0:00:13.210,0:00:16.568 Hi everyone. So, it's been [br]a good day, right? 0:00:16.568,0:00:19.584 Yeah. So before I start my speech, 0:00:19.584,0:00:22.016 I want everyone in the audience [br]to keep in mind 0:00:22.016,0:00:24.699 the importance of mentorship. 0:00:24.699,0:00:28.482 So, I'm young, I'm a woman. 0:00:28.482,0:00:31.059 I am from a poor family [br]with a single mother. 0:00:31.059,0:00:34.940 I am from Dayton, Ohio. I am a filmmaker. 0:00:34.940,0:00:37.181 This is a story of how I became 0:00:37.181,0:00:40.028 a feminist filmmaker in Ohio. 0:00:40.028,0:00:42.220 I would say that a lot of young, [br]talented people 0:00:42.220,0:00:45.467 have left Ohio for greener pastures. 0:00:45.467,0:00:48.683 I would say that the staying [br]hasn't been easy. 0:00:48.683,0:00:52.755 It's been cheaper. [br]I don't regret it. It's possible. 0:00:52.755,0:00:55.073 So, this isn't a total "pull yourself up 0:00:55.073,0:00:57.385 by your bootstraps" story. 0:00:57.385,0:00:59.287 I am aware of the privileges [br]that I do have. 0:00:59.287,0:01:01.843 I grew up poor, but I fit in. 0:01:01.843,0:01:05.221 I'm white. I appear to be [br]upper-middle class. 0:01:05.221,0:01:09.997 I have my health. So, I want to start [br]from the beginning. 0:01:09.997,0:01:11.806 I was always a good student. 0:01:11.806,0:01:13.521 A good art student, at least. 0:01:13.521,0:01:16.958 And I was always kind of saved [br]by my art teachers. 0:01:16.958,0:01:19.429 One teacher in particular, Mrs. Dun, 0:01:19.429,0:01:21.737 she gave me 5 dollars [br]in gas money to get home 0:01:21.737,0:01:23.582 from high school one day. 0:01:23.582,0:01:27.458 Mrs. Dun saw me through [br]my entire college application process. 0:01:27.458,0:01:30.861 She saw something in me [br]that I wasn't able to see in myself:[br] 0:01:30.861,0:01:33.230 that I was worth something. 0:01:33.230,0:01:36.639 I didn't always know [br]that I wanted to be a filmmaker. 0:01:36.639,0:01:38.830 It wasn't until I was [br]at Wright State University. 0:01:38.830,0:01:41.179 I was sitting in class [br]with Dr. Charles Derry, 0:01:41.179,0:01:44.887 who's a very revered person [br]in our film world. 0:01:44.887,0:01:46.596 He was talking in public about things 0:01:46.596,0:01:49.733 that I'd never heard [br]talked about in public before. 0:01:49.733,0:01:54.081 He was talking about taboo things, [br]like death, and sex, 0:01:54.081,0:01:58.392 and being out and gay, [br]and politics and the war. 0:01:58.392,0:02:00.440 He showed me films where these things 0:02:00.440,0:02:02.366 were the subject matter. 0:02:02.366,0:02:04.660 He showed me that film could be 0:02:04.660,0:02:08.901 an intensely powerful medium. 0:02:08.901,0:02:10.450 So, that was all great. 0:02:10.450,0:02:12.366 I still had a lot of things [br]to learn, though. 0:02:12.366,0:02:14.910 For example, when I saw [br]my first film camera, 0:02:14.910,0:02:17.950 the K-3, which is very big, it's bulky, 0:02:17.950,0:02:21.409 it's user-unfriendly, I was terrified. 0:02:21.409,0:02:23.523 And I told my male professor at that time, 0:02:23.523,0:02:25.580 I told him, I was joking, but I said, 0:02:25.580,0:02:28.200 "I can't do this, I'm a girl." 0:02:28.200,0:02:31.950 And he told me, he was joking, sort of, 0:02:31.950,0:02:34.751 but he said, "You know, my daughter [br]is the same age as you. 0:02:34.751,0:02:36.090 if she were in the room right now, 0:02:36.090,0:02:38.276 she would punch you in the face [br]for saying that." 0:02:38.276,0:02:40.095 (Laughter) 0:02:40.095,0:02:42.698 So, it was an important moment though, 0:02:42.698,0:02:45.056 because it was the first time [br]that someone pointed out to me 0:02:45.056,0:02:48.569 that I was sexist, against myself. 0:02:48.569,0:02:50.597 And I thank him for that. 0:02:50.597,0:02:53.306 So, Wright State University [br]is a competitive school. 0:02:53.306,0:02:56.377 Every year, your class size diminishes. 0:02:56.377,0:03:00.189 So, by my second year, [br]all of the women had dropped out, 0:03:00.189,0:03:01.932 except for me. 0:03:01.932,0:03:05.783 So, for 4 years, I was the only woman. 0:03:05.783,0:03:08.823 I had to be fine with it. [br]I had to be better than fine. 0:03:08.823,0:03:11.348 I had to be like really [br]damn good at everything. 