.66,0:01:18.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,with green lines running through my face Dialogue: 0,0:01:18.59,0:01:21.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,identifying me as a permanent alien. Dialogue: 0,0:01:21.20,0:01:25.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I do actually feel more alien\Nthe longer I live there. Dialogue: 0,0:01:25.46,0:01:27.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Laughter) Dialogue: 0,0:01:27.65,0:01:29.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And if "Where do you come from?" Dialogue: 0,0:01:29.24,0:01:31.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,means "Which place goes deepest inside you Dialogue: 0,0:01:32.00,0:01:35.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and where do you try\Nto spend most of your time?" Dialogue: 0,0:01:35.18,0:01:36.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,then I'm Japanese, Dialogue: 0,0:01:36.36,0:01:38.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because I've been living as much as I can Dialogue: 0,0:01:38.61,0:01:41.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,for the last 25 years in Japan. Dialogue: 0,0:01:41.100,0:01:45.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Except, all of those years\NI've been there on a tourist visa, Dialogue: 0,0:01:45.05,0:01:47.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I'm fairly sure not many Japanese Dialogue: 0,0:01:47.19,0:01:50.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,would want to consider me one of them. Dialogue: 0,0:01:50.08,0:01:53.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I say all this just to stress Dialogue: 0,0:01:53.33,0:01:56.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,how very old-fashioned and straightforward Dialogue: 0,0:01:56.05,0:01:57.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,my background is, Dialogue: 0,0:01:57.05,0:02:01.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because when I go to Hong\NKong or Sydney or Vancouver, Dialogue: 0,0:02:01.10,0:02:02.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,most of the kids I meet Dialogue: 0,0:02:02.100,0:02:06.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,are much more international\Nand multi-cultured than I am. Dialogue: 0,0:02:06.79,0:02:09.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And they have one home\Nassociated with their parents, Dialogue: 0,0:02:09.46,0:02:12.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but another associated\Nwith their partners, Dialogue: 0,0:02:12.62,0:02:15.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a third connected maybe with the place\Nwhere they happen to be, Dialogue: 0,0:02:16.00,0:02:18.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a fourth connected with the place\Nthey dream of being, Dialogue: 0,0:02:18.92,0:02:21.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and many more besides. Dialogue: 0,0:02:21.26,0:02:24.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And their whole life will be\Nspent taking pieces Dialogue: 0,0:02:24.55,0:02:28.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,of many different places\Nand putting them together Dialogue: 0,0:02:28.04,0:02:30.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,into a stained glass whole. Dialogue: 0,0:02:30.88,0:02:33.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Home for them is really\Na work in progress. Dialogue: 0,0:02:33.32,0:02:35.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's like a project\Non which they're constantly adding Dialogue: 0,0:02:35.91,0:02:39.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,upgrades and improvements and corrections. Dialogue: 0,0:02:39.05,0:02:40.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And for more and more of us, Dialogue: 0,0:02:40.94,0:02:45.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,home has really less to do\Nwith a piece of soil Dialogue: 0,0:02:45.40,0:02:48.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,than, you could say, with a piece of soul. Dialogue: 0,0:02:48.15,0:02:50.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,If somebody suddenly asks\Nme, "Where's your home?" Dialogue: 0,0:02:50.55,0:02:53.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think about my sweetheart\Nor my closest friends Dialogue: 0,0:02:53.47,0:02:57.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or the songs that travel with me\Nwherever I happen to be. Dialogue: 0,0:02:57.74,0:02:59.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I'd always felt this way, Dialogue: 0,0:02:59.59,0:03:02.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but it really came home to me, as it were, Dialogue: 0,0:03:02.34,0:03:05.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,some years ago when\NI was climbing up the stairs Dialogue: 0,0:03:05.05,0:03:07.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in my parents' house in California, Dialogue: 0,0:03:07.76,0:03:10.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I looked through the living\Nroom windows Dialogue: 0,0:03:10.58,0:03:15.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I saw that we were\Nencircled by 70-foot flames, Dialogue: 0,0:03:15.76,0:03:18.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,one of those wildfires\Nthat regularly tear through Dialogue: 0,0:03:18.25,0:03:22.