0:00:09.514,0:00:11.463 OK, hello everybody. 0:00:13.861,0:00:18.467 I think most of you know[br]Glades, my guide dog. 0:00:19.997,0:00:25.001 She likes to be comfortable, [br]so I'll just take care of her first. 0:00:30.031,0:00:32.886 OK, honey, down. Down. 0:00:37.671,0:00:42.548 So, while I speak,[br]she might scratch herself, 0:00:42.548,0:00:46.792 get up or even bark in her sleep,[br]so, just so you know. 0:00:50.943,0:00:54.126 Ralph Waldo Emerson once said: 0:00:55.316,0:00:58.040 "To be yourself in a world 0:00:58.040,0:01:01.347 that's constantly trying [br]to make you something else 0:01:01.347,0:01:04.458 is the greatest accomplishment." 0:01:04.458,0:01:08.100 But I'll also say [br]that it's a great challenge. 0:01:08.838,0:01:12.919 I'm, by nature, [br]not a challenge loving sort of a person. 0:01:12.919,0:01:16.177 I'm quite content being one of the crowd, 0:01:16.177,0:01:21.092 as long as I'm allowed freedom [br]for my thought and a way to live my life. 0:01:22.711,0:01:25.406 But when I'm judged by my disability, 0:01:25.406,0:01:29.483 I no longer have the luxury[br]of being a by-stander. 0:01:31.421,0:01:34.833 I was always fascinated[br]by books and literature, 0:01:34.833,0:01:38.581 and I wanted to become [br]a librarian or a linguist, 0:01:38.581,0:01:41.400 so that I could always be close to them. 0:01:42.253,0:01:45.519 But from my experience,[br]as a blind person, 0:01:45.519,0:01:48.620 especially in the past few years, 0:01:48.620,0:01:53.417 I came to realize [br]that the social stigma and ignorance 0:01:53.417,0:01:58.035 towards people with disabilities[br]are too strong and too unjust 0:01:58.035,0:02:02.377 for any person to enjoy life[br]as a simple librarian. 0:02:07.025,0:02:11.810 "There are two primary choices in life,"[br]said Dr. Denis Waitley, 0:02:13.040,0:02:15.640 "to accept conditions as they exist, 0:02:15.640,0:02:19.058 or to accept the responsibility [br]of changing them." 0:02:20.088,0:02:21.488 When I think about 0:02:21.488,0:02:25.400 all the difficulties I face everyday [br]just trying to live my life, 0:02:27.850,0:02:31.304 I truly believe [br]that for any person with a disability 0:02:31.304,0:02:35.240 who wants to lead [br]a meaningful and fulfilling life 0:02:35.240,0:02:37.810 there's none but one choice: 0:02:37.810,0:02:40.869 to accept the responsibility [br]of changing them. 0:02:43.519,0:02:48.915 I was diagnosed with retinitis pigmentosa[br]when I was four years old, 0:02:48.915,0:02:53.835 and I lost my sight gradually[br]over the course of last 20 years. 0:02:55.255,0:02:57.193 Doctors informed my parents 0:02:57.193,0:03:02.658 that I would probably go blind [br]by the time when I'm 40, or even 50, 0:03:02.658,0:03:07.406 that I'd go through college [br]and school without much trouble. 0:03:08.440,0:03:12.155 But as it happened,[br]they weren't exactly right 0:03:12.155,0:03:15.919 and by the time I was eight,[br]I couldn't read print books, 0:03:17.143,0:03:20.581 and I couldn't see [br]the writings on the blackboard. 0:03:20.581,0:03:23.964 And by the time I started college, 0:03:23.964,0:03:26.989 I could no longer see myself[br]in the mirror. 0:03:30.419,0:03:35.613 At every turn and step in my life,[br]I was confronted with one decision: 0:03:36.890,0:03:42.084 whether to accept the excuses[br]made for me and live in easy self pity, 0:03:43.440,0:03:47.094 or to brace myself [br]and walk into the unknown. 0:03:48.554,0:03:50.986 I always chose the latter. 0:03:52.756,0:03:56.955 I studied at the special school[br]for the blind in Mongolia 0:03:56.955,0:03:59.114 and graduated in 2000. 0:04:00.174,0:04:01.545 And at that time, 0:04:01.545,0:04:06.340 that was as far as most blind people[br]went in terms of education. 0:04:06.340,0:04:08.272 The accepted norm was 0:04:08.272,0:04:12.526 either to go work in a special factory [br]or go stay at home. 0:04:13.873,0:04:16.438 But I didn't want to follow the norm. 0:04:16.438,0:04:19.950 I wanted to go to college,[br]I wanted to have a good job, 0:04:19.950,0:04:23.688 and I wanted to make my parents[br]and my family proud of me. 0:04:24.889,0:04:28.465 And this meant that I had [br]to work twice as strong, 0:04:28.465,0:04:33.673 and be twice as hard working [br]as anybody else. 0:04:37.073,0:04:40.839 Up until I was 14,[br]I was just like any other child. 