0:03:11.348,0:03:16.128 So, I cut off all my hair, [br]which was so liberating, 0:03:16.128,0:03:19.465 but it was definitely for survival. 0:03:19.465,0:03:23.472 In 2008, I was sort of developing 0:03:23.472,0:03:25.659 into a political filmmaker. 0:03:25.659,0:03:28.852 I was really interested in the Sarah Palin [br]and Hillary Clinton iconomy 0:03:28.852,0:03:30.545 at that time. 0:03:30.545,0:03:33.318 It was really interesting to me to see [br]how the media portrayed them. 0:03:33.318,0:03:36.766 For instance, Sarah Palin was always like 0:03:36.766,0:03:39.779 this pretty, sort of like dumb character, 0:03:39.779,0:03:41.357 and Hilary Clinton was always this like 0:03:41.357,0:03:43.146 shrewd, ugly character, 0:03:43.146,0:03:46.029 and nothing else they did and said [br]really mattered in the media. 0:03:46.029,0:03:48.448 And that really bothered me. 0:03:48.448,0:03:51.109 I did my first short film, Park, 0:03:51.109,0:03:53.320 which is a coming of age story of a woman 0:03:53.320,0:03:55.348 growing up on a trailer park. 0:03:55.348,0:03:59.182 Park was a huge project at that time. 0:03:59.182,0:04:00.809 It took so much talent. 0:04:00.809,0:04:02.568 A lot of the people who worked on the film 0:04:02.568,0:04:05.183 are now working [br]in the industry professionally. 0:04:05.183,0:04:07.182 It took 3 years to make. 0:04:07.182,0:04:09.613 I did it while I was a student. 0:04:09.613,0:04:12.474 The film was mostly [br]about how a young person 0:04:12.474,0:04:15.370 might become a sex worker. 0:04:15.370,0:04:19.529 Park was successful. [br]It played at about 9 film festivals, 0:04:19.529,0:04:21.392 one of them being Slamdance. 0:04:21.392,0:04:22.994 And to those of you who aren't familiar 0:04:22.994,0:04:25.613 with the hierarchy of the film festivals, 0:04:25.613,0:04:28.156 Slamdance is a major film festival. 0:04:28.156,0:04:29.946 It happens in Park City, Utah, 0:04:29.946,0:04:33.427 across the street [br]from the Sundance Film Festival. 0:04:33.427,0:04:35.269 It's like in response to Sundance. 0:04:35.269,0:04:38.151 It's like the indie of indie film fests. 0:04:38.151,0:04:39.562 (Laughter) 0:04:39.562,0:04:44.472 Yeah. So, my mentor [br]and a great documentary filmmaker, 0:04:44.472,0:04:47.109 Julia Reichert had said [br]I had beaten the odds. 0:04:47.109,0:04:48.503 And she was right. 0:04:48.503,0:04:51.197 But I wouldn't have been able [br]to beat the odds, 0:04:51.197,0:04:54.431 if it hadn't been [br]for people like Julia Reichert 0:04:54.431,0:04:56.697 and Steven Bognar. 0:04:56.697,0:04:59.273 They really gave me [br]an opportunity to hone my skills 0:04:59.273,0:05:00.939 as a filmmaker. 0:05:00.939,0:05:03.107 My apprenticeship with them 0:05:03.107,0:05:05.852 let me see how masters [br]really do their craft. 0:05:05.852,0:05:07.543 There's no better education than that, 0:05:07.543,0:05:09.796 and I thank them. 0:05:09.796,0:05:12.190 I remember I was shooting on a film 0:05:12.190,0:05:14.071 called Remote Area Medical, 0:05:14.071,0:05:19.806 which is a documentary [br]about uninsured people 0:05:19.806,0:05:23.579 camping outside a NASCAR stadium overnight, 0:05:23.579,0:05:26.941 to try and get free healthcare [br]the next day. 0:05:26.941,0:05:29.274 So, I was with Steve and we were [br]interviewing this woman. 0:05:29.274,0:05:32.272 She had been in line all day. 0:05:32.272,0:05:34.868 She was just in line to get glasses. 0:05:34.868,0:05:38.207 She couldn't see. [br]She needed glasses to get a job. 0:05:38.207,0:05:40.829 She broke down crying [br]during the interview. 0:05:40.829,0:05:43.934 And for some reason, [br]we started the interview above her. 0:05:43.934,0:05:46.997 She was sitting in a chair [br]and we were shooting down at her. 0:05:47.001,0:05:48.963 And, when she started to cry, 0:05:48.963,0:05:51.629 Steve immediately sank down to one knee, 0:05:51.629,0:05:53.629 and so we could look her in the eye, 0:05:53.629,0:05:58.296 and he finished the interview [br]on the ground. 0:05:58.296,0:06:01.350 Being able to document [br]a sensitive moment like that 0:06:01.350,0:06:04.793 is a total privilege, [br]and deserving of respect. 0:06:04.793,0:06:06.449 And Steve taught me how to be 0:06:06.449,0:06:09.191 an empathetic storyteller. 