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the hills of California\Nand many other such places. Dialogue: 0,0:03:22.08,0:03:25.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And three hours later,\Nthat fire had reduced Dialogue: 0,0:03:25.10,0:03:27.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,my home and every last thing in it Dialogue: 0,0:03:27.85,0:03:30.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,except for me to ash. Dialogue: 0,0:03:30.86,0:03:33.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And when I woke up the next morning, Dialogue: 0,0:03:33.57,0:03:35.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was sleeping on a friend's floor, Dialogue: 0,0:03:35.26,0:03:37.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the only thing I had\Nin the world was a toothbrush Dialogue: 0,0:03:37.69,0:03:40.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I had just bought\Nfrom an all-night supermarket. Dialogue: 0,0:03:40.26,0:03:42.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Of course, if anybody asked me then, Dialogue: 0,0:03:42.17,0:03:43.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"Where is your home?" Dialogue: 0,0:03:43.52,0:03:47.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I literally couldn't point\Nto any physical construction. Dialogue: 0,0:03:47.52,0:03:52.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My home would have to be whatever\NI carried around inside me. Dialogue: 0,0:03:52.25,0:03:56.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And in so many ways, I think\Nthis is a terrific liberation. Dialogue: 0,0:03:56.24,0:03:58.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Because when my grandparents were born, Dialogue: 0,0:03:58.44,0:04:00.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,they pretty much had their sense of home, Dialogue: 0,0:04:00.96,0:04:04.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,their sense of community,\Neven their sense of enmity, Dialogue: 0,0:04:04.45,0:04:06.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,assigned to them at birth, Dialogue: 0,0:04:06.38,0:04:09.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and didn't have much chance\Nof stepping outside of that. Dialogue: 0,0:04:09.36,0:04:13.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And nowadays, at least some of us\Ncan choose our sense of home, Dialogue: 0,0:04:13.06,0:04:15.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,create our sense of community, Dialogue: 0,0:04:15.22,0:04:18.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,fashion our sense of self, and in so doing Dialogue: 0,0:04:18.80,0:04:20.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,maybe step a little beyond Dialogue: 0,0:04:20.94,0:04:22.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,some of the black and white divisions Dialogue: 0,0:04:22.73,0:04:24.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,of our grandparents' age. Dialogue: 0,0:04:24.56,0:04:26.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,No coincidence that the president Dialogue: 0,0:04:26.44,0:04:29.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,of the strongest nation\Non Earth is half-Kenyan, Dialogue: 0,0:04:29.17,0:04:30.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,partly raised in Indonesia, Dialogue: 0,0:04:30.78,0:04:34.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,has a Chinese-Canadian brother-in-law. Dialogue: 0,0:04:34.38,0:04:37.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The number of people living\Nin countries not their own Dialogue: 0,0:04:37.84,0:04:42.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,now comes to 220 million, Dialogue: 0,0:04:42.63,0:04:45.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and that's an almost unimaginable number, Dialogue: 0,0:04:45.24,0:04:48.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but it means that if you took\Nthe whole population of Canada Dialogue: 0,0:04:48.99,0:04:50.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and the whole population of Australia Dialogue: 0,0:04:50.91,0:04:53.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and then the whole population\Nof Australia again Dialogue: 0,0:04:53.22,0:04:55.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and the whole population of Canada again Dialogue: 0,0:04:55.86,0:04:57.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and doubled that number, Dialogue: 0,0:04:57.54,0:04:59.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you would still have\Nfewer people than belong Dialogue: 0,0:04:59.71,0:05:01.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to this great floating tribe. Dialogue: 0,0:05:01.92,0:05:03.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And the number of us who live outside Dialogue: 0,0:05:03.70,0:05:07.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the old nation-state categories\Nis increasing so quickly, Dialogue: 0,0:05:07.79,0:05:11.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,by 64 million just in the last 12 years, Dialogue: 0,0:05:11.42,0:05:14.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that soon there will be more\Nof us than there are Americans. Dialogue: 0,0:05:14.90,0:05:19.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Already, we represent\Nthe fifth-largest nation on Earth. Dialogue: 0,0:05:19.57,0:05:22.