0:04:42.161,0:04:46.619 I didn't know [br]that I'd eventually go blind, 0:04:46.619,0:04:49.925 I thought that I just had[br]a really bad eyesight. 0:04:50.795,0:04:55.331 And the extent of the impact[br]of my condition on my life was 0:04:55.331,0:05:00.850 the occasional name calling[br]caused by my thick glasses, 0:05:00.850,0:05:05.275 or the fact that I read[br]differently than others. 0:05:07.365,0:05:12.532 But when I reached 14, I learned[br]the true nature of my condition, 0:05:13.575,0:05:16.676 and since then life became a race for me. 0:05:17.472,0:05:21.229 I couldn't image living a life [br]without being able to see. 0:05:21.909,0:05:25.600 I thought going blind would mean[br]the end of everything. 0:05:26.784,0:05:29.050 And suddenly I realized 0:05:29.050,0:05:33.742 why all those years ago, my father [br]took me to all those museums. 0:05:35.055,0:05:37.070 I was eight at the time, 0:05:39.460,0:05:43.699 and the museums were[br]either boring or scared me. 0:05:45.343,0:05:47.223 But then I understood 0:05:47.223,0:05:51.860 that he obviously wanted me [br]to have some memory 0:05:51.860,0:05:56.576 of the cultural value and history,[br]about our country. 0:06:00.766,0:06:05.513 I remember the sudden feeling of panic 0:06:05.513,0:06:08.843 as I realized how much for me 0:06:08.843,0:06:12.925 there was to see and learn[br]and how little time there was. 0:06:15.741,0:06:18.462 I started looking for books to read, 0:06:19.943,0:06:22.604 I thought books were my only salvation. 0:06:24.794,0:06:28.160 I remember sitting in my school dorm room, 0:06:28.160,0:06:32.740 and reading and reading without pause[br]as if my life depended on it. 0:06:34.361,0:06:39.137 And within three weeks,[br]I had read all the braille books 0:06:39.137,0:06:42.956 that were available [br]in Mongolian language at our school. 0:06:44.370,0:06:48.298 I worked with the same zealousness[br]on my other subjects. 0:06:48.298,0:06:52.836 I wanted to cram as much knowledge [br]as I could into my head 0:06:52.836,0:06:56.381 so that I could be ready[br]when blindness came. 0:06:56.989,0:06:59.191 I wanted to prepare myself. 0:07:01.129,0:07:06.353 Unfortunately, there weren't[br]much resources at our school 0:07:06.353,0:07:08.515 and soon I grew frustrated 0:07:08.515,0:07:12.367 by the lack of, well, [br]pretty much everything. 0:07:14.500,0:07:20.708 But I was determined, and the lack [br]of resources didn't deter me much; 0:07:20.708,0:07:24.851 if anything, it just made me look[br]for other options. 0:07:26.226,0:07:32.076 For example, when I realized I'd read [br]all the books at our school, 0:07:32.076,0:07:36.443 I found out that there were [br]donated English braille books. 0:07:37.185,0:07:40.562 So, what did I do?[br]I set out to learn English. 0:07:42.269,0:07:44.485 Of course we didn't have[br]any English teachers, 0:07:44.485,0:07:48.185 or English teaching materials, [br]or English books, 0:07:48.185,0:07:52.062 which naturally didn't deter me. 0:07:52.899,0:07:56.938 So after finishing my special school, 0:07:56.938,0:08:02.104 I went to study at a regular high school[br]with normal sighted children. 0:08:03.672,0:08:06.120 Because I wanted to go to college, 0:08:06.120,0:08:10.430 and in order to go to college, we had [br]to have 10 years of higher education. 0:08:12.620,0:08:14.880 Again, it was a challenge. 0:08:14.880,0:08:17.313 Because nobody knew[br]how to teach a blind student, 0:08:17.313,0:08:20.293 or how to handle a blind student. 0:08:21.270,0:08:26.640 I remembered being told off[br]on the first day of school 0:08:26.640,0:08:31.929 for disrupting the lesson[br]by punching holes in my notebook, 0:08:31.929,0:08:35.028 which was the process [br]of taking notes in braille. 0:08:36.944,0:08:42.347 But I overcame my fears [br]and my embarrassments. 0:08:42.347,0:08:45.584 I refused to be [br]the prisoner of my disability. 0:08:47.154,0:08:51.217 In 2006, I graduated [br]from the University of the Humanities. 0:08:51.907,0:08:56.520 In 2007, I became [br]the first blind Mongolian 0:08:56.520,0:08:59.643 to receive the Fulbright scholarship. 0:08:59.643,0:09:01.378 (Applause) 0:09:06.988,0:09:11.663 In 2009, I received my Master's degree [br] 0:09:11.663,0:09:17.113 in Library and Information Science[br]from the Louisiana State University, 0:09:17.113,0:09:21.581 and I returned home with [br]the very first guide dog of Mongolia. 