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Dialogue: 0,0:00:22.18,0:00:23.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Hi
Dialogue: 0,0:00:23.47,0:00:24.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Hi
Dialogue: 0,0:00:26.26,0:00:29.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was bullied in early middle school.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:29.70,0:00:37.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My tormentor was calling, so he called her back
Dialogue: 0,0:00:37.41,0:00:45.07,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and he said, "stop spreading slanderous filth about my sister!"
Dialogue: 0,0:00:46.89,0:00:54.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I just thought, he's so cool. No nobody's going to mess with me as long as I've got him in my corner.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:54.37,0:00:56.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And he was in my corner, always.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:56.63,0:00:58.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Dad asking] Who's going to carry you?
Dialogue: 0,0:00:58.34,0:00:59.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,No one.
Dialogue: 0,0:00:59.55,0:01:02.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,You're gonna go by yourself?
Dialogue: 0,0:01:02.30,0:01:04.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,No, I'm coming with her.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:04.88,0:01:07.55,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Kaitlyn, look at me.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:12.05,0:01:15.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Now, turn the page.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:15.14,0:01:19.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Jonathan had his own struggles and a lot of it was self esteem
Dialogue: 0,0:01:19.64,0:01:23.02,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He was constantly having to be helped at school
Dialogue: 0,0:01:23.02,0:01:29.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Those all fed into things that had him turn to medicating himself
Dialogue: 0,0:01:29.68,0:01:32.21,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,with alcohol and cocaine and -
Dialogue: 0,0:01:32.22,0:01:38.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We talked to everybody. Just everybody didn't see that coming.
Dialogue: 0,0:01:38.91,0:01:43.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Not just, what did we miss. What did we all miss?
Dialogue: 0,0:01:55.17,0:01:58.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Mark told me that from the get go, from the first time we met
Dialogue: 0,0:01:58.99,0:02:02.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,he really felt that this was going to be something
Dialogue: 0,0:02:02.60,0:02:11.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was far more cautious and reticent. I hadn't been involved in a long term relationship before.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:13.42,0:02:18.35,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We enjoyed nature so much. Every weekend we went out to discovery park.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:18.35,0:02:24.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We could see the change of seasons and see the subtle changes of the leaves and the flowers and the seeds.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:24.83,0:02:29.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Rain or shine, we made that quick walk.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:30.25,0:02:37.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Mark developed huge anxiety as a result of what was happening at his business
Dialogue: 0,0:02:37.43,0:02:42.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and had to go to the emergency room.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:42.79,0:02:48.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Twice we called an ambulance and it never occurred to me that suicide was in the offing.
Dialogue: 0,0:02:48.36,0:03:01.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The people at the emergency room did not talk with me about any possibility of anxiety leading to suicide.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:07.03,0:03:13.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I would thank Mark for the 27 years of happiness we had together.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:13.51,0:03:20.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I would tell him that I love him deeply and I miss him horribly.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:28.71,0:03:31.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She was a very successful child.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:33.57,0:03:39.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,She was good at everything she tried.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:39.53,0:03:43.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Before she could write, she would have little notebooks full of scribbles.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:43.75,0:03:47.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And she would sit there with facial expressions
Dialogue: 0,0:03:47.66,0:03:49.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and write and we would go, what is she writing?
Dialogue: 0,0:03:49.36,0:03:58.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and we'd look and it would be pages and pages of scribbles and storytelling that was somewhere in her head.
Dialogue: 0,0:03:59.82,0:04:02.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Life got harder for Brooke.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:02.26,0:04:05.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The things that she used to conquer easily were more challenging.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:05.77,0:04:11.66,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Like, the progression in three years of what I would identify now as depression
Dialogue: 0,0:04:11.70,0:04:15.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but didn't see it that way then
Dialogue: 0,0:04:22.79,0:04:25.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,One night, I came home from wherever I was
Dialogue: 0,0:04:25.46,0:04:32.10,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and she showed me she had cuts on her wrist
Dialogue: 0,0:04:32.12,0:04:37.80,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I asked her if she was trying to kill herself and she said
Dialogue: 0,0:04:37.80,0:04:42.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I was, I wanted to, and then I changed my mind.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:42.43,0:04:47.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And I said, thank God you changed your mind.
Dialogue: 0,0:04:49.48,0:04:54.13,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I wish I had asked sooner, because I feel like I got lucky.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:03.82,0:05:09.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I still have times where I'm sad, just like everyone
Dialogue: 0,0:05:09.28,0:05:11.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but I can handle it now
Dialogue: 0,0:05:11.14,0:05:15.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I've learned ways to deal with it so when it comes up it's not scary.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:28.72,0:05:33.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's not a happy subject of course but it's really important to talk about it.
Dialogue: 0,0:05:34.51,0:05:40.89,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It's tragic, and places like Forefront recognize that
Dialogue: 0,0:05:40.91,0:05:43.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and know that there are ways we can treat it
Dialogue: 0,0:05:43.12,0:05:46.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,or at least try and stop it
Dialogue: 0,0:05:46.64,0:05:51.00,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,those telltale signs of things that we don't necessarily know are out there
Dialogue: 0,0:05:51.03,0:05:55.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We should learn them before it happens to somebody else.