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And in fact, in Canada's largest\Ncity, Toronto, Dialogue: 0,0:05:22.43,0:05:26.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the average resident today\Nis what used to be called Dialogue: 0,0:05:26.12,0:05:30.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a foreigner, somebody born\Nin a very different country. Dialogue: 0,0:05:30.21,0:05:33.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I've always felt that the beauty\Nof being surrounded by the foreign Dialogue: 0,0:05:34.00,0:05:35.57,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,is that it slaps you awake. Dialogue: 0,0:05:35.60,0:05:38.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You can't take anything for granted. Dialogue: 0,0:05:38.40,0:05:41.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Travel, for me, is a little bit\Nlike being in love, Dialogue: 0,0:05:41.14,0:05:45.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because suddenly all your senses\Nare at the setting marked "on." Dialogue: 0,0:05:45.19,0:05:49.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Suddenly you're alert to the secret\Npatterns of the world. Dialogue: 0,0:05:49.19,0:05:53.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The real voyage of discovery,\Nas Marcel Proust famously said, Dialogue: 0,0:05:53.51,0:05:56.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,consists not in seeing new sights, Dialogue: 0,0:05:56.51,0:05:58.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but in looking with new eyes. Dialogue: 0,0:05:58.88,0:06:00.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And of course, once you have new eyes, Dialogue: 0,0:06:00.84,0:06:03.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,even the old sights, even your home Dialogue: 0,0:06:03.28,0:06:05.93,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,become something different. Dialogue: 0,0:06:05.96,0:06:08.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Many of the people living\Nin countries not their own Dialogue: 0,0:06:08.78,0:06:11.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,are refugees who never\Nwanted to leave home Dialogue: 0,0:06:11.86,0:06:14.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and ache to go back home. Dialogue: 0,0:06:14.57,0:06:16.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But for the fortunate among us, Dialogue: 0,0:06:16.22,0:06:20.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think the age of movement brings\Nexhilarating new possibilities. Dialogue: 0,0:06:20.50,0:06:21.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Certainly when I'm traveling, Dialogue: 0,0:06:21.57,0:06:23.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,especially to the major\Ncities of the world, Dialogue: 0,0:06:23.88,0:06:25.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the typical person I meet today Dialogue: 0,0:06:26.01,0:06:30.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,will be, let's say, a half-Korean,\Nhalf-German young woman Dialogue: 0,0:06:30.55,0:06:32.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,living in Paris. Dialogue: 0,0:06:32.25,0:06:35.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And as soon as she meets a half-Thai, Dialogue: 0,0:06:35.31,0:06:38.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,half-Canadian young guy from Edinburgh, Dialogue: 0,0:06:38.53,0:06:40.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,she recognizes him as kin. Dialogue: 0,0:06:41.00,0:06:45.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She realizes that she probably\Nhas much more in common with him Dialogue: 0,0:06:45.34,0:06:48.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,than with anybody entirely\Nof Korea or entirely of Germany. Dialogue: 0,0:06:48.94,0:06:51.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So they become friends. They fall in love. Dialogue: 0,0:06:51.69,0:06:53.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,They move to New York City. Dialogue: 0,0:06:53.97,0:06:56.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Laughter) Dialogue: 0,0:06:56.13,0:06:57.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Or Edinburgh. Dialogue: 0,0:06:57.52,0:07:00.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And the little girl\Nwho arises out of their union Dialogue: 0,0:07:00.79,0:07:02.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,will of course be not Korean or German Dialogue: 0,0:07:02.92,0:07:05.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or French or Thai or Scotch or Canadian Dialogue: 0,0:07:05.47,0:07:07.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or even American, but a wonderful Dialogue: 0,0:07:07.57,0:07:11.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and constantly evolving\Nmix of all those places. Dialogue: 0,0:07:11.71,0:07:14.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And potentially, everything about the way Dialogue: 0,0:07:14.47,0:07:17.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that young woman dreams about the world, Dialogue: 0,0:07:17.22,0:07:20.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,writes about the world,\Nthinks about the world, Dialogue: 0,0:07:20.27,0:07:22.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,could be something different, Dialogue: 0,0:07:22.24,0:07:25.