0:09:21.581,0:09:23.163 (Laughter) 0:09:24.833,0:09:29.555 I've never had a single book[br]in audio format, 0:09:29.555,0:09:32.882 or I've never had enough books in braille 0:09:32.882,0:09:36.138 as I was going through[br]school and college in Mongolia. 0:09:37.346,0:09:40.511 I've never had enough [br]braille paper to take notes 0:09:40.511,0:09:46.794 that's why I often had [br]to memorize as much as I could 0:09:46.794,0:09:50.422 and note down only the most important. 0:09:51.642,0:09:56.650 And, as difficult as the lack [br]of materials and resources was, 0:09:57.683,0:10:03.550 it was nothing compared to the [br]social ignorance that I had to deal with. 0:10:04.727,0:10:07.962 It was the only thing[br]that halted me at my track. 0:10:09.055,0:10:12.342 I was once asked by a journalist, 0:10:12.342,0:10:15.970 what was the most difficult [br]thing in life for me, 0:10:15.970,0:10:18.837 and I said: "It was[br]not being able to contribute." 0:10:19.917,0:10:21.430 Because, I believe 0:10:21.430,0:10:26.642 every human feeling and every human skill[br]finds meaning only when shared. 0:10:28.282,0:10:33.209 And I think the biggest human tragedy[br]is not been allowed to share 0:10:33.209,0:10:36.710 what one has to offer[br]with one's community. 0:10:38.810,0:10:41.014 Imagine not being able to contribute 0:10:41.014,0:10:44.067 when you're bursting [br]with knowledge and energy. 0:10:45.097,0:10:50.263 Imagine being treated like a small child,[br]when you are a perfectly capable adult. 0:10:51.401,0:10:55.402 Imagine people [br]not seeing you for who you are 0:10:55.402,0:10:57.843 but only seeing your disability. 0:10:59.733,0:11:04.342 Lack of understanding and unawareness 0:11:04.342,0:11:08.835 is the foundation for any discrimination[br]and misunderstanding. 0:11:10.042,0:11:14.868 And they are far more consequential[br]than lack of material resources. 0:11:16.564,0:11:22.827 Because it's one thing when you go hungry[br]just because there's no food, 0:11:24.482,0:11:27.726 but it's a very different thing[br]if you go hungry 0:11:27.726,0:11:31.564 because people don't see it[br]as a problem that you don't have food. 0:11:32.844,0:11:36.133 Material resources can change[br]everything alone 0:11:36.133,0:11:38.586 because they are just a tool. 0:11:39.266,0:11:45.814 Social understanding and acceptance are[br]the hands that put these tools in motion. 0:11:47.881,0:11:52.395 From a personal point of view,[br]I come a long way. 0:11:53.589,0:11:58.503 But from a perspective[br]of a capable young person, 0:11:58.503,0:12:03.891 and a representative [br]of a socially disadvantaged group, 0:12:03.891,0:12:06.120 I have a very long way to go. 0:12:07.560,0:12:10.782 From my experience so far,[br]I've come to understand 0:12:10.782,0:12:15.077 that if one wants to see [br]a meaningful social change, 0:12:15.077,0:12:19.771 individual success is not all,[br]and it's not enough, 0:12:19.771,0:12:22.564 but it can be the beginning. 0:12:23.594,0:12:29.197 In the past 20 years, I've lost much,[br]but I've learned a lot. 0:12:30.945,0:12:35.260 I've learned that going blind [br]is not the end of everything, 0:12:36.500,0:12:41.289 I've learned that you might[br]not be able to control 0:12:41.289,0:12:43.880 what life might throw at you. 0:12:44.957,0:12:49.875 But you have the incredible power[br]of choosing how to react to it, 0:12:49.875,0:12:52.293 and that makes [br]all the difference in the world. 0:12:53.713,0:12:55.765 In the words of Helen Keller: 0:12:57.084,0:13:00.875 "When one door closes,[br]we look at it so regretfully, 0:13:00.875,0:13:03.540 we don't notice another one opening." 0:13:04.760,0:13:09.642 So, don't just see life, experience it 0:13:09.642,0:13:13.334 because life is too rich to be seen only. 0:13:15.264,0:13:19.774 So, I hope that you, as open minded, 0:13:19.774,0:13:23.863 you know, citizens of this diverse world, 0:13:23.863,0:13:27.713 who believe in social justice [br]and democracy, 0:13:27.713,0:13:33.385 will join me in extending [br]your hand to a disable person 0:13:33.385,0:13:39.652 not out of pity but out [br]of understanding and acceptance. 0:13:39.652,0:13:41.074 Thank you. 0:13:41.074,0:13:42.360 (Applause)