0:06:09.191,0:06:12.696 As a documentarian, [br]you're always looking for that line. 0:06:12.696,0:06:16.199 The line of, "Am I portraying this reality 0:06:16.199,0:06:19.133 the way that is like the most objective?" 0:06:19.133,0:06:23.374 And the line of, "I don't want [br]to exploit my subject." 0:06:23.374,0:06:25.698 It's actually really easy [br]to exploit someone 0:06:25.698,0:06:26.953 as a media maker. 0:06:26.953,0:06:29.249 You have the camera, [br]you have the microphone, 0:06:29.249,0:06:33.047 you have the power over someone. 0:06:33.047,0:06:35.718 So, when you have the privilege 0:06:35.718,0:06:38.329 of being able to like, discern a moment, 0:06:38.329,0:06:41.375 is worth documenting [br]or worth being left alone, 0:06:41.375,0:06:43.499 you have to use that power. 0:06:43.499,0:06:45.247 You know, you may [br]see something that's interesting, 0:06:45.247,0:06:46.552 or worth documenting, 0:06:46.552,0:06:48.840 but that may be someone else's heartbreak, 0:06:48.840,0:06:51.071 and you have to remember that. 0:06:51.071,0:06:55.245 But the power of media [br]as a political tool is undeniable. 0:06:55.245,0:06:58.816 So, in 2012, I left Dayton [br]and moved to Cincinnati, 0:06:58.816,0:07:00.650 with my fellow classmates Erick Stoll 0:07:00.650,0:07:03.937 and Chase Whiteside, [br]with New Left Media. 0:07:03.937,0:07:08.126 In 2012, we did [br]a pre-presidential election series 0:07:08.126,0:07:09.760 for the Internet. 0:07:09.760,0:07:11.710 I am most proud of my contribution 0:07:11.710,0:07:13.426 to the War on Women's Health, 0:07:13.426,0:07:15.467 piece that we did. 0:07:15.467,0:07:19.626 It's a video of that went viral, [br]with over 100,000 views. 0:07:19.626,0:07:21.338 It was successful. 0:07:21.338,0:07:24.974 But, I mean, if you remember [br]that time at all, 0:07:24.974,0:07:27.657 you know, women's productive health [br]was like quite a hot topic. 0:07:27.657,0:07:29.566 If you guys can remember like [br]"binders full of women", 0:07:29.566,0:07:31.259 which I'm sure some of you do, 0:07:31.259,0:07:33.631 I don't understand [br]what I'm talking about. 0:07:33.631,0:07:36.917 So, I'm a political person, 0:07:36.917,0:07:40.256 I'm a feminist, I'm not afraid to say it. 0:07:40.256,0:07:42.590 So, that's kind of let me [br]to where I am now. 0:07:42.590,0:07:46.503 I am the co-founder [br]of Women Working Collective. 0:07:46.503,0:07:48.770 We're three women. 0:07:48.770,0:07:50.095 Right now, we're working [br]on a short film [br] 0:07:50.095,0:07:52.573 called Alternative Auto, 0:07:52.573,0:07:54.871 which is about an auto garage 0:07:54.871,0:07:56.234 in Columbus, Ohio. 0:07:56.234,0:07:59.708 It's run and operated by all women. 0:07:59.708,0:08:01.984 It's one of the only [br]female run and operated 0:08:01.984,0:08:04.780 auto garages in the world. 0:08:04.780,0:08:07.782 These people, these women are amazing. 0:08:07.782,0:08:09.850 We just wrapped shooting. 0:08:09.850,0:08:13.163 we're really excited about it. [br]We're editing right now. 0:08:13.163,0:08:15.422 In short, while I was in Dayton, 0:08:15.422,0:08:18.863 I was lucky enough [br]to be mentored by the best. 0:08:18.863,0:08:20.484 My professors at Wright State, 0:08:20.484,0:08:22.152 all the people who helped me [br]along the way, 0:08:22.152,0:08:24.627 the women at WISO all contributed 0:08:24.627,0:08:26.902 to me becoming a filmmaker. 0:08:26.902,0:08:29.734 I hope I get to continue to make films. 0:08:29.734,0:08:31.462 I hope to, one day, inspire people 0:08:31.462,0:08:33.777 the way they have inspired me. 0:08:33.777,0:08:37.410 So, to close, for those of you [br]in the audience, 0:08:37.410,0:08:40.459 I would like for you to think [br]about someone in your life 0:08:40.459,0:08:42.426 who you can mentor, 0:08:42.426,0:08:46.164 or to think about something [br]you would like to learn or do, 0:08:46.164,0:08:48.543 and to seek those people out [br]in our community. 0:08:48.543,0:08:49.882 They're there. 0:08:49.882,0:08:53.051 We're doing a TEDx. [br]They're there, you know. 0:08:53.051,0:08:54.890 You could really enhance your life. 0:08:54.890,0:08:59.927 You will enhance the life [br]of others, here in Dayton. 0:08:59.927,0:09:01.137 Thank you. 0:09:01.137,0:09:02.731 (Applause)