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because it comes out of this\Nalmost unprecedented Dialogue: 0,0:07:25.43,0:07:27.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,blend of cultures. Dialogue: 0,0:07:27.40,0:07:30.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Where you come from now\Nis much less important Dialogue: 0,0:07:30.49,0:07:32.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,than where you're going. Dialogue: 0,0:07:32.14,0:07:34.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,More and more of us\Nare rooted in the future Dialogue: 0,0:07:34.53,0:07:37.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or the present tense\Nas much as in the past. Dialogue: 0,0:07:37.83,0:07:40.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And home, we know, is not just the place Dialogue: 0,0:07:40.39,0:07:42.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,where you happen to be born. Dialogue: 0,0:07:42.50,0:07:46.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's the place where you become yourself. Dialogue: 0,0:07:46.98,0:07:49.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And yet, Dialogue: 0,0:07:49.40,0:07:52.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,there is one great problem with movement, Dialogue: 0,0:07:52.06,0:07:55.25,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and that is that it's really\Nhard to get your bearings Dialogue: 0,0:07:55.27,0:07:56.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,when you're in midair. Dialogue: 0,0:07:56.89,0:08:00.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Some years ago, I noticed\Nthat I had accumulated Dialogue: 0,0:08:00.18,0:08:03.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,one million miles\Non United Airlines alone. Dialogue: 0,0:08:03.70,0:08:05.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You all know that crazy system, Dialogue: 0,0:08:05.75,0:08:09.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,six days in hell, you get\Nthe seventh day free. Dialogue: 0,0:08:09.48,0:08:12.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Laughter) Dialogue: 0,0:08:12.98,0:08:15.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I began to think that really, Dialogue: 0,0:08:15.26,0:08:18.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,movement was only as good\Nas the sense of stillness Dialogue: 0,0:08:18.54,0:08:22.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that you could bring to it\Nto put it into perspective. Dialogue: 0,0:08:22.38,0:08:25.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And eight months\Nafter my house burned down, Dialogue: 0,0:08:25.24,0:08:27.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I ran into a friend who taught\Nat a local high school, Dialogue: 0,0:08:27.96,0:08:31.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and he said, "I've got\Nthe perfect place for you." Dialogue: 0,0:08:31.49,0:08:33.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"Really?" I said. I'm\Nalways a bit skeptical Dialogue: 0,0:08:33.50,0:08:34.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,when people say things like that. Dialogue: 0,0:08:34.98,0:08:36.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"No, honestly," he went on, Dialogue: 0,0:08:36.35,0:08:38.17,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"it's only three hours away by car, Dialogue: 0,0:08:38.20,0:08:39.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and it's not very expensive, Dialogue: 0,0:08:39.81,0:08:43.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and it's probably not like anywhere\Nyou've stayed before." Dialogue: 0,0:08:43.39,0:08:47.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"Hmm." I was beginning to get\Nslightly intrigued. "What is it?" Dialogue: 0,0:08:47.59,0:08:50.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"Well —" Here my friend hemmed and hawed — Dialogue: 0,0:08:50.37,0:08:53.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"Well, actually\Nit's a Catholic hermitage." Dialogue: 0,0:08:53.95,0:08:55.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This was the wrong answer. Dialogue: 0,0:08:55.92,0:08:58.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I had spent 15 years in Anglican schools, Dialogue: 0,0:08:58.46,0:09:03.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so I had had enough hymnals\Nand crosses to last me a lifetime. Dialogue: 0,0:09:03.06,0:09:05.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Several lifetimes, actually. Dialogue: 0,0:09:05.33,0:09:07.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But my friend assured me\Nthat he wasn't Catholic, Dialogue: 0,0:09:07.89,0:09:09.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,nor were most of his students, Dialogue: 0,0:09:09.34,0:09:12.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but he took his classes\Nthere every spring. Dialogue: 0,0:09:12.12,0:09:16.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And as he had it,\Neven the most restless, distractible, Dialogue: 0,0:09:16.89,0:09:20.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,testosterone-addled\N15-year-old Californian boy Dialogue: 0,0:09:20.92,0:09:24.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,only had to spend three days in silence Dialogue: 0,0:09:24.16,0:09:28.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and something in him cooled\Ndown and cleared out. Dialogue: 0,0:09:28.41,0:09:30.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He found himself. Dialogue: 0,0:09:30.72,0:09:33.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I thought, "Anything\Nthat works for a 15-year-old boy Dialogue: 0,0:09:33.46,0:09:34.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,ought to work for me." Dialogue: 0,0:09:34.80,0:09:38.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So I got in my car,\Nand I drove three hours north Dialogue: 0,0:09:38.41,0:09:39.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,along the coast, Dialogue: 0,0:09:39.88,0:09:42.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and the roads grew emptier and narrower, Dialogue: 0,0:09:42.44,0:09:45.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and then I turned\Nonto an even narrower path, Dialogue: 0,0:09:45.21,0:09:48.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,barely paved, that snaked for two miles Dialogue: 0,0:09:48.85,0:09:51.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,up to the top of a mountain. Dialogue: 0,0:09:51.37,0:09:54.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And when I got out of my car, Dialogue: 0,0:09:54.21,0:09:56.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the air was pulsing. Dialogue: 0,0:09:56.58,0:09:58.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The whole place was absolutely silent, Dialogue: 0,0:09:58.44,0:10:01.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but the silence wasn't\Nan absence of noise. Dialogue: 0,0:10:01.90,0:10:05.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was really a presence of a kind\Nof energy or quickening. Dialogue: 0,0:10:05.94,0:10:09.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And at my feet was the great,\Nstill blue plate Dialogue: 0,0:10:09.45,0:10:11.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,of the Pacific Ocean. Dialogue: 0,0:10:11.70,0:10:16.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,All around me were 800\Nacres of wild dry brush. Dialogue: 0,0:10:16.14,0:10:18.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I went down to the room\Nin which I was to be sleeping. Dialogue: 0,0:10:18.92,0:10:20.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Small but eminently comfortable, Dialogue: 0,0:10:20.65,0:10:22.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,it had a bed and a rocking chair Dialogue: 0,0:10:22.86,0:10:26.01,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and a long desk and even longer\Npicture windows Dialogue: 0,0:10:26.03,0:10:30.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,looking out on a small,\Nprivate, walled garden, Dialogue: 0,0:10:30.32,0:10:33.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and then 1,200 feet of golden pampas grass Dialogue: 0,0:10:33.52,0:10:36.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,running down to the sea. Dialogue: 0,0:10:36.51,0:10:39.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I sat down, and I began to write, Dialogue: 0,0:10:39.68,0:10:41.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and write, and write, Dialogue: 0,0:10:41.19,0:10:44.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,even though I'd gone there\Nreally to get away from my desk. Dialogue: 0,0:10:44.80,0:10:49.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And by the time I got up,\Nfour hours had passed. Dialogue: 0,0:10:49.29,0:10:51.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Night had fallen, Dialogue: 0,0:10:51.42,0:10:56.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I went out under this great\Noverturned saltshaker of stars, Dialogue: 0,0:10:56.18,0:10:58.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I could see the tail lights of cars Dialogue: 0,0:10:58.43,0:11:02.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,disappearing around the headlands\N12 miles to the south. Dialogue: 0,0:11:02.64,0:11:06.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And it really seemed\Nlike my concerns of the previous day Dialogue: 0,0:11:06.35,0:11:08.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,vanishing. Dialogue: 0,0:11:08.30,0:11:10.09,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And the next day, when I woke up Dialogue: 0,0:11:10.11,0:11:13.56,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in the absence of telephones\Nand TVs and laptops, Dialogue: 0,0:11:13.58,0:11:17.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the days seemed to stretch\Nfor a thousand hours. Dialogue: 0,0:11:17.74,0:11:21.41,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It was really all the freedom\NI know when I'm traveling, Dialogue: 0,0:11:21.43,0:11:26.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but it also profoundly\Nfelt like coming home. Dialogue: 0,0:11:26.05,0:11:27.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I'm not a religious person, Dialogue: 0,0:11:27.66,0:11:29.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so I didn't go to the services. Dialogue: 0,0:11:29.16,0:11:31.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I didn't consult the monks for guidance. Dialogue: 0,0:11:31.73,0:11:34.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I just took walks along the monastery road Dialogue: 0,0:11:34.51,0:11:36.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and sent postcards to loved ones. Dialogue: 0,0:11:36.86,0:11:38.67,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I looked at the clouds, Dialogue: 0,0:11:38.70,0:11:42.100,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I did what is hardest\Nof all for me to do usually, Dialogue: 0,0:11:43.02,0:11:45.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,which is nothing at all. Dialogue: 0,0:11:45.52,0:11:47.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I started to go back to this place, Dialogue: 0,0:11:47.82,0:11:51.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I noticed that I was doing\Nmy most important work there Dialogue: 0,0:11:51.39,0:11:54.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,invisibly just by sitting still, Dialogue: 0,0:11:54.92,0:11:58.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and certainly coming\Nto my most critical decisions Dialogue: 0,0:11:58.05,0:12:00.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,the way I never could when I was racing Dialogue: 0,0:12:00.33,0:12:02.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,from the last email\Nto the next appointment. Dialogue: 0,0:12:02.90,0:12:05.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I began to think that something in me Dialogue: 0,0:12:05.53,0:12:07.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,had really been crying out for stillness, Dialogue: 0,0:12:07.52,0:12:09.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but of course I couldn't hear it Dialogue: 0,0:12:09.07,0:12:10.83,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,because I was running around so much. Dialogue: 0,0:12:10.86,0:12:13.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was like some crazy guy\Nwho puts on a blindfold Dialogue: 0,0:12:13.51,0:12:16.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and then complains\Nthat he can't see a thing. Dialogue: 0,0:12:16.74,0:12:19.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I thought back\Nto that wonderful phrase Dialogue: 0,0:12:19.28,0:12:21.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I had learned as a boy from Seneca, Dialogue: 0,0:12:21.65,0:12:25.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in which he says, "That man is poor Dialogue: 0,0:12:25.31,0:12:30.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,not who has little but who hankers\Nafter more." Dialogue: 0,0:12:30.68,0:12:32.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And, of course, I'm not suggesting Dialogue: 0,0:12:32.78,0:12:34.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that anybody here go into a monastery. Dialogue: 0,0:12:34.61,0:12:36.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That's not the point. Dialogue: 0,0:12:36.20,0:12:39.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But I do think\Nit's only by stopping movement Dialogue: 0,0:12:39.92,0:12:42.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that you can see where to go. Dialogue: 0,0:12:42.22,0:12:45.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And it's only by stepping\Nout of your life and the world Dialogue: 0,0:12:45.82,0:12:49.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that you can see what you\Nmost deeply care about Dialogue: 0,0:12:49.39,0:12:51.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and find a home. Dialogue: 0,0:12:51.80,0:12:53.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I've noticed so many people now Dialogue: 0,0:12:53.84,0:12:56.90,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,take conscious measures\Nto sit quietly for 30 minutes Dialogue: 0,0:12:56.93,0:12:59.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,every morning just collecting themselves Dialogue: 0,0:12:59.46,0:13:01.100,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,in one corner of the room\Nwithout their devices, Dialogue: 0,0:13:02.02,0:13:04.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or go running every evening, Dialogue: 0,0:13:04.09,0:13:06.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or leave their cell phones behind Dialogue: 0,0:13:06.05,0:13:09.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,when they go to have a long\Nconversation with a friend. Dialogue: 0,0:13:09.96,0:13:13.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Movement is a fantastic privilege, Dialogue: 0,0:13:13.13,0:13:16.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and it allows us to do so\Nmuch that our grandparents Dialogue: 0,0:13:16.49,0:13:18.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,could never have dreamed of doing. Dialogue: 0,0:13:18.61,0:13:20.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But movement, ultimately, Dialogue: 0,0:13:20.52,0:13:25.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,only has a meaning if you\Nhave a home to go back to. Dialogue: 0,0:13:25.06,0:13:27.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And home, in the end, is of course Dialogue: 0,0:13:27.85,0:13:30.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,not just the place where you sleep. Dialogue: 0,0:13:30.72,0:13:33.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's the place where you stand. Dialogue: 0,0:13:33.36,0:13:34.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Thank you. Dialogue: 0,0:13:34.81,0:13:40.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,(Applause)